My Christian Journal

Analogies, Historical Evidence, Philosophical Answers, Book Summaries, Biblicaly Prophesies, And MOre!

I grew up Christian, in the church, but also grew up in Toronto’s public schools,
taking science, evolution and philosophy classes, while also being surrounded by various cultures and religions. 
I had to dig deeper into the history of the bible and evidence for it’s stories to get a scholarship while still defending my faith.
I also read through the bible by the time I was 18, so I lived my adult life at least knowing what the bible said. 

Logically, I knew Christianity was right based on it’s evidence. If Jesus existed, died and resurrected, he should be believed.
I never considered switching religions, but I was lukewarm when I got caught up in the world, dating, schools, careers, etc.
But most of all, while I knew about Jesus, I didn’t put my full faith in him, as I was always confused about works vs faith.
This is partly because I grew up in the Seventh-Day Adventist church, which I’ve come to find out is an unbiblical, anti-gospel cult.
I share where they get it wrong in my new section about Spiritual Warfare under “7. Correct Your Doctrine”.

Nearing the end of 2022, as the first band project came to a close due to betrayal, my eyes were opened.
Thanks to my ‘spiritual’ singer, along with friends who were into ‘creepy/spooky’ things, I acknowledged the truth about demons.
Not that I denied them existing, but I never truly understood that they are active in our current world.
The bible is clear ‘we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against rules of darkness and spiritual wickedness’ (Ephesians 6:12).

With this new understanding, I started binge watching countless channels on Youtube that were biblically sound.
Anything to do with demons and spiritual warfare, about end times prophesy, and just building faith and pursuing God.
Early 2023, I finally understood what it meant to wholeheartedly believe in Jesus’s sacrifice, and I have been freed from the law.
But, I also understand that while he saved me, loves me, and forgives me, he still desires for me to live holy, through his power. 
I also came to understand that the urgency I felt inside me was a sign that the rapture was around the corner.
As I’ve been keeping watch, I truly feel I and many others may be gone in 2023. 

All in all, what brings me to creating this page is that my mind can’t stop thinking about God and all He’s done.
I’m always watching videos, reading books, thinking deeply about the bible, and creating analogies to help others understand.
However, none of my closest friends are Christians, so I feel bad always sharing these discoveries with them haha

Anyways, if you’re a Christian, whether new or old, or just curious and want to get more insight on what makes this special,
I invite you to read my journal <3

My Favourite Christian Books

Since being saved and on fire in January 2022, I’ve purchased about 50 books from the nearest Christian book store. I’m still working through them, but so far, I highly recommend the ones below if you can get your hands on them! I will also say, I feel like I grow a lot more spiritually, and with more knowledge and confidence as a Christian when I read one book than when I watch 10 Youtube videos. Youtube is great when finding a sermon on a specific passage, for more historical and prophetic biblical insight, and to learn more about Satan’s agenda in this world, but books can cover so many aspects of a single thing in depth, such as God’s character, Christian apologetics, and growing in holiness. Some books have touched on topics and have given amazing analogies for things I’ve yet to hear on Youtube, so I highly recommend picking up some books to accompany your bible so you can open your mind to more interpretations and perspectives to dwell on. 

Being God’s Friend by Charles Spurgeon  (The first book I finished. Great at showing us that obedience is all God really asks for, and we can be close to our creator)
Power Through Prayer by E. M. Bounds (Clearly made for pastors, but very important in explaining that we are useless without time with God in prayer)
Water Walking by John Ortberg (Very short and cute book. Encourages us to walk by faith and take chances so we can grow closer to God in our experiences)
Hole in our Holiness by Kevin Deyoung (Digs into the importance of pursuing holiness from a non-legalistic perspective, to be a light in this dark world)
God’s Crime Scene by J. Warner Wallace (aka Cold-Case Christianity on Youtube. He really made a mystery-like book with pictures and evidence for God!)
No Reason to Hide by Erwin Lutzer (An activist book. As the world gets darker politically, we need to prepare mentally so we can take a stand and be bold for Christ)
The Real God by Chip Ingram (This book takes time digging into certain traits by God. It gave me a lot to think about that has helped me trust and appreciate God more)
The God Guarantee by Jack Alexander (Financial problems makes us selfish, but this book reminds us of God’s promises to supply, so we should give freely)
The One Year Book of Bible Promises by James Bell (Beautiful and easy to read devotional. Every day is relevant to our lies and encourages us to trust in God)
Delighting in God by A.W. Tozer (This transformed my mind by revealing more traits about our loving God, and encourages us to pursue his wonderful presence)
God of Wonders by Faith Blatchford (This book digs into 40 stories where God did amazing things, and allows us to get into the heads of the witnesses)
Forgotten God by Francis Chan (The Holy Spirit isn’t talked much about, so learn what the bible says about the one who indwells us so we can connect with him)
40-Day Social Media Fast by Wendy Speake  (I didn’t fast while reading this, but her journey and the tips she provides on seeking God instead of our phone is great!)
The Power of Hope by Jack Countryman (100 devotions with passages and stories that can deepen our faith and hope in Jesus. Very encouraging in this time)
Strengthen My Spirit by Charles Spurgeon (I just started this devotional, but I love how it feels like a sermon on one page. Really touches your soul)
Follower by Kyle Idleman  (A short read that hammers home that we can’t just cheer for Jesus on the sidelines, we must be fighting the good fight beside him)

My Favourite Youtube Channels

I’ve undoubtably watched over 1000 videos from over 100 channels in about a 6 month span. Having read through to the bible and solidifying my belief, it’s been easy for me to discern biblical channels from others. Sadly, a lot of channels can have say, 90% biblically accurate interpretations, but then the other 10% can be questionable doctrine. That’s how lies, deception, and confusion works. 

For example, as I was learning about the reality of demons and the spiritual world, channels like David Diga HernadezIsaiah Saldivar, and  Vlad Savchuk were quite informative! But they focus way too much on the Holy Spirit, seeing it more as a spirit or force (which tends to be a common trend in charismatic churches), and the strength of demons, as opposed to Jesus shedding his blood for the remission of sins and us living with confidence and authority as the Holy Spirit lives in us. They make it seem like Christians can be possessed/oppressed regularly and that they need to keep coming back from deliverance, taking away the personal responsibility of one’s sins and always pinning it on a spirit or demon. The fruit of the Holy Spirit is peace and self-control, so it can be concerning that these churches seem to always have demons manifesting (that’s their own words). 

And then you got great theologists and apologetics like Mike Winger and The Bible Project, and these can be wonderful sources if you have a chapter or book in the bible that you’d like an overview of, or you’re struggling to understand like Leviticus; however, due to their backgrounds and denominations, such as Mike being catholic, and The Bible Project being led by gay men, you can see that they can’t really say yes or no on certain topics, and will hang out with or approve other false teachers. There seems to be a lot of preachers who do compromise and approve other false teachers who they consider their friends, but this is very concerning as the bible makes it clear to avoid false preachers and prophets….otherwise, we can fall the same way Israel did when they started intermingling with the pagan nations and began to worship their false gods. 

TruthunEdited has been a fantastic source for helping me understand the History of Religion along with signs of the occult and pagan influences in our world. Probably one of the deepest researchers I’ve ever come across as he fact checks everything with countless Christian and non-Christian resources; however, he does tend to lean a bit towards legalism and old-testament law keeping, which can instill fear on a true-born again believer. I grew up Adventist, so I understand where he’s coming from in that we should love God’s law, but the more I understood grace and even came to believe in a rapture (as it makes the most sense), hearing his more recent videos saying that the rapture is false and how we all must prepare and pack and be ready to face the future is very discouraging, and even reeks of pride. If one believes we are saved by works or that we replace the Israelites, going through the tribulation period seems to be the mindset they have, but if one is saved by Jesus alone, we have nothing to prove by being here, and it’s not really a test if we know exactly what is going to happen. I have more recently come across Spenser Smith and his Third Adam series which covers a lot of the false religion aspects that TruthUnEdited does, and I would recommend him as a more gospel-focused alternative.  

So the channels below are those that I pretty much always approve of as it is highly rooted in the gospel and biblical truth, still preaching and sharing holiness and living for Christ without falling into legalism or hyper-grace. I think most of them are easy to follow and understand, even for new Christians!

Answers in Genesis (One of the best apologetics (Christian-Defense) channels with interviews, evidence, and more)
Spencer Smith (Great at exposing evil agendas, cults, false religions, and so on. Definitely watch is Third Adam series)
Living Waters (Street Witnessing/Evangelism Videos with Verses and Scientific/Logical Arguments – )
Delafe Testimonies (Testimonies from various people who came to God. Useful hearing about those from wiccan/occult backgrounds)
Grow in Faith Grow in Christ (Great relatable content on how to live while being encouraged by the bible) 
Cold-Case Christianity (Great for apologetics and theology, being able to defend your faith against atheists and philosophers)
Kingdom Story Films (Explains symbols and words in the bible, also finds connections between stories)
Onorato Diamante (Hammers in ‘saved through faith’ by explaining misinterpreted versus, and exposes heretics)
Melissa Dougherty (Ex-new ager who shares the lies and deception in that realm, along with lies in fake churches)
Nick Jones (My favourite biblical current news/media/false prophet or church reviewer.  Kind and down to earth in this thoughts)
Desiring God (Answers common Christian lifestyle-related questions. He also has a podcast ‘Ask Pastor John’) 
AoC Network (Channel mostly digs into end-time scripture to connect the dots for prophecy)
Treasure Christ (Channel mostly reviews what is going on in the world, and how/why we need to be prepared) 
Little Light Studios (Reviews and reveals the evil messages and symbolism in the media, mostly shows and movies) 
Lion of Judah (My favourite channel which shares verses while encouraging us to fight sin and prepare for the end)
James Kaddis / Calvary Chapel Signal Hill (This pastor is amazing at tying Israel, Prophesy, and the Rapture together, also sharing what we need to do)
The Watchman (This is my favourite rapture watching channel! No date setting or drama, just daily world news and related scripture) 
Saint AVS (Great channel that exposes false teachers and the darkness of our world from a place of humility and a desire to share the gospel)

Biblical 'Stories' Are Recorded History

Check Out All The Evidence For Them Here!

There are many common phrases I see thrown around the second God, Jesus, or the bible is brought up on any social media or public forum. Many will claim ‘God/Jesus doesn’t exist’, or brush it off saying ‘I don’t believe in fairytales’. What they don’t know is that the bible is simply a history book (with additional psalms, prophesies and more). The bible is composed of 66 books from 40 authors written over a 1500 year span. Despite this, there is one cohesive story and many cross-references in the book proving it’s divine nature. J. Warner Wallace a cold-case atheistic investigator, decided to investigate the gospels, and when he realized it was truthful, he became a Christian. And hey, if Jesus was God, which he proved through his miracles, prophesy, and resurrection, then we have seen God! I really love IMBeggar’s video on “Why Doesn’t God Just Show Himself?”. He makes the point that, out of all the options, coming as a prophesized messiah and living among us was the best option. 

Anyways, there’s countless videos that show real physical evidence that prove bible ‘fairytale’ stories did happen, and you should definitely check them out!
Stories from the Bible with Physical Evidence
Atheists will Hate this Video (Science Verifies the Bible) 
Discoveries that Confirm Parts of the Bible
9 Discoveries that Confirm the Bible 
Things in the Bible that Science Actually Confirmed to be True
Sifting the Evidence: The World of the Bible (Documentary)
Is There Archeological Evidence for The 10 Plagues of Egypt
Chariot Wheels at Bottom of Red Sea 
Noah’s Ark Discovered Documentary | Evidence for its Location
10 Biggest Evidence for Jesus Outside of the Bible
Did Jesus Exist?
Is There Archeological Evidence for Jesus? 
“You Can’t Trust The Bible Because It Was Written By Humans”

Why Philosophy Class Helped My Faith

I Realized Atheists Don't Have A Solid Argument

In Grade 12, I took a university level philosophy course with a vary atheistic teacher in order to earn a scholarship. The topic was on the meaning of life. The first half, we covered theistic philosophers. Most of which weren’t Christian or religious in anyway, but felt the world only made sense if there was a God or some kind of higher power. For them, the only way we could have any meaning is if we were made on purpose. The second half followed atheistic philosophers, and this was the most depressing stuff I’ve ever heard in my life. They all pretty much came to the conclusion that God wasn’t real, that there’s no meaning of life, meaning and purpose are just an illusion. We are just animals here to live, so it doesn’t really matter if we die. 

Now, I never thought deeply about my faith growing up, so I only had the bible to defend my philosophical view. Of course, they would say the bible isn’t evidence, but I didn’t really have any way to defend my beliefs, so I started to have some doubts. I started having an ‘existential vacuum’ as they call it, and felt a little depressed…but I wanted to believe. Around this time, I started reading through the new testament as I was preparing for my re-baptism, but I stopped when I lost hope. I kept feeling something tug at my heart to keep reading and a couple weeks later, I picked it up again. The next page had Colossians 2:8 which reads “Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ.” I was surprised to see the word ‘philosophy’ in the bible, but it gave me the drive to do research and prove it’s right. 

As noted in the last entry, there is evidence for the flood along with various other stories, but I still had to defend God’s existence logically and philosophically. I realized while science tells the how, it never tells us the why. Why do humans have different personalities and preferences compared to animals with herd mentalities? Why do we walk on two legs and wear clothes? Why do we speak different languages…and why could we learn other languages? Why do we even have schools, banks, malls, courts, and all these other systems? There are other bigger and stronger animals out there, some with quite high intelligence, yet we rule the earth. We have even found ways to tame and train other animals, creating labs and zoos, and tools to keep them in line. If we are truly just another animal, none of this makes any sense.  

And of course, there are morals. Not a single atheist can explain why we have morals and consciouses. They can claim it’s an illusion too, yet they still act a certain way or try to be good people….but why be a good person if we ware just animals? Again, why do we have courts at all? Other animals can kill whoever they want to eat or survive, and they don’t lock others away, so why do we? Why do we think about gods and religions and an afterlife? Why does most of the world, even many scientists and philosophers, decide to believe in a God? The simple answer is…because there is a God. And being made by him, we could never truly deny his existence. We can try to convince ourselves there is no God, but that’s usually because we didn’t get our way when we prayed and are mad at him, or because we want to indulge in our sins without any guilt or condemnations. 

Anyways, if you’re interested in more logical or philosophical defenses for God, definitely check out these channels and videos. 
Suggested Channels: Cold-Case ChristianityTruthUneditedMike Winger 
Suggested Videos: “How God Destroyed My Atheism“, “Why This Atheist Scientist Became A Believing Christian

What Is The Gospel (Good News)?

The Garden, Atonement & God's Redemption Plan

The gospel is the very core of the Christian faith. What is the gospel? Well, short answer: It is the good news that ‘Jesus died on the cross for our sins so that we can have eternal life if we simply believe in him’. Many have heard that, but they may not really understand it or why he had to die at all. I feel deeper understanding makes the story way more beautiful as it shows us all about God’s love for his fallen creation, and his plan to redeem us from the beginning. 

So let’s go back to the Garden of Eden, which is the first few chapters of the first book of the bible, Genesis. After 5 days of creating the universe, the earth, lights, seas, plants and then animals, God spent the 6th day creating humans in his own image. He spoke everything into existence, but formed Adam by hand out of the earth, and later Eve with one of his ribs. While God was in charge of the spiritual world, he told these two that they are to have dominion over all the earth. They are to take care of it and be fruitful, which means to have lots of children. God then rested from all his creation work on the 7th day. Every evening in the garden, God would walk with these two, showing how close he wanted to be with us. He desired to have fellowship with us and for us to run the world through his guidance and care, being his representatives. All was good. 

Now, humans have always had free choice. If we didn’t, we would be robots who could only do and say certain things, but God wanted us to be able to think for ourselves, to be able to do things independently, and of course, to be able to love him back. Love is especially important as God is love and he gives love, but he also desires love back. Isn’t that why people would rather have a real dog over a toy dog? Or a lover over money? But, there is no choice without options, so some speculate that this is why God gave Adam and Eve a choice and a command. God told them that ‘they can freely eat of any tree in the garden, all except one, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for the day that you eat of it, you will surely die’. 

As Eve was wondering the garden, she was walking close the forbidden tree and met a snake. We find out that it is Satan or rather Lucifer, a fallen angel who has rebelled against God, and he wanted to take humans down with him. He asked Eve about the fruit, and she told the snake what God said. Satan responds “You will not certainly die, For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” Eve saw that the fruit was pleasing to the eye and desired wisdom, so she ate of it, and also gave to her husband who ate it. 

Their eyes were opened and they noticed they were naked, and sewed fig leaves together to cover themselves. God (obviously knowing what happened) still called out to them, asked them why they hid, and why they thought they were naked. Adam blamed eve, and eve blamed the snake, neither taking accountability for sinning against God. God then gave them punishments, kicking them out of the garden (so they won’t eat of the tree of life, and live forever in their fallen state), telling Adam he will have to toll the earth for food all the days of his life, and that Eve was to have pain in childbirth (Genesis 3). 

As he was telling him all this, God also told them his redemption plan for humanity. God is life, so the opposite is death. When we rebel, we are choosing death since the wages of sin is death. Blood must be shed as it represents life. God told the snake then that the woman’s seed (Jesus) will crush his head, and the snake will will strike his heel (crucifixion) (Genesis 3:15). The bible also tells us that God skinned an animal to clothed Adam and Eve, which means an animal or two was killed to clothe them. This is also symbolic in that, Adam and Eve tried to cover themselves with leaves but it wasn’t sufficient as fig leaves wither and wilt. God instead took it into his hands to shed blood and cover them himself. We may try to be self-righteous and earn heaven, but since the Garden of Eden, we were informed that only God can save us. Only his righteousness and his method is enough to redeem us. 

In the old testament, God had a chosen people, those from the lineage of Abraham who was faithful man and thus seen as righteous to God. God promised to make him a big nation and to save the world through his seed. Fast forward a few hundred years, and we have his people, the Israelites, enslaved in Egypt. God delivered these people through 10 plagues and by parting the Red Sea. The people didn’t have to do anything to be saved, God saved them first, and then he made a covenant with them, in which he gave them the 10 commandments, along with other laws on how to act towards their neighbour and how to conduct righteous judgement. After all, they’ve only lived under oppressors, and they also only knew about pagan gods and traditions, so God needed time to help them become an independent nation who would learn to rely on him and follow his guidance, before leading them to the promised land. 

God also established his own rituals in which chosen priests could do sacrifices to atone for the sins of the nation, and also make peace offerings so they can enter God’s presence in the tabernacle. The place needed to be purified for God to dwell there and the priests must also be clean to enter his holy space without them dying (Definitely watch this Bible Project video on holiness). But this was also symbolic and a sign of things to come. Jesus would die for us and be both our high priest who is our intercessor, and also our once and for all sacrifice for our sins. Instead of going through all these customs to enter God’s holy space, Jesus dying allowed God to make our bodies his temple (1 Corinthians 6:19). Jesus is God, and he was with God since the beginning of time (the trinity). All humans are born into sin through the seed of Adam, so that’s why we die. We can’t atone for ourselves or atone for others as we all deserve death. Only a perfect being can die for the sins of others, and only God is good (as we’ll discuss below). 

This is why it’s such good news! instead of God expecting us to make up for our sins and failures, and/or to prove we’re ‘good’ enough to enter heaven (as most religions believe), God provided a sacrifice, a saviour for all humanity. And all who believe in him shall be saved (John 3:16). God the father gave up his only begotten son, and Jesus the son, was willing to sacrifice himself in our place. God the Holy Spirit can then live inside all believers and enlighten them more, guiding, comforting, and teaching us how to be more like him. God is doing all the work to redeem humanity to himself. We don’t have to do anything, and the bible even makes it clear, we are saved through faith alone, lest anyone shall boast (Ephesians 2:8-9). Those who believe in Jesus Christ can live with full confidence that they are going to heaven, not because they are good or do good things, but because of the finished work of Jesus on the cross. All you have to do is accept his gift wholeheartedly and place your faith in him for your salvation <3

 

The Biggest Evidence For "Faith Alone"

We Are SAved Through Grace By Faith In Jesus Christ

In my opinion, the biggest thing hindering people from truly being born again is believing they have to work for it or be good enough, aka legalism or worksbased-salvation. Their hearts are in the right place, it’s good to desire to want to do good and keep God’s commandments, but the law was never meant to save us, as I’ll talk about below. And even if you did keep laws and commands, how do you ever know if you’re doing enough to be saved? What if you accepted Jesus on your deathbed and never got baptised? What if you’re ignoring what turns out to be a vital commandment like the Sabbath? There is no security once you believe your works have anything to do with your salvation. And worse off, you’re ultimately saying Jesus died in vain, because his sacrifice wasn’t enough to save you. 

As I read through the new testament again with a new, un-indoctrinated perspective, it’s unbelievable clear that we are saved by faith alone. Heck, the most popular bible verse, John 3:16 says “For God so loved that world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life”. It’s honestly amazing how many of us say this and know this verse by heart, yet, we clearly don’t believe in it if we still try to add works on top of that. This is why I think this verse by Paul is so important: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9). I don’t know how much clearer the bible could be about ‘grace through faith’.

I think one story in the bible that demonstrates this perfectly is the criminal who died on the cross beside Jesus. Paraphrasing, one criminal mocked him saying ‘if you’re God, save yourself and us!’. The other rebuked him saying ‘Don’t you fear God? We deserve our punishment but this Man has done nothing wrong’, and he turned to Jesus saying ‘Lord, remember me when you go to your kingdom’. Jesus replied ‘Verily, today you shall be with me in paradise’ (Luke 23:39-43). The criminal believed in Jesus and who he was, and Jesus said he is saved. The criminal obviously couldn’t get baptised, or keep the sabbath, or preach the gospel, or do any good works. Some say he may have never went to the temple or studied the scriptures at all….yet Jesus himself said he will be in heaven, simply because he believed he was God. 

In the old testament, before Jesus came and died, we see even more examples of God counting people as righteous simply because they believed, such as Noah (Genesis 6:9) and Abraham (Romans 4:3). Enoch obviously believed in God, and ‘he was not for God had took him’ (Genesis 5:24). He never saw death and instead was taken off the earth by God himself. While these man certainly did good works and walked in ways pleasing of God (the law was yet established), that was after God counted them as righteous for believing in him.  I can’t recall a single character in the bible that was required to keep God’s law perfectly before God used them or delivered them. We have such a gracious father who just wants us to seek him, and then he can transform us and use us, guiding us on how to walk in his ways. 

What Saves Us Is Our Faith & Belief

Here is Where and How Works-Salvation Gets it Wrong

I’ve come across some amazing videos recently (August 2023) and it has truly helped me move on from any thoughts of law keeping to save us. That’s not to say the law no longer exists or that there aren’t benefits to keeping the law as you’ll see below, but that we as a whole see it from a horrible perspective. 

Let’s go back to the Garden of Eden for a minute. What was the original sin exactly? Most people would say “Disobedience”. They disobeyed God’s law and thus they sinned. While this is correct, that isn’t exactly their main sin or their only sin. Their real sin is this: disbelief in God. God created a perfect garden where they can live freely and safely within God’s presence and provision. They could have of any and every fruit in the garden…except one: the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil. When Satan was tempting Eve, it wasn’t just about breaking God’s command, it was having Eve doubt that God was right, that God had the best intentions for them, that God was the way to go. What more, Satan promised that Eve will be ‘like a god’, which is very tempting to people our age. If Eve truly believed God, she wouldn’t have doubted him and done her own thing. 

Another thing I learned recently is this: That tree of knowledge of good and evil is essentially the fuel for our consciousness. There is something within all of us that tells us what is good and bad, and throughout the generations, all human-based religion is focused on doing good works. That is the only logical or enlightened conclusion human beings can come up with for solving our world. Thus, the Tree of Life and the Tree of Knowledge gives us a reflection of the two paths. The Tree of Life is essentially Jesus/God. Jesus said He is the way, the truth, and THE LIFE, right? One path is simply believing in God, having faith in him, trusting him, following him and submitting to him. The Tree of Knowledge, on the other hand, is based on works. Trusting in our works, our good acts, our own way of doing things. 

One video made an amazing point regarding the next biblical story, Cain and Abel. Abel was born first and he was a hunter, whereas Cain was a farmer of sorts. In the bible, we see that Abel’s animal sacrifice was accepted by God, whereas Cain’s fruit sacrifice was rejected. We don’t really know why God rejected Cain’s sacrifice, but Cain built up enough anger or jealous and killed his brother. I’ve heard quite a few speculations, some thinking that maybe God just doesn’t like fruit and prefers/needs a blood sacrifice….but at the same time, we see God accepting fruit and grain and other sacrifices later on. So what is it? Well, Abel relied on the blood, which was an atonement of sorts, thus it was accepted. That we can agree on. But as for Cain, he relied on his good works and the fruit of his labour, and thus, God could not accept that. In a way, Cain was being self righteous, and that’s why he was so angry that it wasn’t good enough. Especially compared to Abel who may have just went in a forest, killed an animal, and brought it before God, whereas he may have spent years and years tending his garden. 

Once we start seeing this divide between those who simply believe in God and trust in a sacrifice/atonement vs those who believe in their works and keeping of the law to earn salvation, a lot of stories become more clear. The criminals on the cross, both were bad, but one believed Jesus was God, and for that alone, he was justified and Jesus said he will be with him in paradise. Another example, we got the Pharisees who were the biggest law keepers of their time, but Jesus didn’t like them much and often called them Hypocrites! “What’s the problem?”, you may ask. It’s that they were self-righteous do-gooders, but they didn’t believe in God. How do we know that? Because when Jesus said He was God, that He was their promised Messiah, they considered it blasphemy and nailed him on the cross. And to this day, many Israelites continue to reject God. 

Next time you read the bible or listen to a bible story, keep this in mind. You’ll realize that everyone who God considered faithful or righteous simply believed in God, and it was due to their belief that they actually went on to be obedient and do whatever God asked them to. Noah built an ark. Abraham went where God led him. Moses led the Israelites out of Egypt. War leaders like Joshua went against all odds and won many battles for their promised land. Judges and priests like Samuel and Elijah stood strong in a rebellious Israel, calling people to repent. And Kings like David was a man after God’s own heart. 

No human is perfect, and we sometimes see these people committing sins and being chastised by God, but God never leaves them due to that. He is full of grace and willing to forgive anyone who simply believes in him and desires a relationship with Him.  Once we start trusting in our own works to earn salvation, not only are we saying we don’t need God, but we also tend to build up pride and feel we deserve things from God. Just like Cain, being angry because God didn’t accept his sacrifice, cause he truly felt he deserved a blessing or praise or something. Whereas his brother barely worked and was blessed by God. It doesn’t seem fair to someone who works to be seen as good and righteous, does it? But back to the above point, if we all believe we’re only saved through Jesus’s blood, no one will have a reason to boast, cause we would all know we didn’t deserve it. It’s only through God’s grace and mercy why we are saved and redeemed. 

The saddest realization I’ve noticed in a world where everyone thinks good works will get them to heaven or give them a good reincarnation…is that ‘a relationship with God, their creator’ is never the goal. They want heaven with God. They don’t consider that heaven is God’s home and being there means spending eternity with Him. Anyone who goes to heaven will be there because they truly, and I do mean wholeheartedly, believe in the Tree of Life. They know deep down in their core that they are rotten and couldn’t save themselves, so they put all their trust in God instead of their works. They have accepted God’s gift of salvation so they can have a relationship with Him. God can chance and transform anyone who comes to him…but for those who think they are good enough, they will never accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior, and thus Jesus will say “I never knew you”.  

The Old Vs The New Covenant

Those In Christ Are Beneficiaries In His Agreement

I highly recommend watching this video about why we can’t mix the old vs the new covenant, along with the same channels video about the Sabbath. I was already coming to similar conclusions in my own mind, but I still held on a bit to the law. There is nothing wrong with the law, as you’ll see in the next prompt, but I think a lot of people tend to assume that ‘not observing the law’ automatically means ‘living in sin’, but that’s not true. There’s another alternative, and that’s ‘the law of grace’ that comes when we follow the lead of the Holy Spirit. You’ll notice works-based churches, including Adventist, don’t talk about the Holy Spirit at all, because they are relying fully on their own works to earn merit and be saved via the Investigative Judgement belief that Ellen G. White made up. It’s totally unbiblical and spits in the face of God when it comes to grace and Jesus’s finished work on the cross. Anyways….

So what is a covenant anyways? Many may look at it as simply an agreement or some kind of covering, and they’re on the right track. In the video, the preacher really breaks down how covenants work. There can only be one agreement/covenant at a time. If you are selling a house, you can’t give the same person two contracts with a different price on it, nor can you try to sell the same house to two different people. Only one can apply at the same time. One must be executed or nullified/cancelled before another one can take place. 

So sometimes, a covenant is one sided, so both people agree but only one person has to do the work. A great biblical example is God making a covenant with Noah (and all of humanity) that he will never flood the earth again. Noah didn’t have to do anything to claim or maintain this agreement. Then, we got two sided agreements, in which both people must do their part to maintain the contract. A biblical example would be God’s covenent with Israel. ‘You’ll be my people, and I’ll be your God. If you keep my commandments, I’ll keep you safe, heal your land, etc’. 

But then there’s a third type of agreement, and this is when two people have a covenant, but a third party who isn’t part of it benefits from it. The example he used in the video is life insurance. He pays his life insurance monthly, and the agreement is, when he dies, his wife will receive the payout. The wife isn’t part of the covenant as she didn’t sign anything nor had to do anything, but she is the beneficiary and benefits from it regardless. The only thing is, she must have faith that when he dies, the insurance company actually has money for her so she will go and claim it herself. And this directly translates to our current covenant with God in the new testament. 

The old testament covenant with Israel was based on works. You must do this and this and that to have a relationship with me. Clearly, no one was able to keep it, so the covenant was broken. But then Jesus came around. He kept the covenant and fulfilled the law/contract. So the covenant was between God the Father and Jesus/God the Son. And then when Jesus died on the cross, he was able to transfer the benefits to the beneficiaries, who were never part of the actually covenant and thus don’t have to abide by the terms of the law, but can gain from the promises it holds. 

I think one of the most beautiful things we can lead through the bible is not just God’s love for us, but his righteousness and justice. God wouldn’t be a ‘good’ God if he allowed sin to run abound and just let it slide. Sin brings him to anger and wrath. He hates it! But he also truly loves humanity. Why did he die? Not just to show us how much he loves us, nor just to fulfill the contract, but to satisfy his own wrath and sense of justice. 

So, some may argue that Jesus died for everyone, but that is not true. Just like the wife who has to believe and claim the life insurance gift, we too must believe, seek God, and claim his gift of everlasting life. If we don’t seek it and claim it, it’s not going to automatically pop up in our accounts. We need to believe Jesus died for us and seek God for the benefits. The benefits is that we don’t have to keep the law because Jesus already fulfilled it and kept that covenant with God. We also don’t have to pay the penalty for our sins or face God’s wrath cause Jesus paid for it on the cross already. 

So, what’s left for us to do? Nothing. We can have true rest in Jesus, our Sabbath. That’s a phrase I never truly understood until now <3 All we truly have to do is believe, receive the Holy Spirit, and love God. If we love God, we will naturally keep his commandments. If we have the Holy Spirit, we will be led to be obedient. If we are truly grateful and repentant (change of mind) of our sins, we truly would not desire to keep sinning and abuse our grace…but even when we fail, which we will as we are still in our sinful fleshly bodies, our salvation is not effected, cause it had nothing to do with us and our works to begin with. Isn’t God so good to us? 

The True PurpOse Of The Law

Does The 10 Commandments Save Us Or Condemn Us?

Growing up Seventh-Day Adventist, the law was at the centre of our doctrine. We believed in keeping all 10 commandments, especially the 4th which states to remember to keep the Sabbath holy. I feel every church has something that makes them feel self-righteous or that will makes them believe they are ‘the remnant church’, and the law/Sabbath was my church’s thing. Now that I fully believe in the pure gospel, I don’t believe keeping the laws will save us at all. As some would say, if we think we could keep the law, then we must have lowered the standard and expectation of God. That’s why Jesus had to say ‘you’ve heard it been said, do not kill, but I tell you, even hate and anger towards your brother is murder in your heart’ (Matthew  5). God is not just watching our physical deeds, but our thoughts and words as well. It is impossible to keep the law perfectly, more so when breaking one makes you guilty of all. 

For non-Christians, the law’s main purpose is to teach and convict people of sin. In the book of Romans, Paul states “through the Law comes the knowledge of sin.” (3:20),   “Where there is no law, neither is there violation,” (4:15) and “sin is not imputed when there is no law” (5:13). While we are all made to have a conscious that leads us to living morally, there’s still many things we would not realize is a sin if it was not spelled out for us, like lying and fornication. Not to mention, idolatry and witchcraft which is an abomination to the one true God. ‘There’s a way that seems and feels right to a man, but it ultimately leads to death’ (Proverbs 14:12). When one is convicted of their sins, they will seek forgiveness and acknowledge their need for a savior, and that should lead them to Christ who already died on the cross for them. 

But after one accepts Jesus’s sacrifice, is there a purpose? It’s really hard to say. If we are led by the Holy Spirit and he writes the laws on our heart, then we will follow God’s will naturally through his lead and conviction. But should we ignore the law? Should we just…not read the old testament if that’s the case? I would say no. “All Scripture is given by inspiration of God and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly equipped for all good works.” (2 Timothy 3:16-17). We also see how people like David truly loved and delighted in the law. While the law doesn’t save us, it gives us clear answers on what is the best way to live our lives. It teaches us how to go through life hurting the least amount of people, having no guilt or shame about secret deeds, and how we can be a real light in the world. 

But regardless, the old testament had 613 commands and many of which really don’t apply to us, as it showed Israel how to function as a new nation and how to sacrifice to God. We also must note that the new testament has over 1000+ commands for us. The old testament may be hard for certain people in certain nations and situations, but the new testament can easily apply to all. If someone asks something of you, give it to them. ‘They ask you to walk a mile, walk with them two. Forgive everyone, as God has forgiven you. Rejoice when you are persecuted’, etc. The new testament also makes it clear that some rules no longer apply to us and we shouldn’t judge each other for it, such as Sabbath days and foods we eat (2 Colossians 2:16-17). Whoever observes or eats does so to the lord, and whoever doesn’t doesn’t (Romans 14). 

While SDAs may argue that God and the law doesn’t change, that doesn’t mean the covenant hasn’t. Yes, the Sabbath was established at creation, but no one was ever noted as keeping it until Moses gave them that law, and as we read above, Jesus fulfilled the law and created a new covenant with us. We can’t be under two conflicting covenants at the same time. We are under the law of works which the bible says is a curse, or we are under the law of grace which gives us life. You can’t be saved by both faith and works. 

Galatians 3:10-14 writes “For as many as are of the works of the law are under the curse; for it is written: “Cursed is every one who continueth not in all things which are written in the book of the law to do them.” But that no man is justified by the law in the sight of God is evident, for “the just shall live by faith.” And the law is not of faith, but “The man who doeth them shall live in them.” Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us (for it is written, “Cursed is every one who hangeth on a tree”),  that the blessing of Abraham might come on the Gentiles through Jesus Christ, that we might receive the promise of the Spirit through faith.”

Yes, Jesus said ‘if we love him, keep his commandments’ (John 14:15), but we can only truly love him after getting to know him and being eternally grateful for what he’s done for us. Keeping the law and his commandments is a natural effect that comes when we do truly love him. We do it because we love him, not to be saved. We do it to be a light in the world, not to earn salvation. We do it to stay out of trouble and avoid natural consequences, not to gain favor with God. We already have unlimited favor, righteousness, love and grace through Jesus. If we think we have to keep the law to be saved or earn favor with God, then we are ultimately saying we don’t believe in Jesus. If you truly understood and believed what Jesus did for you on that cross, you can’t help but love him and obey him. 

God Really Is Our Heavenly Father

A Father To The Fatherless, And Protector Of Widows

Through the Adam and Eve story, we can certainly see fatherly traits in the interaction. He provided for them in the garden, he instructed them on what to do and how to live, he asked and listened to them when they sinned, and even though he had to chastise them, he still clothed them himself and watched over them. God calls himself a father, and he is the perfect father. He also says that his a father to the fatherless (Psalms 68:5). He wants to fulfill that role in our lives as provider, protector, instructor, comforter, and so on. 

When God created Eve for Adam and told them to have children (thus establishing both marriage and family), he intended for us to reveal traits of himself to each other. A good father should be like God the father who cares deeply for his children and begs for them to come to him and follow his direction as he is full of wisdom and guidance. A good husband should be like God the son (Jesus) towards his bride (his church). He is ever so faithful, not to mention so loving that he would sacrifice himself and give up his life for his wife. He has gone to prepare a place for us and will come back to bring his wife to his home. God created humanity, and he intended for earth to be a place full of love, joy, peace, and tender care for each other, but that can only happen if we follow his ways. 

God is not a genie who just grants the wishes of our hearts, nor is he an absent god who made the world and forgot about it, letting it run it’s destructive course. Rather, he is an active, loving father who wants to not only provide for his kids, but guide them, and chastise them when they go off course and hurt others. Any real parent will always love you, even if you rebel and hate them. You may not always understand their rules and instructions, but most of the time, it is for your own good, for your safety and development. Parents are more wise than their children and are quite observant. Kids may think they’re getting away with something, but usually the parent knows what they’re up to, or can at least tell when something is wrong or off. 

Human parents are, of course, flawed, and they only know what you’re doing while inside their supervision. But God is perfect and knows everything about you. He created you and has been watching you every second of your life, even while you were still in your mothers womb (Psalms 139). He can also hear your thoughts and the deeper mumblings of your heart (1 Chronicles 28:9, Psalms 139:23) . He is also the ruler and orchestrator of the universe, and nothing happens without him allowing it (Ephesians 1:11, Romans 8:28, 1 Chronicles 29:11-12) , thus he can protect you and guide you, and you can have full confidence in him (Proverbs 14:26, Isaiah 41:10, Jeremiah 29:11). 

If he said he’ll provide for you, why would you doubt that? Jesus reminds us that the birds of the air neither sow nor reap, but our heavenly father feeds them. Are we not worth more than they? (Matthew 6:26) Our hairs are numbered, so do not fear, for we are worth more than sparrows (Luke 12:7)

We're No Longer In The Image Of God

Nor Are We ALL Children Of God. Some Are Of The Devil

Many Christians believe that we are all made in the image of God. Why wouldn’t we? It literally said that Adam was made in their image in Genesis 1:27. So imagine my shock at my first bible study when the teacher outright said that ‘he cringes when he hears that phrase as he claims we are no longer in his image’. I would have stepped in saying that we carry traits such as God’s intelligence, creativity, and morality, but I’m grateful I heard him out. He essentially said that while Adam and Eve were made in the image of God, we have since become a fallen creation, born into sin. We no longer represent God in anyway. That is why we must be born again via the Holy Spirit, and later get perfect heavenly bodies. 

Honestly, after hearing his argument, I wholeheartedly agree. My spiritual friend, along with my friend who has some kind of Buddhist religion, have this impression that we are gods. In their eyes, because God made us, we must have a bit of god in us, or we can be enlightened and become gods too. This is actually a very common new age (or old age) belief. Thus, when they hear Christians say we are ‘made in the image of God’, they run with that and feel they have some kind of god power in them. I have a feeling a lot of this comes from the idea or belief that god is simply a force in the universe, and thus they can have that force in them and utilize it for their own will.  

I would often state though, that while we are made in God’s image, we are not gods. Just like you may be made by your parents and have some of their facial features, you are not your parents. You do not have the same authority, experiences, or wisdom that they have. Adding on, they lack omnipotence and free will. Only God can truly do anything and everything he wants, while we’re limited to our location, circumstances, and abilities. We also will die one day whether we like it or not. I often ask them how could you possibly think you’re a god when you’re so weak and fragile? The title of ‘God’ should be reserved for something way more powerful, something or someone worthy of praise.  If we’re all gods, then no one is a god, cause none of us are special. 

Continuing on, another common belief Christians have is that we are all ‘children of God’, when the bible clearly states differently. 1 John 3:8 says “Whoever makes a practice of sinning is of the devil, for the devil has been sinning from the beginning”. Verse 10 adds “This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not God’s child, nor is anyone who does not love their brother and sister.” John 1:12 says “Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God”. Romans 8:14 adds “For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.” Only those who believe in Christ and are reborn are adopted into His family and can be called Children of God. 

Bible Truth: All Humans Are Bad People

No One Is Good. We Must All Repent And Be Reborn

In my Grade 11 high school philosophy class, the topic was ‘what makes a person?’ We all came in assuming ‘humans’, but opened our minds since animals can be intelligent or have a sense of self too. The topic then lead to ethics and morality, and the ‘newspaper test’ was brought up. Essentially, one way to figure out if what you’re doing is morally good or not is by asking yourself this question: if what you were doing ended up on the front page of a newspaper, would you be embarrassed? Would you be ashamed if all your family, coworkers, neighbours, and friends found out? I remember the topic ending with the idea that we all have 3 faces: The one we show in public to strangers, the one with friends or family we are more comfortable with, and the one you have when you’re alone and have privacy. 

Hopefully, when you heard about the test, you probably thought about a few things you are doing that you would be terrified if it became public news. Honestly, we all have not just one or two things we’d be ashamed about and we’d hope no one would ever know about. We all got skeletons in the closet, and yet, we all seem to think we are good people. ‘At least I didn’t do this or that’, ‘that person killed 20 people, I never killed anyone’, ‘well, everyone does it, so why should I feel bad’. There’s many sins we don’t even blink an eye at like lying, envy, gossip, and sexual immorality. Sometimes we do know something is wrong, but we justify ourselves or make excuses so we can keep convincing ourselves that we aren’t really bad people. 

One thing the bible makes clear is that ‘no one is good’. No one is good but God (Mark 10:18). We all fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). All must come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). Even if we may appear good, God knows our hearts (1 Samuel 16:7), and that our hearts are wicked and deceitful above all things (Jeremiah 17:9). Lusting is just as bad as Adultery (Matthew 5:28), and hating is just as bad as murder (1 John 3:15). All liars will have their place in the lake of fire (Revelation 21:8), more so because Satan is the father of all lies (John 8:44). Even speaking badly about anyone is a sin (Ephesians 4:29, Colossians 4:6, James 1:26).

Many people still believe they are good enough or righteous enough to earn heaven on their own, but Isaiah 64:6 states “we are all as an unclean thing, and all our rightousnesses are as filthy rags”. Psalms 14:3 and 53:3 says “They have all turned aside, together they have become corrupt; There is no one who does good, not even one”. But hey, even if you turned your life around and tried to keep all the laws, the bible make sit clear that ‘whoever breaks one law is guilty of breaking them all’ (James 2:10). The bible is very clear about our wicked, fallen nature and our inability to be righteous in God’s eyes, so good luck trying to earn your own salvation through being a ‘good person’.  

While Jesus often called the religious pharisees ‘hypocrites’ (Matthew 23), he also tells others that unless we are more righteous than they, we will not see heaven (Matthew 5:20). It was impossible to be more righteous than the Pharisees as they grew up observing the commandments and was diligent in keeping the law, but their heart was in the wrong place, seeking praise and authority. They may have kept God’s law, but they didn’t have a relationship with God themselves. Who knows what they were doing or saying behind closed doors, yet the public saw them as holy men. It reminds me of all these celebrities who people look up to, who are praised for their good work, for their donations and humanitarian efforts….but then a scandal makes the news and we found out they sexually assaulted children, was part of some money laundering scheme, or is actually one of the rudest and most racist people to their staff.  

It’s so easy to convince ourselves that we are good, or better than other people. The only objectively evil thing most people seem to agree on is murder, but they tend to brush over all the other sins God hates like lying, stealing, gossiping, lusting, fornication, envy, and blasphemy. I can bet that the majority break the first commandment, which tells us to have no other gods before him. If we don’t love God with all our heart, soul, strength and mind, something else is probably our god. Until one can dig down and finally admit they are a bad person, until they can stop justifying and defending their actions, they will never truly confess their sins and accept Jesus as their saviour…cause they don’t think they need one. We must all repent. No one is good, not one. Stop fooling yourself. 

Why People Actually Go To Hell

Heaven Is God'S Home, so Will You Accept His Rules?

During philosophy class, and also studying views against Christianity outside of that, one of the most commonly asked questions is ‘why would a loving God send people to hell?’, and they use that to explain why they aren’t interested in having a relationship with such a God. In general, people don’t want to hear or think about hell. When I watch street preaching videos, other ‘Christians’ would go up to the preacher and tell him not to talk about hell because it scares people. But the thing is, if Christians know that hell is real and people are on their way there, the most loving thing we can do is warn people. 

And yes, I get it. Some people can’t understand why God would create us despite knowing we would sin and cause so much suffering on this planet. It seems really unfair to put us here and then punish us when we fall for temptations. But the thing is, God made turning back to him extraordinarily easy. Heaven is a free gift, requiring not a single action on our part, so we can’t say it’s unfair. We just have to accept and believe in Jesus’s finished work, and God will even dwell in us and continue to change us himself. Thus heaven or hell is a simple choice, believe Jesus or reject him. No matter your background or circumstance, anyone can go to heaven.

And then the next group of people are those who don’t care to listen to God or the bible, and would rather follow a religion or way of life that they align with. These are those who think any path can lead to heaven. This is where my home analogy comes in. Heaven is God’s home. It’s his kingdom, and thus it will follow his rules. God is the creator and we are just a creation. He doesn’t owe us anything. We aren’t entitled to anything. For us to think that we can live how we want and continue in our sinful lifestyles, but then enter God’s home without accepting him or changing to align with his rules and ways is complete foolishness. 

Now that we have the whole heavenly father thing out of the way, I can continue expanding on the idea. God has a house, an amazing house that is beautiful and full of everything you can possibly need. Your father obviously loves you and wants you to live with him….but for everything to operate well, especially between you and your siblings, there must be some rules. Every child must agree to the rules, and also respect the father who owns the house. Like any father, you may make mistakes, you may have rebellious moments, but he wouldn’t kick you out just for that. He may chastise or punish you, but it’s for the sake of your growth and peace in the home. 

But, if you get to a point where you hate your dad, where you don’t want to follow the rules, and you’re choosing to hurt your siblings by lying, stealing, and physically hurting them, your father may have to boot you out (like he did with Satan and his rebellious angels), or you yourself may decide you don’t want to live under his control, so you choose to live elsewhere. While your father still has a deep, internal love for you, he can’t allow you to do what you want in his home and make everyone miserable. As long as you’re willing to listen to him and follow the rules, you can live there, but if not, he will respect your decision and let you live away from him, outside of his home. 

You’re not so special that God will bend his righteous law and ruin his perfect home just so you can be with him. You can’t possibly be so entitled that you think you can enter someone’s home and demand they do things your way. That’s not how the world works. If God accepted everyone despite them not repenting and choosing him, then heaven will just be another hell on earth. There will still be pain and suffering, anxiety and depression. And if you don’t even like God now nor want to follow him, why would you want to spend eternity with him anyways, being holy and following his rule? Common guys, make it make sense! If you don’t want to love or follow him, he’ll send you to the farthest place from him, a place where his presence is not, and that is hell. 

Why Sanctification Is Required Now

The Transition Of A Born Again Believer Into Holiness

I mentioned above that going to heaven or hell is a choice. Heaven is technically free thanks to Jesus’s atoning sacrifice, but everyone is also destined to hell be default, so it really comes down to if you love God and will submit to him, or if you’ll hate God and rebel against him. But for those who claim to believe and accept Jesus, is there really a reason to start living a holy life now? I mean, we’re saved regardless of what we do so…why try I guess? 

You know, I didn’t actually think people thought like this as I grew up in a legalistic church that truly believed in the verse that ‘if we loved Jesus, we would keep his commandments’. It just made sense that if you claimed to love God and was thankful he died for your sins, that you don’t go on sinning and living a life of lawlessness, but I’ve heard testimonies from people who previously had that line of thinking. So I really wanted to dig into the whole concept of ‘sanctification’. I agree and believe that after we are ‘justified’ by Jesus and the Holy Spirit indwelling in us, we then begin the process of ‘sanctification’, and one day, we will be ‘glorfied’ when we get our new heavenly bodies.

So what is sanctification exactly? It’s the process of becoming more holy like God is holy, and that essentially means being set apart, being righteous, and other things that I talk about below. It’s much different than just doing good works, cause you don’t need God nor need religion to do good, you don’t even need to love people to do good things. Heck, you could look good to the rest of the world, but be rotten and dirty to God, especially in this day and age where supporting homosexuality and transitioners is what makes you good. God’s standard is different, and we can see the traits of humility, meekness, and patience in Jesus, our best example. But in this prompt, I mostly want to explain ‘WHY’ we should be serious about our walk in holiness. 

As I started my true sanctification journey, I felt I had an awakening as I started to actually think about heaven and the next life. I feel for most of us, we really don’t think about heaven. It’s kinda something that we’ll think about when we’re about to get there, when we’re old or on our death beds. And while most of us expect a new body that will never decay or die, we don’t really think about the transition. Perhaps a lot of us think we’ll be pretty much the same. When you consider that even non-Christians consider going to heaven, that’s a little concerning. Some even think there will be TVs, fancy cars, and hot babes in heaven….they wouldn’t want an eternity without those things, but I’m sure you can see how silly that line of thinking is. 

But you know what’s also silly? Imagine you living the rest of your life in a sinful state, enjoying the unholy pleasures of this world and partaking in the ways of the wicked. Whether it’s serious actions like fornication, stealing, murder, or what the world doesn’t really blink an eye at like gossip, using others to get rich, and always wanting the newest toy on the market. You claim to believe in Jesus, you even attend church ever Sunday, but you’re not very Christlike at all, nor really want to be some stiff, law-keeping, boring-ass saint. You only live once, right? 

But then you die….and then you are raised from the dead. Could you imagine waking up as a completely different person? One you don’t recognize nor want to be? You want to have sex, you enjoy bragging about yourself, you were looking forward to that trip to Miami so you can gamble and drink and have the time of your life….but now, you can’t even fantasize about any of that. It’d be weird, right? It’s even more weird because everyone around you is worshipping and praising God, but you were never interested in that. Everyone is so mushy and caring towards one another, but you don’t care about other’s that much. Eww, get away from me! 

We always talk about ‘being ready for Jesus’s return’ or ‘being ready for heaven’, and I guess many think they’re ready cause they’re saved or cause they go to church or pay their tithes, or simply cause they are watching….but are you ready for that kind of transition? Has your heart transitioned from the love of this world to the love of God and heavenly things? Are you still carnally minded, worried about finances and dreaming about your future home, instead of worrying about lost souls and thinking about your home in heaven? Have you been working on shedding your hate, anger, bitterness, covetousness, and pride in exchange for peace, love, joy, gentleness, humility and grace? 

If you were to actually pop up in heaven today, would you recognize yourself after the transition? Would it be a small change where you’re still the same person, just with no more temptations in your way and no more dirty songs from TikTok stuck in your head, finally able to know God and worship him with no more shame, fear, or condemnation….or will you be completely different and hate who you are now forced to be cause you actually enjoyed your life on earth and was the god of your own universe? Just something to think about. 

God Doesn't Make Mistakes

God's Intelligent Design And Intentionality

I know some individuals hold to the idea that God is just some higher power but is generally passive about what happens on this earth; however, the bible makes it clear that God designed the universe intentionally (Genesis 1), and orchestrates the world so things work out the way he wanted and planned (Romans 8:28). His prophesies always come to pass. Nothing can happen without his permission (Isaiah 45, Job 1:6, John 19:11, etc). Not a single bird falls without him knowing (Matthew 10:29). He knows who will turn to him and be saved before we are even born. Let’s not think that God doesn’t know or doesn’t care about this planet. 

But I wanted to dig into his intelligent design and his intentionality a bit more. When I read the old testament, there are quite a few chapters where God will give precise instructions on how something should be built, like Noah’s Ark, the Israelite’s tabernacle and their priest’s outfits. Cubit this and cubit that, every peg, every rod, everything is told exactly how long it should be, what material to make it of and what to overlay it with, what type of stones should be on the outfits, etc. He is also detailed on how an act or service should be performed, like the 5 types of sacrifices. What kind of foods should be offered, must be the first born animal, must be unblemished, must be fine flour etc. God told Joshua how to win the battle against Jericho, circling the city once everyday for 6 days, then 7 times on the last along with blowing their trumpets. God knows what he wants and how he wants it. He’s so precise, that you can consider him a bit of a perfectionist…and thank God he is! 

Biology was one of my favourite and best subjects in high school, and I never understood how anyone could think that science disproves God. When I’d learn about DNA, or about nature feeding off of each other (us giving trees CO2 and trees giving us oxygen, when life decays other bugs and creatures feed off of it to make new soil, etc), the fact that the earth is the perfect distance from the sun, at the perfect angle, spinning at the perfect speed so that it can sustain life like….how could anyone think it was a mistake? How could anyone think this all happened by accident? As Ray Comfort often says, a painting is evidence of a painter, a building is evidence of a builder, and thus, creation is evidence of a creator. As other’s have said, a book can’t write itself, computer code needs to be programmed. What more about life! 

But we must also remember this…we are a fallen creation. God made the world ‘good’, not perfect. He gave us choice so we can think for ourselves, act by ourselves, and of course, love him and each other…but we decided to use that free choice to mess up everything, bringing pain, sorrow, and death through sin. Because we were no longer good, we cursed the world and ourselves, and this allowed for genetic issues, diseases, disabilities and so on. I can’t remember who said this in a Youtube short, but when a trans person argued that ‘some women can’t give birth so they don’t see the difference’, the person replied that a woman is born with a womb and should be able to, but unfortunately, her parts aren’t working the way they should. If a man was born with 1 leg, you wouldn’t say that’s normal because humans should have 2 legs and be able to walk properly. Same with a woman who is born with the right parts, but it’s just not working right. 

But what’s beautiful is that, despite what disease, learning disabilities, mental health issues and such we may deal with in this life, even for those born with genetic errors that cause down syndrome or intersex individuals, there is hope. God will one day give new, perfect bodies to those who love him and follow him. These bodies will die and return to the dust one day, they are temporary and flawed. But those who believe in him can look forward to the new earth where we all have perfect bodies, and there will be no more sin, pain, or suffering. 

God doesn’t make mistakes, but he does give us freedom of choice…and we make mistakes. We, along with Satan and his fallen angels who also turned against God, are the ones who make this world such a horrible place to live in. Yet, we have a loving and gracious God who is still doing all the work to restore us to the glory he intended…but he won’t force anyone to listen or obey him if they don’t want to. That’s why we are here now, to learn and decide. To figure out if we prefer a world with sin and selfish pleasures, or if we’d prefer a world where everyone has the traits of God. It’s time you make your choice. 

God Chose You And Saved You First

How We Can Be Pre-Desinted Yet Still HAve A Choice

One biblical concept that I’ve only come to really think about and understand this year is being chosen or pre-destined. I know when people hear those words, they think that means we don’t have free will. ‘How can you be pre-destined yet still have free choice?’ Well, it’s really not that hard to comprehend. Whether you believe God chose everyone and we simply decide to choose him back, or you think that God knows the future and thus knows who would choose him in advance, either one works. 

I like looking at the Israelites in Egypt for reference. The Israelites are Abraham’s descendants. Abraham was a righteous man who obeyed God, and God promised that he’ll make a nation out of him who will be a light to other nations, and eventually, he’ll save the world through his seed. Thus, all his descendants moving forward were already God’s special people (whether they wanted to be or not). At one point, they were oppressed and enslaved in Egypt and cried out to God. God then delivered them through plagues, helped them cross the Red Sea, and brought them to safe land. Only at this point did God make a covenant with them, asking that they obey his laws and he will be their God. Since the covenant was made, God remained faithful despite their stubbornness, complaining, wickedness and idolatry. Essentially, God chose them first, but it’s still up to each individual person to choose him back and be faithful to him. 

The second is what I would call the parent-influence style, I made up this analogy for my friend very recently. Considering God knows us since he created us, and he knows the future because he considers our personalities and the choices we will make, he can still orchestrate our lives to leads us in a certain direction, often to where we would find him and accept him. I had my friend think of parents who want their baby to become a doctor, but they don’t want to push it on him. They’ll make sure they put him in certain schools and get him tutors to ensure he has great grades, may put on shows that have doctors and nurses in them so he’ll be interested, would talk positively about the medical field and talk negatively about the arts, make sure he spends time with his cousin who is a doctor etc. One day, the child may announce he’s going to be a doctor. The child thinks it was completely his choice and decision, but he was lead that way thanks to his parents actions and influence. 

What makes Christianity special is that God plays a role in each of us coming to him. No one can come to Jesus unless the Father first draws him (John 6:44, John 3:27) and that Jesus is the author and perfector of our faith (Hebrews 12:2). God may use grief to draw us near, may hit us hard with a sermon or a song, may have a friend share their testimony, or we were led to follow God by our believing parents. Just like the parent analogy, various seeds are often planted before one truly and wholehearted accepts Jesus as their Lord and Saviour. Some have a more direct and short path, while others may have had detours and U-turns, but they will get there eventually. God chose them, it’s just a matter of time before he leads them to choosing him back.  

 

CHristianity is a relationship with God

Not Just Some One-Sided Religion Like The Others

I’ve tried online and long-distance relationships before when I say distance in a relationship is not fun. It’s made worse when the other person doesn’t even make time to text you once a day, and you just feel disconnected. You can try to reach out to them, but no connection can be made unless the person participates, and I feel that’s how our relationship with God is. He’s not a physical being where we can just enjoy living in the same house without saying words, communication is necessary to build the relationship. We can naturally feel distant from him when we don’t listen to him through his word, and talk to him through prayer. 

As I’ve been returning to God, and more so when I read the old testament and see how much and how often all of Israel ignored and forgot about their own God who delivered them from Egypt and was there for their ancestors, my heart truly breaks for God. I can certainly understand how he feels, wanting to be close to those you love and care about who don’t seem to have much time for you…but I certainly can’t comprehend having thousands or millions of people reject you, more so when you created them and do so much good for them. 

I’ve watched quite a few videos that have really been pushing for us to have a deeper, more personal relationship with God. The solution is simple, quiet time in the closet, bible reading, more regular prayer….but often, these are the hardest things to do since our souls don’t have a hunger for the things of God. And since we don’t physical see him, it’s easy to ignore him. For Christians, it’s often things we know we should be doing, but don’t have time for. Some also think a church service once a week is fine but they spend no private time with God. As others have said though, you have instant access to the creator of the universe, and he loves you so darely! Surely, we can sacrifice one show, or wake up a little earlier, or something to be intimate with him. God is so patient in waiting for us to acknowledge him. He is softly whispering to us, hoping we will one day listen and turn to him. 

I do believe that the relationship aspect is what makes Christianity so different and so unpredictable from other religions. Other religions try to seek God or enlightenment by doing certain things, reading, praying 5 times a day, meditation, rituals etc. They do the same thing every time. But because Christianity is a personal relationship, every person is going to have a different experience on how they came to God, how God has helped them and changed them, and also what he called them to do. God’s favourite method of bringing others to himself has always been people. He is so active and he doesn’t always respect boundaries. 

Does that sound harsh to you? Well, again, he is your heavenly father. If he knows you should be or shouldn’t be doing something, sometimes he will intervene and get in your way, or redirect you elsewhere. Sometimes, he needs us to listen so we can plant seeds that cause others to turn to God so they can have a relationship with God too.  Jonah and the whale is a popular story. He was already a prophet, which means he was already chosen by God and was already preaching his word. God told him to go and preach to Ninevah, a very wicked city, and Jonah didn’t want to. He packed up and jumped on the next boat headed in the opposite direction. God created a storm and Jonah knowing he was the cause, told the others to throw him overboard. Jonah was then swallowed by a whale, repented and was ministered to, and the fish spit up on the shore to do what God told him to do. Jonah preached to the city, and the city repented of their wicked deeds, and was not destroyed. 

It’s always fun and interesting reading through the bible because we get to see the kinds of relationships God has with people. If the person is generally obedient and trusting in God, the relationship is pretty smooth sailing, like for Enoch, Noah, and Joshua. Some people were generally good but had some weak moments or fell for sin and temptation, like David, Elijah, and Moses. Sometimes God had to chastise or punish individuals for their sins or moments of rebellion (as we’ll talk about below), but he never leaves them nor forsakes them. He will work with them despite their shortcomings, and will encourage them when they are scared and disheartened. 

God wants to be our everything. He already gives us all of himself and he has even more good gifts he wants to give each of us. He’s the best friend anyone could ever ask for, loving, caring, and always there to listen. He is a present help in a time of trouble. He’s also the creator of the universe, so as long as you have faith as a mustard seed, he can move mountains for you. But all that only comes when we start to acknowledge him, and put in the work to maintain our side of the relationship as well. Relationships are not one person, and it won’t work if only one person is trying. It takes two. He’s waiting on you. 

Heaven is not the Goal. The Kingdom Is.

We Are Humans Made To Rule This Earth With God

You know what the biggest lie in history is? That heaven is the ultimate goal for humanity after death. Okay, maybe not the ‘biggest’, but it’s amazing how many people think of heaven as the end. And okay yeah, sure, living forever in some spiritual universe sounds nice and all, but the bible actually has quite a few events after the resurrection of the saints and for the most part, we are oblivious to it. First off, ‘heaven’ just refers to any place where God’s presence is. And second, the bible (especially Jesus) often talks about a ‘kingdom’ or more specifically, ‘the kingdom of heaven’. So what exactly is going on? 

Well, when we read through revelation, there are two kinds of kingdoms that Christians can look forward to. First is after the tribulation and end times, and this is the 1000 year/millennial reign of Jesus. Jesus will come back on earth and reign with his saints. There will be peace and Jesus will reign with an iron rod (Revelation 2:27). There’s different views, some say that only Christians/believers will survive the tribulation and the rest will be wiped away, but the bible also doesn’t directly indicate that. It does indicate that many will die through the plagues and famine, and that Jesus will easily defeat those in the war of Armaggedon (Revelation 16:16), but it doesn’t directly say he will destroy all non-believers at that time. If anything, I think it makes more sense that some nations will be around, because Israel has to lead and get their glory, and there will be a final revolt when Satan is freed at the end of the 1000 year reign and he will cause all the nations to gather for one final war against Jesus’s kingdom (Revelation 20). 

After that period, there will be the judgement of those who never put their faith in Jesus, they will be cast into hell. After all judgement is finished, God will create a whole new heaven and earth, restoring the Garden of Eden once and for all. We are physical beings and earth is our home, so it makes sense why God would rather restore this earth and have us live on it peacefully, than have us all living as spirits in heaven. But compared to the first time where humans never knew evil and fell for temptation, all those who never repented of their evil will be gone, and all those who chose God will have new bodies that cannot sin (by choice), so we can actually live in peace and harmony, all looking to God and enjoying his presence forever. 

God Chastises His Children

A Loving Father Trains Their Child And Leads Them

I think the funniest thing about humans is that we have double standards for God vs other human beings. People think a loving God will let us do whatever we want, but we would look down on a mother who let her child scream and make a huge mess in restaurants and grocery stories. We want God to be okay with our lives and our sins, but then we blame and ask God why doesn’t he do anything when criminals assault and murder people. .

In the bible, it is clear passiveness is not a part of God’s personality. In the first few chapters of the bible, we see Adam and Eve disobey, and they are kicked out of the garden where he provided everything, and Adam was told he’d have to toll the earth and work for food, and Eve was told she’ll have pain in childbirth. But God still atoned for their sins by killing an animal and dressing them so they can survive the elements. He’s loving, but he’s not going to let sin and rebellion roam freely. We see that clearly when he sent the flood to wash the world of it’s wickedness. Those who don’t love him and don’t repent of their rebellion and sinful lifestyles can expect the lake of fire. Those who do love him and follow him can expect chastisement for the sake of their growth in holiness and their relationship with God. 

There’s a reason why God calls himself our Father, and it’s because he is just as active, as wise, and as stern as a father is. As long as we love him and follow his way, all is good. But if we do something, especially something we know is wrong, then punishment, either through him himself, or through natural consequences will play out so we can learn our lesson. Sometimes, he may forgive if we acknowledge it and confess with a broken spirit, but sometimes, he will still follow through with teaching us (I recommend reading what happened to David and Bathsheba’s first child in 2 Samuel). It’s not that God is cruel, but we will reap what we sow (Galatians 6:7-9)

But ultimately, it’s all a good thing. God chastises his children because he loves them. Any father who withholds punishment from their child is bound to raise up an entitled, rebellious, and uncontrollable person. The reason why we have adult babies and ‘Karens’ is because that person grew up never being told ‘no’. They never faced repercussions, and actually got away with everything. And once a person becomes an adult, who else could train them? Certainly not their teachers, lovers, or bosses. The only place where they will face real punishment is if they go to jail. 

We Make Sin Bigger Than It Really Is

The Lies oF Satan To Make Sin Seperate Us From God

Continuing from my ‘kingdom of heaven’ section, the reason why sin has such a stronghold on our lives and our relationship with God is because we see heaven as the end goal. And if heaven is the end goal, then how we live our lives here on earth ultimately means everything. It’s naturally to put so much weight on how we live and assume not living well enough can still land you in hell. Thanks to works-based or legalistic doctrine, along with the media and other religions that say ‘good people go to heaven’, we’ve been brainwashed! 

Christianity is supposed to be the only religion where you don’t have to be good enough, rather, we acknowlege that we are wretched sinners who need a saviour, and thank God, the perfect sacrifice already died in our place. Yet, when most Christians are asked ‘why are you going to heaven’, they talk about their works, that they go to church, and that they asked God to forgive them. Instead of looking at and believing in what Jesus already did on the cross, they are still looking at themselves and how they live day to day. They’re essentially saying Jesus’s sacrifice was not good enough cause I still have to be good enough. If that was case, then Jesus really didn’t have to die for us, and thus he died in vain. There is still no peace or security, and people who believe in God can still go to hell. 

While I still wrestled with the doctrine I grew up in, ultimately, I also had to accept faith alone. Once you say even one thing is required to be saved, like baptism, or going to church, or keeping the Sabbath, you start to wrestle with the law and it’s impossible to figure out what is required, what isn’t, how much or how often you have to do this, how many people you have to evangelize to, etc etc. Note that the bible also says “For whoever shall keep the whole law, and yet stumble in one point, he is guilty of all.” (James 2:10).  This is what causes so many people to be so broken and terrified of hell. They think they’re not good enough, they think God doesn’t want them or love them anymore etc….but that was always the case! That is why Jesus died for us!!! 

We make sin a bigger problem than it really is because Jesus already paid for ALL our sins, past present and future. Even if we forget to confess a certain sin, it’s covered. Our number or frequency of sins no longer matter because Jesus has taken our place while also showering us with his righteousness. Salvation has absolutely nothing to do with us, and everything to do with what he already did. The bible has told us countless times we are saved by our faith only, so much so that Paul made it clear that it is a gift, not by works so that NO ONE can boast (Ephesians 2:8-9). Because of this, “there’s no more condemnation to those who believe’ (Romans 8:10)”. Those who believe no longer sin (1 John 3), and that’s why we can come boldly to God’s thrown of grace (Hebrews 4:16)….so why do we keep falling for the devil’s lies and keep running and hiding from God? It’s time we truly believed in the power of Jesus’s blood when it comes to our sins and wholeheartedly accept the beautiful gift of salvation. Christ has set us free from the burden and slavery of sin! (Galatians 5) 

Yes, the bible says faith without works is dead (James 2:14-26), but listen, once we accept Jesus we will receive the Holy Spirit who will guide us, teach us, transform us, and ultimately help us produce fruit. With God’s help, your temptations have less power, and you start to hate sin and avoid it. Yes, we will still ‘sin’ and ‘fail’, but instead of feeling condemnation (the fear of hell), we would feel conviction in our hearts telling us that that was wrong and helping us avoid that sin next time. You begin to understand God’s love, grace, and mercy, and you stop beating yourself over every little mistake. Once you feel God’s true love for you, and the comfort that comes when you feel secure about salvation, you start doing more good works because you want to, not because you have to. Once you have that joy and peace, you naturally want to share that with others so they can feel that joy and peace too. Even when times get hard and you’re suffering, you know that this world is temporary, and there’s something much better to look forward to later. 

If you’re someone trapped in a works-based salvation mindset, you’re no different than the pharisees. It’s good to want to obey God and be righteous, as I said in the commandment blurb, but it becomes a serious problem when you keep weaving between heaven and hell because you sinned one day and did good the next. If you feel there’s a wall between you and God, you’re believing in some kind of lie from the enemy. The fact that you even want to seek or please God means you’re on the right track, but something in you feels you have to be perfect before you can come to him. Something in you is trying to be self-righteous, but God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble (James 4:6, 1 Peter 5:5). The best sacrifice is a broken and contrite heart (Psalms 51:17, Isaiah 57:15, Isaiah 66:2), one that desires and needs God (Philippians 4:19, 1 Peter 5:7, 2 Corinthians 12:9). 

Jesus already died for you while you were yet a sinner (Romans 5:8). You just have to believe in him and what he’s done for you (John 3:16). You will never have any kind of security and peace if you focus on your daily works and mistakes instead of looking to God and being thankful for his sacrifice. We should all be focusing on building God’s kingdom by sharing the gospel instead of getting caught up with our daily sins and running from God because of it. 

God'S Arms Are Always Open To Run To

The Lost Sheep & The Prodigal Son Parable

For some reason, humans can’t imagine both a loving God who also chastises, but as mentioned earlier, if we recognize him as our heavenly Father, it really isn’t that hard to picture. Parents wouldn’t be good parents if they were passive about their child’s lives, more so if they don’t train or punish their kids when they hurt others or cause trouble. When we know we’ve done wrong, we can run and hide like Adam and Eve did. Don’t kids do the same thing when they realize their parents are aware of their bad behaviour in school, or when they broke their mom’s special vase?

Now, the more we indulge in a sinful life that we know is not pleasing to God, the less likely we are to turn back to him. We keep thinking he hates us, or has wrath stored up for us, or that we’re too wretched to be saved, too evil for him to want us anymore…but those are all lies of the devil. When you read through bible stories, we get to see a variety of wretched individuals being saved and even being used for his purpose. This includes murderers, prostitutes and adulterers, thieves, those oppressed by demons, etc, Heck, David, the man who is considered a man after God’s own heart, committed adultery and had the woman’s husband killed in war, but he still ran back to God and was forgiven (2 Samuel 11-12)

The prodigal son is a more popular story, telling of a son who took his father’s inheritance, left his house, and squandered his savings on wild living.  After he spent everything, there was a famine and he was in need. He then worked for a farmer to feed pigs, and he was so hungry that he considered eating the pig’s food. That’s when he came to his senses, realizing his father had more than enough food that even his servants ate well. He decided to go back and offer to work as a servant. When he was still in the distance, his Father noticed him, ran to him, and kissed him. The son said ‘I have sinned against you, I’m no longer worthy to be your son’, the father called for his servants to put a robe and ring on him and to throw a party so they can celebrate (Luke 15). All of heaven celebrates when one person repents and is saved (Luke 15:7)  

The Lost Sheep parable paints a picture that if a shepherd lost 1 sheep, he would leave the 99 to go after him (Luke 15:4-7). One sheep seems like no big deal when you have so many others, but that’s how how much a shepherd loves and values each of them. if it’s the sheep’s fault for going astray and getting caught in some bushes or a damn, God has so much loving grace that he will find us where we are and pull us out of the trenches, and he’ll even celebrate when he brings you back to him. Let’s never doubt God’s love and grace for us. Sometimes he’ll let us go so we can learn our lesson, but he is always seeking us, watching over us, and his arms are wide open whenever we’re ready to return to him. 

The Goal Should Be Holiness

Thoughts On "The HOle In Our Holiness" Book

I have bought 45 books in the span of 4 months. One that I picked up that I was excited to read was this one, The Hole in our Holiness. The back states “we don’t care much about holiness. Or, at the very least, we don’t understand it”, and I couldn’t agree more. 

On my last blurb, I mention how I don’t understand why people are so against God’s laws. I get that Jesus died for our sins, but that should only give us a desire to keep God’s laws out of love and gratitude, as opposed to fear of condemnation. The book as well doesn’t get why holiness is not a goal of Christians even though God told us that he wants us to be holy as he is holy (Leviticus 11:44), he wants us to be the salt and light of this world (Matthew 5:13-16), and he wants us to be a chosen people, a royal priesthood, his representatives on this earth for all nations to see (1 Peter 2:9). That was his plan for Israel when setting them apart, and that his still his goal today.

I personally think a big reason why Christians don’t strive towards holiness is because we figure that going to heaven is the ultimate goal, and if it’s a gift through Jesus’s death, then it can be hard to find a reason to strive for holiness. But as mentioned above, heaven is just the beginning of eternity. We will continue to live and work through the millennium, and later when the new heaven and earth is created. We can be transformed now and start bringing heaven to earth so other’s can see and be saved too. But back to the book, it states various reasons why we should be holy. It’s for our duty and it’s for our good. We can win over our neighbours and lift up a nation. Holiness can make God manifest and also bring him glory. It’s also important to be a good example to others and to avoid the devil’s snares. 

Jesus does justify us, but sanctification is a long, ongoing process. We can’t be perfect on this earth while still in this body, but we could get close via the Holy Spirit changing and convicting us. God seeing our self-rightousness as filthy rags only applies to the unsaved trying to bribe God and earn heaven themselves. But if we are covered with Christ, even if we fail or don’t do the best job, God will still be pleased with us. 

The book makes the point “Why do we imagine God to be so unmoved by our heart-felt attempts at obedience? He is, after all, our heavenly Father. What sort of father looks at his daughter’s homemade birthday card and complains that the color scheme is all wrong? What kind of mother says to her son, after he gladly cleaned the garage but put the paint cans on the wrong shelf, “this is worthless in my sight”? What sort of parent rolls his eyes when his child falls off the bike on the first try? There is no righteousness that makes us right with God except for the righteousness of Christ. But for those who have been made right with God by grace alone through faith alone and therefore have bene adopted into God’s family, many of our righteous deeds are not only not filthy in God’s eyes, they are exceedingly sweet, precious, and pleasing to him.”  

If you look at Christianity as a ‘free to sin’ card, you clearly never cared to have a relationship with God. You just like the concept of Jesus dying for your sins so you can sin without guilt. That ultimately means you love sin and the world more than God, and could mean you’re breaking the first 3 commandments because 1. You don’t love God, 2. you have other idols over God, and 3. you’re taking the name of Jesus (Christian) and making a mockery of it. Just remember Matthew 7:22-23 in which many said “Lord, didn’t we do all these amazing works in your name?” And Jesus will say “depart from me, you who practice lawlessness”. 

While heaven is a free gift, it will still cost you everything. God wants all of you, and you should want all of him too. You should desire to be more like him, you should desire to keep his commandments. If you don’t feel that way, it’s time to really examine your heart and figure out if you are in the faith (2 Corinthians 13:5).

Christianity Isn't Boring...You're Boring

How Peer Pressure Decides What Is "Fun" and "Cool"

I don’t know where this idea came from (and I probably could do research but I’m kinda lazy), but at some point, getting drunk at parties and experimenting with drugs became what was ‘fun’ to do. If that’s not your thing, you’re considered a boring person. When someone would say I’m boring cause I don’t care to drink (it tastes like trash),  I actually find it sad that they need to drink to enjoy a moment or be interesting at a party. It’s totally possible to have fun and make great memories sober and outside of a club. 

But before I get into my own personal bit, I will say, the bible is not against alcohol (it even says to drink and be marry, just don’t get drunk), nor is it against parties (Jesus attended a wedding when he turned water to wine after all), but it does have some guidelines for certain things, like indulging in things that influence your mind negatively or promote sinful things (sex outside of marriage, violence, rebellion etc). But outside of that, there’s a lot of grey area or things the bible never talks about. But we should still consider what is edifying to us and focus on what is right, pure, and holy (1 Corinthians 10:23, Philippians 4:8). If something will lead us astray or into sin, it should be avoided.  

Now, I’m somewhat of an adventure type. I like activities, puzzles, and things like that. I have written an article about 21 exciting things in Toronto, and it includes parkour, circus arts, go-karting, obstacle courses, escape rooms, hang gliding, axe throwing, swimming and diving, archery, amusement parks, rock climbing, laser tag, paint ball, and so on. There’s also not-so extreme activities like bowling, art classes, eating out, arcades, karaoke, or watching a movie. When I travelled, I’ve done segway tours, saw the northern lights, dog sledding, and visited an owl and hedgehog cafe. 

There’s just countless ways to entertain yourself and have fun with friends that don’t require indulging in sin and drunkenness, and if you either can’t think of anything you like to do outside of crazy parties, bars, and clubs, or none of the things above interests you….perhaps you’re the boring person. That’s all I gotta say. Be offended if you want to be, but don’t call Christianity boring just because the very few things you seem to find enjoyment in are the very few things the bible speaks against. God wants us to enjoy life and find pleasure in it, but the world has convinced us that only sinful things are fun. Look around though, enjoy nature and other activities. 

Head BelieF vs Heart Belief

Mentally Believing In God Is Not Enough To Be Saved

As mentioned in my intro, starting 2023, I’ve been just obsessed with learning more about God, the bible, and Satan’s agenda when it comes to this world. I also started reading a lot, some being self-help Christian books, and others being more on the theology and apologetics side. I’ve always been a logical thinker, so the more I understand something, the more I can believe it and defend it against various attacks. Now, for the most part, it has helped me build faith in God, but I was so focused on my head belief that my heart was crying out to also connect with God. I read the bible a lot, and read other things that told me about God, but my heart was eager to speak and connect with him through prayer.  

I was eager to hear God more though, to have those experiences as I see others having as I go through Youtube channels, but for some reason, subconsciously, I felt I had to earn it by seeking God, seeking God through learning, but I had it all wrong. I do volunteer with a Christian help chat site, and I did notice a smidge of pride growing in me, feeling like I have the answers and analogies that other volunteers won’t have, and being a little too stern with atheists seekers (those who reach out), but it’s because my heart was missing. I thought I could win souls by convincing and arguing with them, instead of letting the holy spirit speak through my heart. 

Ironically, soon after I had this thought, a video by Troy Black came out, that really spoke to me. I started reading ‘Power through Prayer’ the same night (though I bought the book months prior), and the first chapters made it clear that man has always been God’s favourite means, and that prayer and intimacy with God is how we reach souls, not through social status or charismatic presentations or intense learning. Some preachers can talk the talk for sure, but if they don’t have the anointing of the holy spirit that comes from spending time with God in prayer, it’s not going to resonate with those who listen. 

And finally, the following day, was the first time I went to what I hoped would be my new home church, and the sermon was about the heart. He started with science and new studies, showing that it’s not just a muscle as science always believed, but it does feel and think, it is affected by our surroundings, it releases endorphins and so on. This is why the bible talks so much about the heart, how God wants our hearts, and to guard our heats. I certainly had to reflect a lot after that, but I feel a lot more at ease now. If we follow God with our hearts first, not only can our relationship with him truly flourish, but then he can guide us on how to touch others and expand the kingdom.  

What Are You Praying For?

Why One Has To Align Themselves With God's Will

I can only imagine how many stories out there go along the lines of ‘I asked God for this or that, and he didn’t give it to me, thus I don’t believe in him anymore’. I’ve certainly asked for some selfish things, we all have. I know many others only reach out to God when healing is needed, or when someone close to them may die. It’s funny how we tend to neglect God until we actually need or want something, and also funny how many of us promise him ‘if he does this, I will worship you’, trying to manipulate him into getting our way. “Surely, he will prove himself if he wants me to love him. Surely he will grant my wish or I won’t believe he exists”. How selfish and entitled are we? 

As one matures, reads through the bible, and spend more time with God, they will begin to understand God’s will more. And as they start to align with that will, their prayers start to focus more on others and how they can become someone who is of more use to God’s purpose. It’s no longer about me, myself and I, what I want, what I need, what will improve my life, what will make me happier, what would make my life more convenient. Rather, it’s about this sinful world, thinking about the lost and how much they need God, about those who are sick and in pain around you, about your brothers and sisters in Christ who are being persecuted for their faith…but most of all, about how much you’ve sinned and how much you need God to change you into who he desires you to be. 

What is God’s will? That all will come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9), that you will get to know him intimately (1 Timothy 2:4, as he is the truth), that his kingdom will finally be established on earth (Luke 11:2). God already knows our daily needs, and you can certainly pray for food and shelter, and if you’re in pain and need healing, you can certainly ask for healing, that is not a problem…but your heart and intentions matter a lot. For example, fixing a facial deformity just so you can be seen as more attractive and be loved is the wrong place, but if you desired to be freed of cancer so you can continue preaching God’s word and have a new testimony to share, he’s more likely to heal you. 

As I started praying again, at first, I didn’t feel like I needed anything, and definitely didn’t want anything, so most I’d pray for is more money as my work has been slow for years now and I got debts to pay, but otherwise, I mostly prayed for others around the world, the lost and the persecuted. But like Revelation 3 says regarding the church of Laodicea, I needed a lot more than I thought, and he started to expose things to me. Things I have yet to repent of, such as my anxiety over money and my lack of faith in him to provide, my need for him to help me fight against my fleshly lusts, and eventually, my need for a community as I realized I had no one to discuss God with or get Christian encouragement. Because my desires, my needs and my wants aligned with his will, I’ve definitely noticed the changes a lot sooner. Him changing me allows me to help his other children, so why wouldn’t he answer my prayers with a ‘yes’ and ‘now’?

 

Stop Trying To Do It On Your Own

A Personal Story On Trusting God Despite Adversity

I’ve always been quite independent, and thus moving out wasn’t hard for me to do. But, there was a point where I was stressed beyond measure. I moved out at the start of the pandemic, and while I intended to move on my own, my mom pushed my cousin who was living with us to move in with me. We are good friends so I didn’t mind, but he has been in a pretty bad financial situation since years prior and already borrowed from me. His income was unstable so he couldn’t even pay his quarter of the rent and would need to borrow for gas. I was working for a startup that had to stop when Covid started, but managed to get government assistance due to the pandemic. And after a lot of writing and promoting a product I made, I managed to find a new job at a much bigger, established agency. I was filling in for a lady on maternity leave, but they were hoping work would go back to pre-pandemic levels and they could keep us both when she returns. 

As my year there was running out, I was freaking out even more as I knew I may lose this job due to lack of work, and also had a lot of debt to pay which stressed me out, so I was looking for a new job. I then got a message on Instagram from a photographer i worked with a few times, urging me to invest with someone. I found it a little off, but it sounded like him, so I took a shot….and lost $4000 in a scam. Thus even more stress. I managed to find a part time job as a receptionist, which was what I did prior to my current field. I also found another job, replying to incoming messages for a lady’s company, and if we can book an appointment with them, we can get $10 commission. The receptionist job was super unorganized and messy, and it was really hard balancing my two online jobs with a physical job, so I put in my two weeks.  On my very last day at the receptionist job, my main job called and said they have to lay me off because the maternity girl wasn’t getting her workload back. I was so distraught and broken that I just lost my drive and didn’t even have the energy to work for the commission job. What’s $10 a day going to do, if even that? 

I did apply to other jobs during that time, but decided to take a well-deserved break. I told God he can handle this, and I started applying for EI (employment Insurance). My cousin who lived with me would ask what my plan is, what I’m going to do…and usually I do have a plan of action, a Plan B for everything, but I just couldn’t be bothered anymore. I didn’t know if I’d ever get my main job back with the rates it had, and I couldn’t even apply for another job in that field cause it’s not only a unique weird field, but I also signed a non-compete clause. Either way, I decided to stop worrying about money and bills for a bit and just trust in God, and that things will be okay. My band had our first gig coming up so I just practiced and kept myself distracted. Lucky for me, 3 weeks later, my main job called asking if I was free, because the maternity girl took a job elsewhere, so now it is my permanent job! I really didn’t expect to get my main job back soon, but I felt God used this experience to teach me a big lesson on trusting him instead of always trying to solve my problems myself or being so anxious about money all the time. 

Why 'Our WAy' Will Always Be Flawed

Humanity's Lack Of Knowlege & Constant Mistakes

Volunteering with a Christian Help Chat site, and talking with friends of various backgrounds, I do see common threads and ideas. When I share my faith and explain God’s commandments, even going into depth about why God wants it or why it’s good for us, I’m often met with defensiveness or backlash. Usually along the lines of ‘well this feels right to me’ or ‘I don’t think he minds, he knows my heart/intentions’ or ‘there’s surely different ways to reach God. That’s your way, this is my way’. 

All I could think about is how many religions have been made because humanity seems to think they know the best way to reach God, or because what they do makes them feel at peace, or they may even have supernatural experiences. I also find it funny because the God of the universe literally told us how to worship and obey him, but even Christians ignore those guidelines. The idea that humanity really thinks they know better than God, or would happily dismiss his instruction is flabbergasting. God established the Sabbath, they worship on Sunday. God gave Passover, we celebrate Easter (more on that below). God says he wants obedience, but we focus more on attending church, paying tithes, and singing for him. He says faith alone, we decide works are required….

Now, often when I dispute their point, I point out how flawed humans are and how we have admitted we are wrong in the past. For example, Pluto was a planet when I was growing up, and it no longer is. They once promoted smoking cigarettes, saying you’ll get a ‘richer and more glamorous’ life, but then countless people died from first and second hand smoke, often getting lung or throat cancer. Look at the pandemic! Planned or not, there was so much confusion and misinformation going around. Saying masks are necessary but then saying it doesn’t matter. Saying the vaccine protects people, but those who get it can still die from that vary disease. 

All this to say, do you really want to trust humanity’s religions and ways to get to heaven over God’s own instructions? God made himself known on this earth and spoke through various prophets, pastors, and kings, but we dismiss them totally. Even if I wasn’t religious at all, I wouldn’t look at which belief is the oldest, or which one was created by the smartest or most intelligent humans, or which ones had the most believers….I would look for the one where God was actually the most active. One where their God had a history of doing things unseen or unheard of, where people actually got to see and talk to God, where people’s lives are still being changed by him (testimonies). I can be naive at times, but I’m not dumb. 

Satan Distorts Everything Godly

The Attack On Manhood, Womanhood, Marriage and MOre

Satan has a lot of agendas going on. A lot of wicked plans, a lot of deception, a lot of demonic media going around influencing the younger generation… But it was all with one goal: make us reject God and/or accept the soon-coming anti-christ. He’s call the anti-christ cause he’s anti-anything Godly. But listen…anti-God doesn’t necessarily mean 100% evil. It just means anything that goes against his instructions or purpose. Some will say they don’t see the big deal of Eve eating the fruit, but it’s a sin because God told her not to. Not to mention, Satan said she would be like a god, and that was desirable to her…but there is only one God, one creator, and he desires for us to submit to his will so he can be our Father and guide us in the way we should go. 

So what do I mean he distorts everything? Well, I do mean that literally. God made women to be helpers to man, to be ones who take care of the home, raise kids, and maybe do other things for her family and neighbourhood…but the feminist agenda pushed us to not only be equal to men in society, but to also seek higher power, respect and authority. Women are now working 3 jobs (job, chores, raising kids), and men are being nagged at for not contributing or helping out as much, thus hurting their egos and leading many to cheat. There was a point where, for lack of better words, sluts and sex workers were looked down on, but now sexual liberation is the game, and one night stands are common. This led to a whole lot more single moms, absent dads, and abortions, all of which God hates to see…yet humanity doesn’t seem to see the problem with it. 

And finally, the LGBT movement, pushing humanity’s extinction through gay marriage, mutilation for transitioners, causing general mass confusion for the younger generation, further distorting God’s views of gender roles and pretty much giving him the middle finger since homosexuality and cross dressing are considered abominations to him. The community also took the rainbow, God’s promise to humanity to not flood the earth again, and started using it as a ‘pride’ symbol, which is a sin in itself, the sin that caused Satan’s fall. And are any of these individuals truly happy at the end of the day? Let’s just be honest. The world thinks they are moving in the right direction, but people are more stressed, anxious, and depressed than ever before. Satan is distorting everything, making life worse, but because humanity is straying further from God each day, they are supporting all of this. 

Satan Disguises As An Angel Of LiGht

How Demons Deceive Witches, Warlocks, And Mediums

As I started to learn more about demons, along with what witches, warlocks, and mediums feel about the spirits they interact with, I’m only more convinced about the truth of the bible. I’ve seen and heard witches say ‘there’s good and bad witches, there’s good and bad spirits’. How do they know which is which? By how they ‘feel’. As I said above in the ‘our way sucks’ section, our judgements are usually flawed. Proverbs 14:12 states “There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death”. The bible says countless times not to seek a medium nor deal with witchcraft and divination, and it’s for our own safety and sanity. 

Because the bible tells us that the dead are asleep and souls have returned to him, we can conclude that there are no such thing as ghosts, and thus someone’s loved one or ancestor is not talking to them through a medium. The bible does talk about familiar spirits, which are demons that have been around for ages and have kept tabs on people’s lives, and thus, can retell stories and mention special gifts that the seeker would assume only their loved one knows, but now they feel they can trust the medium who is telling them this private, intimate information. Now, instead of seeking comfort in God, the person will continue to seek this medium, and may be led to give money if they want something to happen, or to prevent something from happening.

Now, I get it. People want to feel special, and what would make one feel more special than thinking they have supernatural abilities and can affect the world through magic? Hey, being able to talk to spirits and even get them to your will seems pretty cool, I can’t lie. But if one doesn’t know where those spirits come from, what their intentions are, or how dark things can get, they put themselves in a very dangerous hole. There’s been testimonies from ex-witches who at first was asked to do simple rituals to cast spells, but it later turned into them sacrificing their own blood or even sacrificing someone to get more power. Once they’re too deep in, there’s no way out unless they want to die. 

Only through Jesus has some been delivered safe and sound. One testimony mentioned a kind of vision or spiritual experience where he was in hell with Satan, and at first, Satan begged that he wouldn’t leave him, but then got aggressive. Thankfully Jesus came and delivered him, and he hasn’t gone back since. I don’t doubt that some witches truly want to help others, I’m just saying, according to the bible, they are being deceived by these spirits that are way more knowledgeable and powerful than they may let off. These spirits, or let’s call them out as they are, fallen angels aka demons, have an agenda, and they are looking for willing participants in whom they can use to lead others astray and cause more destruction to the human race. They want to drag as many to hell as they can as that’s where they know they’re heading after.

Now, a big reason for all of this deception is because, as mentioned above, we assume we know best. We assume we can determine if spirits are good or bad based on feeling, as if spirits haven’t been here millennium longer than we have and know what to say or do to get people to trust him. People assume Satan is some red devil with horns and a pointy tail, someone very easy to spot, but the bible told us that Satan was once a cherub, a very beautiful angel who had a lot of power in God’s kingdom. That’s why, though he was cast to the earth, he can still masquerade as an angel of light. When he tempted Eve, he was approachable and she felt comfortable talking to him. He twisted God’s words just enough that it tickled her ears and made her willing to eat of the fruit. 

Those who read and believe the bible know that Satan’s only goal is to draw people away from God, and ultimately bring them to hell with him. God loves humanity so much, so it would bring Satan no greater pleasure than for people to ignore, reject, or work against God through his lies, deception, and promises of power, fame, and fortune. One thing that draws many people to witchcraft is the power and knowledge that is said to come with it. Submitting to God and giving up their control and divination means can be hard, but Matthew 6:24 says ‘no one can serve two masters. They’ll love one and hate the other’.  

Don’t believe those who try to mix the two, like with the new ‘Holy Spirit Ouija board’, or those who claim ‘God uses astrology or witchcraft to tell us stuff’. The bible clearly says not to use divination or witchcraft, not to seek fortune-tellers or talk to the dead. God never contradicts himself. He wouldn’t say not to do something but then use that very method to communicate with us. He wouldn’t tell us to consult with him directly and seek him for wisdom, if he secretly wants us to find answers via mediums and spirits. God doesn’t wait for us to use spells to act…He is not a respecter of persons and will not bend to your will or methods, more so if it contradicts his will and commandments. Don’t be deceived.

How Demons Affect People

Lies, Afflication, And PUlling YOu Away From GoD

Not every sin or every temptation comes from Satan or demons, I will make that clear off the bat. We are born into sinful bodies with “the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life” (1 John 2:16). However, the bible also makes it clear that “we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places” (Ephesians 6:12). Demons can cause various things like strongholds to drugs, alcohol and sex. They can plant negative and depressing thoughts in your head including suicidal ones, even leading to real mental health issues like schizophrenia. 

The bible makes it clear that demons can even cause sickness and diseases, and witches have admitted that they used demons to cause divorces, miscarriages, car accidents, and so much more. Demons can be attached to items like crystals and dream catchers, they can enter people’s homes and minds through music and movies, and can even enter bodies through rituals like yoga or immoral acts like sex outside of marriage. After they have entered a home or a body, they can create havoc in various ways, and lead to serious anxiety and paranoia. Point is, they can do a whole lot to affect our lives negatively, and we can be inviting them into our lives ignorantly. 

Now, I have yet to encounter a demon nor have seen deliverance or exorcisms in person as my church never dealt with spiritual warfare and such, but I’ve learned a whole lot from videos. The channels I’d recommend to check out is Isaiah Saldivar, a pastor who has an anti-demon and deliverance ministry, Marc the Messenger who often makes lists on how demons come in and affects people, and Melissa Dougherty who is an ex-new ager and knows all that goes on in that world. Also check out these interviews with an ex-satanic priest and  ex-warlock. I also suggest watching these testimonies in which a lady tells of how her family sacrificed her dad for witchcraft, and a Buddhist who opened his door for a demon who only worsened his mental health

It's Time TO Put Your Battle Armour On

The Spiritual Battle Is real, And Only God Can Protect Us

There’s a lot of verses I may have heard a few times growing up, but since my church never talked about spiritual warfare and the power demons have, I thought it was just symbolic, or nothing to worry about since we had God in our side. While I believed in God, and thus also believed in angels and demons, I lived pretty carnally, only thinking about the physical world. Never had a supernatural experience outside of some movements of God in my own life that would make me think much of demons. 

I assumed everyone had control of themselves and could make their own choices and such…but my worldview has changed since then. After watching videos and channels mentioned in the last section, and really taking in the verse “we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places” (Ephesians 6:12), I couldn’t see the world the same way. 

I was always an empathetic person so I wouldn’t get mad at people in general. I always figured some had personal issues or insecurities that made them a mean person, but knowing that some may be oppressed or tortured by demons adds a whole new layer of compassion for the lost. Satan and his demons could have a stronghold on individuals, even oppressing and torturing them to the point they get suicidal or rely on drugs to numb their thoughts. I used to argue with atheists, thinking it was a battle of wits to convince the other, but now I just see how hard their hearts are towards God. When you see some street preaching videos at LGBT or Satan Con events, and anywhere else honestly, they get so offended and triggered when Jesus is brought up, and you can just see how lost, deceived, or cold they are. 

We can’t change or save everyone, but knowing all this, you start to see how vital God’s protection is. Let’s look at Ephesians 6:14-17 “Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,  and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God”. 

You’ll notice our armour is mostly defensive, allowing us to see the truth, to keep our eyes on the Kingdom of God, and to stand for righteousness. The only weapon we have in this world is the word of God which is both the bible and Jesus, and ultimately, ‘the truth’. Ironically, when Jesus was fighting temptation, he too quoted scripture to get the devil to back off (Matthew 4). Nothing in this world can prepare us for this spiritual fight because Satan is the prince of this world (Ephesians 2:2,  John 12:31). The bible makes it clear that Satan deceives the whole world (Revelation 12:9). Once we fall for any lies of the enemy, we’re very likely to bite into the fruit like Adam and Eve did. 

If you really have no clue what the bible says for yourself, and the only things you think you know are what you heard from parents or pastors, you don’t have any spiritual armour and are in grave danger.  I can’t even tell you how many lies I’ve spotted that I’ve been told by grown church folk or by my church that I would have never corrected if I didn’t read the bible myself and do additional research to understand passages. The time of the anti-christ is drawing near…and if you don’t even know what I’m talking bout, you really need to study and guard yourself with the armour of God. 

Bad Things Happen To 'Good' People

How Our Actions Don't Always Determine The Outcome

You’ll notice, this isn’t a question but a statement, and there’s many reasons why. I put ‘good’ in quotes, cause at the end of the day, no one is good but God (Matthew 10:18). We all sin (Romans 3:23, 1 John 1:10), and we all deserve death and hell (Romans 6:23). However, there are a few times in the bible when God would call someone righteous (Abraham, Job), or call them a man after his own heart (David). But even when God referred to them as righteous, they still had to go through trials and tribulation.   

Job was someone who God called righteous and blameless (Job 1:8) and God blessed him abundantly with 10 children, thousands of cattle, many servants, and high esteem among people. One day, Satan visited God and God was proud to talk about his servant Job. Satan claimed that Job only loved him because God gave him everything and protected him from Satan’s devices. Satan challenged God saying, if God took down his hedge of protection and allowed them to do their bidding, Job will surely curse God. God agreed to the bet and thus Job was tested. He lost his children, his cattle, and eventually his own health. 

Job’s wife told him that he should curse God, and Job’s friends told him surely he must have done something wrong. While Job was distraught and confused, he never cursed God, but he finally screamed out asking God why all this was happening to him and demanded an explanation. God responded, “Where were you when I Iaid the foundations of the earth?” (38:4). “Have you ever in your days commanded the morning light?” (38:12). “Where does light live, or where does darkness reside?” (38:19). “Can you lead out a constellation in its season?” (38:32). By the end of all these questions, Job was humbled, repented of his anger, and realized he wasn’t entitled to anything. But because Job passed the test, God gave him more than he ever had before. 

What I find so interesting in this story is that God never tells Job that Satan was the one who caused all this. He doesn’t even tell Job that he was being tested like he allowed Abraham to know after his test to sacrifice his only son in Genesis 22. While Job didn’t necessarily do anything to deserve this test, he now understood that God created and orchestrates the entire universe. God doesn’t owe him an explanation for why he does things the way he does….but he is God nevertheless. This is why we should trust him and his plan despite our own circumstances, and never curse God just because things aren’t going the way you hoped. Rejoice, pray continually, and give thanks in all circumstances (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

And Rain Comes Before The Rainbow

How tribulation comes before glory

I was originally going to share Joseph’s story alongside Job in the prompt above, but we aren’t directly told that Joseph was upright or perfect in anyway. We aren’t told of any specific sins, but he also wasn’t recognized by God for his spotless behaviour, thus why I decided to give him his own section on how going through tough times is not always an indicator that God has abandoned you or hates you in anyway. Sometimes, we have to go through the furnace before we can receive the glory he intended for us. 

Long story short, Jacob, Joseph’s father, had 2 wives who also gave him their servants to have children with. The wife he loved and wanted most, Rebekah, had trouble childbearing for years, so when she finally did have a child, Joseph, he was beloved by his father and that made his 10 brothers very jealous of him. It didn’t help that Joseph would tell them his dreams which suggested that his family would bow down to him one day. After Jacob gave Joseph a beautiful robe, his brothers plotted to kill him. Joseph was asked to meet his brothers one day, and they took that opportunity to trap him in a hole and let him die. Luckily for him, some Egyptians were walking by and they opted to sell him into slavery instead. 

Joseph ended up working for Potiphar, and he was a well-loved and trusted servant. Unfortunately, Potiphar’s wife kept tempting Joseph to sleep with her. Joseph didn’t want to and resisted temptation, as that would be sinning against God! But one day, she grabbed him and got his outfit as he ran out of the house, and she then claimed that Joseph did things to her, so he ended up at jail. Joseph did earn favour there and while a prisoner himself, he was entrusted to take care of other prisoners. In this process, he interpreted dreams for a couple of them and asked that one remembers him when they gets out…..he didn’t remember until years later when Pharoah had a dream that no one else could interpret. Joseph was called to Pharoah, and he interpreted his dream as a warning of an upcoming famine. Pharoah loved Joseph and intrusted as his right hand man in charge of Egypt to prepare for the famine. When the famine started, Joseph’s family headed to Egypt to buy food. They didn’t recognize him at first, and through the next few visits, Joseph’s dream came to fruition, but his whole family was saved thanks to his position. 

Did Joseph deserve to be nearly killed, sold into slavery, and jailed for most of his youth? Not at all. I’m sure he was wondering ‘why me’ throughout the years, but he still trusted God and did a good job regardless of his position. It was only through these circumstances that he ended up with power in Egypt. As they often say, God sees the whole picture. We may not see or understand why we are going through things, and life may even seem hopeless at times, but God is working out his plan. Let’s not always assume that going through tests, trials, and tribulations are a sign of God turning his back on us. Sometimes it has to happen for us to be refined like gold and ready for the positions he will later lead us to (Psalms 66:10-12,  Isaiah 48:9-11, Daniel 12:10)

The Entitlement and Selfishness Of Sin

Why We Often Overlook Sin And Don't See The Problem

I was watching a couple Bible Project videos where they talk about what sin really means. From the Hebrew word “Khata”, it means ‘to fail’ or ‘miss the mark’. If God set a standard, and we fail in anyway, it is a sin. When God made us, he made us in his image, and he wanted us to be his physical representatives on earth (Genesis 1:26-28), so when we don’t represent him well or when we do something he wouldn’t do, it is a sin. We all sin, but some people want to get as close to sin without actually sinning, and that is also a problem that is quite selfish in its core. 

Let’s look at the sin of fornication, which is sex outside of marriage. The world has made us comfortable with making out, cuddling, and other sinful acts which the bible doesn’t directly talk about, though, the bible does say “Do not stir up or awaken love before its time has come” (Songs of Solomon 8:4). Some Christians who really want to test boundaries will even do hand jobs or have oral sex, because ‘it’s not intercourse’, and thus not ‘really’ sex. But regardless, the bible says ‘if you can’t control yourself, get married! (1 Corinthians 7:9) There’s too many single moms, absent dads, and aborted babies thanks to us putting our sinful desires above the word of God. We like to say it’s okay, it’s no big deal etc until things go wrong…whether that means a broken heart or something more devastating. 

Now, at the very core of ‘sin’ is selfishness. Satan grew in pride and wanted to be higher than God, wanted to be worshipped like God (Isaiah 14:12-15). God knew his heart and casted him and his followers out of heaven alongside him (Revelation 12:4). Satan than proceeded to deceive humanity so they can go to hell with him (Matthew 25:41). Many try to say ‘lying is no big deal’, but Satan’s main plan of action is through lying and deceit. A lie was what led Eve to sin and eat the fruit willingly. The bible says ‘Satan is the father of all lies’ (John 8:44), and also that ‘all liars will have their place in the lake of fire (Revelation 21:8). Lying is always self-centered: to improve your image/reputation, to come off as a nice person (ie white lies), to avoid getting in trouble, to manipulate others, etc. 

God is loving, gracious, humble, patient, giving, self-sacrificing (literally), forgiving, truthful and honest. All he does is give and he really doesn’t ask for anything in return besides our love (as he is a jealous God and deserves it), and obedience (for our own safety and to avoid hurting others). God hates sin and evil because it is against his own nature (1 John 3:9). He can’t even stand being near it! Isaiah 59:2 writes “Your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden his face from you, so that he will not hear”. Let’s not play games with God’s law and heart. Try to see the selfishness is sin and learn to love by avoiding it.

"Everyone Does It" Is Not An Excuse

Following The Crowd Will Lead To Eternal Damnation

I remember growing up, it felt like every other family sitcom would bring up the question “if all your friends jumped off a bridge, would you do it too?”. It was often in response to the child wanting to do something that was risky, rebellious, or immoral since their friends were already doing it or planning to do it. The parents would expect the answer “no”, but some kids had a witty comeback. Regardless, the point of the question is, are you so desperate to fit in that you would risk getting hurt or in trouble just do be part of the group? But ultimately, I think when we look at others as an excuse to do something, we are lying to ourselves on why we want to do it. 

If you never cared to jump off a bridge, seeing your friends do it would in no way entice you. Even if they pressured you, you can always say ‘no’. I’ve had friends and family who drink, vape, do weed and such, but because I never cared for it, they could never pressure me into trying it. They already know I can’t be swayed and that I’m pretty solid in my beliefs, so they don’t even try to pressure me. If they know that’s the main plan of the day, then they wouldn’t even bother inviting me, and honestly, I prefer that. Thus, when I see shows where a kid is being ‘peer pressured’, it’s honestly not. The kid usually doesn’t have to be asked more than twice. They don’t need much convincing cause honestly, they were already curious or open to trying it, they just didn’t have the opportunity or support to actually do it. They may also feel comfort in using peer pressure as an excuse.  

We can apply this to various other sins going on in the world. Above, I talked about the selfishness of lying and fornication, but I can also bet that if you tried to tell the average person that this is bad or sinful, they’ll come back with ‘well, everyone does it’. Even if they know it’s bad, since everyone does it, they don’t feel they should personally be convicted or condemned of that sin. The whole point of this statement is to take blame off themselves, and thus, stopping them from ever acknowledging their sins and confessing them honestly. 

But listen, on judgement day, if you have never accepted Jesus as your savior, God is going to judge you by your works via his righteous law (Revelation 20:12), not against other people. You won’t be compared to other people nor will you be able to blame others. Adam and Eve tried that in the garden, but they both received their own punishment cause they knew the law put put the fruit in their mouths regardless. Every person will account for their own sins (Jeremiah 31:30). You can’t blame the world for why you indulged in a sin because Christianity has always been about being set apart from the world (1 Peter 2:9, John 17:16, 1 John 2:15 ). Thus, if everyone is doing something, that’s a big indicator that you shouldn’t be doing it. 

Confession Starts With Accountability

The problem with excuses and justification

I had this discussion with my friend the other day. Essentially, I was standing firm on what God says sin is and explaining why we have to repent and turn away from them. She brought up that ‘if she stole something because she was broke, she wouldn’t feel bad about it’. I responded with ‘that’s the issue! Humans always want to make excuses. Honestly, there’s not a single sin we can’t justify!’  

Here’s some examples: We lied cause we didn’t want to hurt someone’s feelings. He raped her cause she was dressed provocatively. She cheated on the test cause he couldn’t afford to take the course again. She killed him because he was walking a little too close behind her and she felt threatened. He lied in court because he never felt good about that person and feels he deserves to be in jail. She didn’t really want to have sex, but her boyfriend pressured me. Those laundry machines are too expensive, so he found a way to hack them and use them for free. Or worst of all, “I don’t see the problem…everyone does it!” 

We hate taking accountability. It’s never, “You’re right, I shouldn’t have lied” or “Yes, I cheated and I don’t deserve to pass” “Or I feel really bad about what I did to her. How she dressed is not an excuse”.  It’s no wonder every human being thinks they’re good. They pat themselves on the back for the good things they do, and brush off or excuse the bad things they do. And on top of that, we love to point to someone who is objectively a worse human being (like a mass murderer) to convince ourselves that we’re really not that bad. But how could one possibly confess their sins to God and be forgiven if they don’t even notice that what they did was wrong? 

Adam and Eve never took accountability either. They both chose to put the fruit in their mouth, chew and swallow. No one forced them to do anything. They both knew what God said about the fruit, yet Adam blamed Eve, and Eve blamed the snake. Neither was sorry or repentant of what they’ve done. Us humans, carrying their sinful seed, are the same. It’s easier to blame, defend, or justify our actions, but God tells us all to repent and confess our sins. One can only become a Christian when they realize how wretched they are. Until then, they will never see a need for a saviour who died for their sins. 

Know The Truth Or Be Deceived

Why Everyone Has To Read The Bible Themselves

Through my own personal experiences, and also through watching many videos of those who question Christianity, it’s clear there’s a lot of misinformation out there. A lighter example would be, a family friend trying to tell me ‘I have to get married, the bible says so’, but I would pull out versus by Paul that said it’s good to be single like he was, as they can dedicate themselves to God and his work (1 Corinthians 7:8). There’s also a lot of church quotes that go around that aren’t exactly biblical, like ‘God would only give what u can handle’, or whatever led to the prosperity gospel (the bible never promises prosperity or an easy life. In fact, Jesus tells us we’ll be hated and persecuted if we follow him). 

As the world continues to get more wicked, more people tend to twist the words. Saying God is love, he loves everybody. Or somehow trying to prove that Sodom and Gomorrah had nothing to do with homosexuality and that the bible approves it. And saying that Christians shouldn’t judge others…all of which has lies and deception in it. But how would you know if you never read the bible yourself? While my relationship with God may not have been that close over the last decade, since I read through it at least once when I was 18, I knew the truth and have been able to spot and call out all the lies I’ve seen since. 

All Christians should know how to defend their faith. 1 Peter 3:15 even says ” in your hearts honor Christ the Lord as holy, always being prepared to make a defense to anyone who asks you for a reason for the hope that is in you”. The word ‘defense’ actually comes from the greek word ‘apologia’, and actually means logical reasoning.  We need to know that the bible is based on truth, historical truth and prophetical truth. We need to know that some things our science teacher teaches us like big bang and evolution are unproven and illogical theories (Nothing can’t create everything. Adaptation can happen, but there has never been recorded evidence of one kind of animal changing into another, like a mouse into a cat, or a frog into a horse). 

We have to realize that just cause the world has now approved a law doesn’t mean it’s right in God’s eyes. Just cause the world believes in an agenda doesn’t mean it’s true. The bible explains everything about our world and the universe, and it also tells us what is happening and will happen. God is the truth, Jesus is the word, and the word is accessible to all of us. I get that the bible is intimidating. I get that it’s easier to live in ignorance than to have the bible confront you about your sinful lifestyle…but if you truly desire to know the truth, if you truly desire to know about God’s character and his expectations, if you truly want to have faith in Jesus and his second coming, you need to read the bible yourself. You never know what false doctrine you’ve been exposed to until you have the truth to compare it to. 

Getting YOur Head Out Of The Matrix

Satan's Agendas and How TO Escape His Deception

Growing up in public school, and watching worldly things on TV and computers, I, like most people, grew up in the Matrix. We’ve all been told to go to school, get a job, work towards a mortgage and a car, raise a family, maybe go to a retirement home and died. Is all of that bad? Of course not, but here’s the problem….when living and succeeding in this world becomes the main focus, that’s when you become part of the matrix. To succeed in this world, you must follow their rules, must believe in their stories and guidance, and must be obedient to the system. If you’re not succeeding in their system, you risk being homeless or broke and being looked down on, treated like garbage by everyone.  

Now, I haven’t ever watched the matrix, but I understand the concept. I’ve also had other Christian videos break it down more clearly, but wow, now that my head is out of the matrix, it’s really hard to care about anything in it. One thing the bible makes clear is that, after Eve fell for temptation in the garden, we gave our dominion over the earth to Satan. The bible says Satan is the prince of this world, and that’s why he has so much influence. For example, he can promise one fame and fortune if they ‘sell their souls’ to him. Satan even tried the same thing when tempting Jesus, promising him all the cities if he would just bow down and worship him (Matthew 4). Jesus didn’t say ‘My father owns this place’, he just told Satan to ‘back off’, as he was going to get the world back his own way, by dying and conquering death. 

Now back to Matrix, once you start to see the world spiritually, from the viewpoint of the bible, things start to click. It’s easy to think of the feminist, LGBT, and BLM agendas as separate things. You can think of America and their dollar collapsing as a whole nother thing. Technology expanding, climate change etc, they all seem like different problems…..but they are all working towards one goal by the highest and richest secret powers in this world. They’re conditioning us to move away from biblical morals and to ultimately accept the anti-christ and the mark of the beast. 

I do believe the mark will be literal, like a chip that has all our data and must be used for payments, cause the bible says we won’t be able to buy or sell without it (Revelation 13:17). That concept also couldn’t happen if the world didn’t have a single worldwide digital currency cause various countries could still use cash privately and secretly. Technologies advancement is rapidly heading in that direction, and they’re even pushing climate change so they can get more people to buy electric cars. The world is always praising digital advancements and IoT items for convinience and safety…but as long as something is digital, it can be tracked and controlled. Look at China, they have cameras everywhere along with social credit scores, so anything you do that does not align with the state’s morals will knock down points and you can no longer do certain things, like travel. It may be hard to even get a job. 

From various videos, I’ve also concluded that the anti-christ will promote what the world wants, which is lawlessness. And by lawlessness, I mean against God’s laws which never change. God has always been against sexual immorality, but the world loves it and promotes it. Even praising porn stars and strippers. The bible says ‘Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life’ (John 14:6), but the world wants to promote unity by saying ‘any path leads to god’, ‘you can have your truth and I can have my truth’, ‘this or that religion, or even science can give you eternal life’. And for the most part, the world is falling for it…or rather, they are agreeing and going along with it. Chose this day who you will serve (Joshua 24:15). If you don’t stand for God’s truth from the bible, his word, you will fall for any lie and deception. 

Don't Be Lukewarm. Pick A Side

Or God Will 'Spit You out Of His Mouth' (Revelation 3:16)

Let me paint a picture for you. You love and adore this boy or girl so much, and you really want to marry them and give your all to them, make them the happiest person ever. You’re fully committed….but this person has another boyfriend or girlfriend and they keep flipping between you two. They keep telling you that they love you and want to be with you, but then you find out they regularly spend time with that person, sleeping with them, and telling them the same thing. You may keep fighting for them for some time, but eventually, you’re going to have some self-respect and end it. You’re probably saying to yourself ‘If they want that other person, just stay with them, or if you want me, stay with me. Just pick a side and stop playing with you heart!!’ 

As I said in an earlier prompt, for some reason, even though we would hates certain things, we somehow expect it to be okay with God. We would hate an unfaithful lover, but we are unfaithful to God and expect him to be okay with it. We want justice in our lives, but we don’t expect God to judge us and hold us accountable for our sins. The hypocrisy and entitlement is concerning. But the point of this prompt is to show that we can’t have it all. 

We can’t be fully in the world and fully on God’s side. You can’t live a worldly life that leads to hell, but think a few hours with God on Sunday can still get you to heaven. Pick your side! In Revelation 3:14-16, it writes “And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write: ‘These things saith the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God: I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot; I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew thee out of My mouth.” 

I can bet this is where the concept of the ‘lukewarm Christian comes’ in. It usually refers to someone who was born and raised in the church, and thus believes in Jesus and knows what is right or wrong, probably goes to church regularly and may pay their tithe…but there is just no fire in them for the things of God. Additionally, they may enjoy being part of the world and may be living a life of sin but they aren’t worried about God’s judgement. They aren’t emotionally or spiritually swayed at all. They are in the middle, lukewarm.  

I recently saw this video on Isaiah Saldiver’s channel reviewing a view on the underground Chinese church. They would travel 13 hours, sit on a cold hard floor for days. Many are in jail for years, and since scripture was contraband, they would memorize verses that were written on paper asap. Compare that to church’s in the West where everyone is comfortable and people don’t even want to share the gospel with their friends or represent Jesus at work. For the majority of Christians, church is just something they do out of habit, or for security of salvation, but furthering the kingdom and saving other’s is the last thing on their mind. 

We continue on with Revelation 3:17-19, “Because thou sayest, “I am rich and increased with goods and have need of nothing,” and knowest not that thou art wretched and miserable, and poor and blind and naked, I counsel thee to buy from Me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich, and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed and that the shame of thy nakedness may not appear, and anoint thine eyes with eye salve, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.” This really does represent our generation and the thoughts of many. We don’t think we need God! And what’s worse, the media is all about ‘believing in yourself’ and ‘being proud of yourself’.  

When I started praying again, I didn’t feel like I needed anything, I was always appreciative of what I had and just needed financial security, so I mostly prayed for forgiveness and for others. As I read through the bible again, started learning more about spiritual warfare on Youtube, and asked God to expose any darkness in my heart, I realized I had a lot to repent of, and needed a lot of help to change and be more holy. 

Fighting lustful temptations, being careful of my speech, apologizing and repaying for things I’ve stolen, repenting the pride I had in my own abilities, etc. I also realized I broke most of the commandments, especially the first one since God hasn’t been first in my life for a decade. My heart was in pain and I cried every time I prayed. I also realized how lonely I was, not having any real Christian friends, so I desired to go back to church, which is a commandment I’ve been ignoring for years. Our current world is so self-reliant that we honestly think we can do everything without God, and it’s a shame cause we do truly rely on Him daily.  

As the end draws near, it’s time you decide what side you’re going to be on. Being lukewarm and staying in the middle of the world and God is not an option. You’re either going to heaven or hell (John 3:16). If you think a short church service twice a month is equal to dancing with the devil, partaking in sexual immorality, playing music that mocks God’s laws, and being prideful of other sins, then you are sadly mistaken. 1 John 3:4-10 writes  “Everyone who makes a practice of sinning also practices lawlessness; sin is lawlessness. You know that he appeared in order to take away sins, and in him there is no sin. No one who abides in him keeps on sinning; no one who keeps on sinning has either seen him or known him. Little children, let no one deceive you. Whoever practices righteousness is righteous, as he is righteous. Whoever makes a practice of sinning is of the devil, for the devil has been sinning from the beginning.” 

It’s time you test yourself and see if you’re really in the faith (2 Corinthians 13:5). Yes, God knows your heart, but he knows your heart doesn’t love him dearly and he will spit you out of his mouth of you live in lawlessness. One thing I’ve been saying since I learned about spiritual warfare is that life is not a game. This is NOT a game. Don’t play with your eternity thinking you got another 10 years to go back to God, or that you’ll repent on your death bed, cause we don’t know when you’ll die or when he’ll come back. Don’t be like the 5 foolish virgins who weren’t ready (Matthew 25). Stop straddling the fence and decide who you want to serve, cause God too has self-respect and there will be a deadline when he will cut you off. 

Are You A Coward? Be Warned

Stand Up For Jesus, Or Go Down With The Devil

Growing up in public school and being the only Adventist most years, I regularly had to explain to friends and classmates why I don’t watch shows or attend parties on Saturday, why I don’t eat pork or shellfish etc. And then when I started working, I would often bring up my religion at the interview because I needed to make sure they knew that I couldn’t work on Sabbath. I’ve also had gay friends and would always be upfront about my beliefs. I will say though that I am lucky and priviledged to live in a country and city that is so blended with various cultures and religions that I always felt comfortable and safe sharing. There are countries where people are actually being persecuted or killed for their faith. 

How are you doing when it comes to boldly proclaiming the gospel? I don’t know who you are reading this, so if you are someone who evangelizes to their friends and neighbours, I’m not talking about you. But for the majority of the population who calls themselves ‘Christians’, does those around you even know that you’re Christian? Here’s some tricky questions for you to think about: If you found out the CEO at your dream job is against anything religious, would you hide your beliefs to get the job? As the world continues to promote anti-Christian morals, do you stand for biblical principals or easily change with the world? If one day Christianity became illegal, would you deny your faith or stand firm despite the penalties? 

I think it’s time we all take a look at ourselves in the mirror and ask, ‘am I coward’? Personally, I’m not afraid of death, but I’m afraid of pain and torture, or even being locked up in jail because I’m a super picky eater and would probably starve. I know where this earth is headed though, so I started praying for more faith and courage to prepare for those days. They always say ‘you don’t know how you’ll act in certain situations’, but that’s usually because we never prepare ourselves mentality for those moments. The reason why police officers, firefighters, and martial artists can confidently act without hesitation is because they’ve been training regularly for years and they can now act out of second nature and muscle memory. 

Jesus has given us so many warnings along with advice on how to prepare for the end of the world. He told us he didn’t come to bring peace but a sword and to divide families (Matthew 10:34-35). Warns us that the world would hate us because they first hated him (John 15:18). Tells us that we can’t love both God and money/mammon (Matthew 6:24), His disciples gives further advice like not be unequally yoked with non-believers, for what fellowship has light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14), and they tell us to always have a defense for our faith (1 Peter 3:15). In 2 Timothy 3 where it talks about perilous times will come in the end, verse 12 says “All that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.” ALL  will suffer persecution. 

So why do I bring up cowardly? Because it’s a sin that we don’t really acknowledge. Revelation 21:8 states “As for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.” Is it possible that you are a coward? It is possible that you’re embarrassed of your beliefs? Or that you don’t even really believe in it? Is it possible you love the world and would rather be accepted by it, more than you love God and would rather be accepted by Him?  If you’re not speaking about your beliefs and standing up for God and his commandments now while you are free to do so, you’re definitely not going to stand up later when you can risk losing your job, getting cancelled by society, going to jail or being killed in those days.  

God is looking for people who are courageous, and who will stand up for Him and His truth. He tells us 365 times ‘Do not fear’, but that’s only possible if we cling to him and have confidence in his promises (Joshua 1:9, Ephesians 6:10). He won’t always deliver us from persecution, but Jesus tells us not to fear man who can kill the body, only God who can destroy body and soul in hell (Matthew 10:28). Despite tribulation, we can have a peace that passes all understanding (Philippians 4:6-7). We know that if we die in Christ, we will rise with him when he comes again (Romans 6:8-11). So if you decide to stand with Jesus with all your heart, you shouldn’t be ashamed of the gospel or afraid of the persecution that comes with it. 

God Is A Jealous God....And I Love That

Jealousy is normal in a relationship, including with God

On June 3rd, the first time I went to church this year, I ended up at my church’s camp meeting, which is hosted at a convention. Thus, I had to take an Uber home. The driver was Hindu, and had a few questions of what was going on at the building and about my faith. We ended up having a deep discussion where I shared my beliefs and I also asked about his. He mentioned how Hinduism has many gods, and you can pray to whichever you want when you want.  

I asked if his gods every get jealous, and he said ‘no’, a little confused and surprised at the idea. I then said that our ‘God is a jealous God, it’s even the first commandment to have no other gods’. I could tell he found it a little cringey or controlling, but I asked him, ‘if you had a girlfriend, would you want one who expects you to be faithful in exchange for her loving care, or one that doesn’t care if you date others and does so herself?’ And he said, ‘if you’re in a relationship. it’s expected that you’re faithful so there can be trust and intimacy’, so I concluded that ‘it’s the same for our God’. Being jealous just proves that someone so deeply cares about you and so deeply wants you that they want you to stay close to them. 

I would also add that I think our world has the wrong view of jealousy, often due to abusive boyfriends and stalkers. A couple people in comment sections puts it best, ‘jealousy is wanting something you’ve earned, while envy is wanting something you haven’t’. If you’re married to your spouse, you already made vows and committed to one another, thus you are entitled to that person’s love and attention. If you see them flirting or being extra kind to someone else, it’s bound to stir up jealousy, more so if you’re not getting that loving attention at home. To see them love someone else more than you hurts more than anything else, and it’s natural to feel jealous. 

Considering that God created each and everyone of us, considering that he looked over us and provided for us and loved us our entire lives, blessing us even before we acknowledged his existence, he’s more than entitled to our love and attention. He’s been patiently watching you and trying to win you over the years. He already sacrificed himself/his son so you can have easy access to him without the shame of your past sins. He promises many times to never leave us nor forsake us…but we can’t even bother to spend 5 minutes in the word or in prayer. 

I’m personally thankful we have a jealous God, and not one that is coldhearted and passive. Let’s not commit spiritual adultery by putting our husbands, kids, phones, jobs, money, or self ahead of him. The deeper you get in with God, the more you’ll realize nothing on this earth can replace him. It is better to have nothing here and be in his presence, than have everything here and not have him. More so cause everything here will fade away one day. You can lose your money, you can lose people, you can lose your stardom…but God is consistent and everlasting. 

If God Knows All, Why Is He Angry?

When God Is personally and Emotionally Invested

This is a newer prompt that came up after I saw a short on a channel I’ve never come across before. Apparently, he’s a deconstructionist, but I went in thinking he was genuinely trying to share new insight for other Christians. Either way, the conversation was interesting. I always love when I can debate with people in a calm and healthy manner, no one getting defensive or angry. I also always feel a need to defend certain things about God because most people are attacking him and his character, and I know haters will think they’re winning when no one stands up or has a good comeback. So anyways, enjoy this conversation. 

Youtube Audio: (Has Genesis 11:5 as a caption) “He (God) is not around all the time. And this is one thing that we’re doing in this study reading these books is we’re getting to know God. In this case, we’ve learned that God is not always around.  He’s up, probably in heaven but we don’t know that yet, but he’s up. And he came down, just to see what was going on”

I noticed that a lot of the comments were simple statements about how ‘he is wrong because God is omnipresent’ or how ‘he doesn’t need to come down because God already knows everything’. However, the person making the video is correct, as the bible does talk about God being in places and also being absent at times. Thus, I went in hoping to defend him and give more insight to other viewers, since he really didn’t give much context. 

My First Comment: “For those who may not get it, I think the best way to think of it is this way: God is everywhere, he knows everything, BUT he doesn’t always choose to pay attention or be emotionally involved at times. Just like us, he sometimes needs a break, may needs time to recoup, to get over his anger and frustration. I definitely saw this when Israel was being rebellious in the times of Judges and Kings. God would leave them to their own demise and allow them to be oppressed, until they called out to him. I also found it a lil funny when Noah and his family was in the ark for a good year, then God ‘remembered’ them. The world was so evil that he considered wiping humans out completely, so I don’t blame him just needing some time to be around his heavenly crew and be encouraged to take humanity on again haha. As others have said, his angels are still watching the earth, and God will never forsake those who love him in this new covenent, but God really hates evil and sin, so I don’t think he really cares to be close to people or cities that truly embrace everything he hates and are busy worshipping other gods 🤷🏾‍♀️ This idea could also apply to our sins. He says that he will forget about them, but obviously, he’s God. He knows everything, he can always replay a moment cause he lives outside of time, but as a being, he chooses not to recall those things. Or even the scariest verse where Jesus tells people he ‘didn’t know them’…obviously God knows everyone, he created all of us, but he didn’t have a personal, intimate relationship with them.”

The creator replied: “This is a fun read and an interesting take. I think it’s also illogical tho… how does God know when to take a break? When to limit his “knowing” of something (like Sodom for instance)? It seems like he would have to know that whatever they’re up to is just too much for him, emotionally (which raises a question about him being all powerful if something can be too much for him). It’s like he has to know everything and forget it or ignore it because it’s too much, but it wouldn’t be because nothing is too much… it doesn’t make sense, at all…But again, cute read. It’s fun to make God almost human, but then still give him all the abilities of a god… ☺️”

I replied back: “

I wouldn’t say illogical. After all, God rested on the 7th day of creation! Growing up, I heard that since we are made in the image of God, things like emotions, our will to work, justice and morals etc are all from him. Anger and jealousy are traits God regularly exhibits in the bible, which is interesting when you consider he already knew what people would do before they did it, and he has the power to create anything anytime so why be jealous, right? But I think that’s what makes this whole story of life so beautiful as well. He made us with free choice because he ultimately wanted people who would choose to love him, people who he can actually commune with and have a relationship with. It’s like the difference between a robot toy dog that can only bark and flip, vs one that may be messy and disobedient but can also give you so much love and attention. The dog can be quite a lot to handle, having to feed it, train it, clean up after it, you’ll be annoyed when it poops inside and rips up your couch (even though you’re aware that’s what dogs do). Sometimes you need to put it in detention and just walk away before you possibly smack it, though sometimes you do need to yell and discipline it. But at the end of the day, you love the dog, and it loves you.

Now, God is certainly loving and long-suffering, but we’ve seen him have his limits. We’ve seen him kill someone for what seemed like one small mistake (one of Judah’s kids when he didn’t want to give his late brother a child, or the guy who touched the ark of the covenant when it was about to fall, for example), but we’ve also seen his willingness to put up with the sins and rebellion of the people he was closest to because he had the ultimate goal to save the world through their bloodline and keep his promises to their forefathers. He was extremely jealous as he raised them from nothing, delivered them, made them who they are…and yet they went off to worship other gods constantly. He knew the end from the beginning, so he knew he was going to have to put up with a lot…..yet he still went through with it so he could have some people that would love him back. He was willing to wait generations for some faithful people like David that he was actually pleased with. And I’m sure there’s more people who know and love God after Jesus than there ever was before. It’s really sad when you think about the billions of people God made who never cared to know their creator. God has been ignored and rejected for so long! ;___;

Last point, what better example of God knowing but still being emotionally stressed than Jesus on the cross? He was willing to die and knew he would die since before the Garden of Eden when he told Adam and Eve how he would redeem them….yet Jesus was crying out to have that cup of suffering taken from him the night before. He knew he would be raised from the dead as well, so why worry, right? But does that make crucifixion and death less painful and humiliating? Not at all. Knowing in advance doesn’t change the feelings one may have in that moment when everything is coming to pass. Knowing we’ll sin, rebel, and commit idolatry doesn’t automatically mean God won’t be bothered when we’re in the middle of it. That’s how I see it anyways 😛 God gave Solomon wisdom and riches knowing he’ll become the most idolatrous king. He built up and fought beside people who he knew would later forget about him and his law completely like King Saul. I personally could never do that. You knew your friend of 3 years (Judas) was going to betray you one day? Pffft, I would have dumped his ass long time, that’s all I know XD The ability to know we will reject him and yet still being with us while we are genuinely seeking him is something only God could do for sure ❤️”

Someone else replied with encouragement saying “Just wanted to let you know that I really like your take. Though him calling your earnest perception a ‘cute read’ was so disrespectful. It was like he didn’t even try to digest anything. Just smacked your face with a big smile. May you continue to spread the good news and share your wisdom.” I thanked him for his response, but this led to the creator making it more clear that he doesn’t really agree with the bible nor like the God displayed. 

By that point, I did already look at the bio at his description, and guess he is a deconstructionist. He claimed that it’s God’s fault he is frustrated, and I said I didn’t say it wasn’t, but just because you know something doesn’t mean you’re not going to be emotionally invested in it. We even brought up justice, and he said it’s better if justice isn’t emotional, and I said, yes, justice should be fair and unbiased, but we need people who care about the innocent, who have anger towards those who do evil, and who have a drive for the truth. We get mad when a call operator or officer clearly didn’t care about the caller and their lives were taken in the process. God being emotional isn’t a bad thing, if anything, it’d be more concerning if he was stoic, letting us do what we wanna do and not get involved at all. If your husband didn’t care about your feelings, or your wife cheated on you, if you aren’t emotionally effected by it, then you’ve checked out long time and don’t care about the relationship. 

Another debate we had was about how Abraham treated Hagar and Ishmael. He went in with the idea that “Speaking of God as a father, check out how he encourages Abraham to treat his son Ishmael… that’s not a good father 😔”. I had to ask for his basis for this interpretation, because it was Sarah’s idea that Abraham sleep with Hagar, and then Sarah got mad and wanted them gone. Abraham said ‘do what you want with them’. God wasn’t involved in any of that. In fact, God told Abraham and Sarah he would send a son, but they lacked faith and got impatient, thus this whole situation. Yet, God still met with Hagar, gave her promises for her son, and told them to go back. Yes, they were kicked out again years after Isaac was born, and this is where the Youtube creator quoted that God told Abraham “Do not be so distressed about the boy and your maidservant. Listen to whatever Sarah tells you, because it is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned,” and again, I paint the scenerio for him. Sarah wanted them gone. Abraham had two choices, allow them to stay and create a chaotic household in which jealousy and possibly murder may ensue like we saw with Cain and Abel, or Joseph and his brothers, OR let them go. God gave him the confidence that if he allowed them to leave, they will be fine. 

Anyways, we ended by agreeing to disagree as we know our interpretations are different. It was clear he didn’t like God or his personality, so I told him isn’t it a blessing that God gives us a choice? We’re not all going to like everybody. I also teased that he could always follow some other religion, but it must be more fun trying to take down the one true God as he’ll get more views 😛 (Thankfully, he has less than 200 subscribers atm). As for me, the more I learn about God, the more I love his character. If he didn’t care or if he decided to wipe us out or never create us, I wouldn’t be here. He did mention that there may be other gods, and I said he may very well be right, BUT “I personally love mine, the one who took his time to give us a book where we can learn about him, and who showed his love and desire to have a relationship with us through his sacrifice. Not a single scholar can deny Jesus’ existence, and there’s hundreds of witnesses to him living after his crucifixion. He is a historical figure who divided time into two (BC/AD). Everyday, people who knew nothing about Christianity encounters with him that leads to their conversation. Jesus is the only one mocked and even used as a curse word, which shows how much the prince of this world (Satan) hates him, the one true God. So, I think I’ll take my chances and place all bets on him, the God of the Jews/Israelites ;)”

We Got Worship All Wrong...Sadly 🙁

The centre of Worship is obedience. Not singing & PRaise

One of the first books I bought and read in 2023 was Being God’s Friend, by Charles Spurgeon (which turns out to be a very highly esteemed guy that has been quoted in countless videos and books after that, and I can definitely see why). While I definitely don’t think I’m good enough to be God’s ‘Friend’, I was very interested in what that may take, and thought it was amazing that people can be so close to God that he considers you his friend and not just a child. 

The book focused a lot on Abraham, who God made a promise to create a nation from him and that all the nations of the earth will be blessed through his seed (Genesis 12:2-3). The whole old testament is us fallowing Abraham’s bloodline which lead to the Israelites/Jews and eventually Jesus. But…what made Abraham so special? Well, when God said Go, he went. He didn’t question or hesitate. His obedience showed how much faith he had in God, and it’s through his faith that he was counted righteous (Genesis 15:6, Romans 4:3, James 2:23). Once we have faith in God, faith naturally produces obedience and action. 

Continuing on, the first time the word ‘worship’ is even used in the bible is when God gave Abraham a test in Genesis 22. Abraham had to wait so long for his promised son, years after Sarah his wife was through with her child bearing years (Genesis 18:11), but they eventually received their promise of a child. Now a few years later, in Genesis 22,  God tells Abraham to sacrifice his son to him. Once again, (while I’m sure Abraham would have rather give up himself than his son), he did not question God nor hesitate. The following morning, he saddled up his donkeys, got the wood, then he, his son, and a couple servants headed to the mountain to ‘worship’ God. Abraham set up the alter and was ready to slay his son with a knife, but was stopped by God. At the end of the story, God tells him “all nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me” (Genesis 22:18). 

Essentially, the rest of the book keeps hammering home the concept of obedience. I then started reading through the old testament again, and through each story and character, it’s very clear that obedience is all that God has ever asked for and constantly reminded his people of. He does want our love, but our love is internal, it’s a feeling. Love is also an action. You can say you love someone all you want, but if your actions don’t match, than clearly you’re a liar. God has asked us countless times to obey his commandments, not to be saved, but out of love and fear for him. Obedience says, ‘I love you, trust you, and revere you, so I’m going to willingly do what you tell me to do”. 

We only exist because of God, and he gives us everything, so what a blessing it is to serve God and do anything he asks. If you ever felt lost in this world, it’s because you’re not obeying the one who created you and is the only source of a ‘purpose’ (Even atheistic philosophers say that there is no meaning of life without a God. We are just animals here to live and die).  

I always like to look at God as a father as that’s how he asks us to see him. Parents may love when their kids bring them gifts and cake for their birthday, but nothing would make a parent happier than obedience the rest of the year.  Nothing will make your relationship with your parents better than listening to them and following their orders for your life, as opposed to rebelling and always doing what you want despite their orders. God is the perfect father, he’s not flawed like a human father, so we can trust that his laws and commandments are for our own good, and we can worship God and please him by following his orders with a joyful heart. 

Worshipping In SPirit And In Truth

False Doctrine Can Make Your WOrship Futile

Above, we talked about the true gospel and the worship God desires. We’ve also talked about Satan’s deceptions and the problem with compromise. Put the two together, and the verse “God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth (John 4:24) should be that much easier to understand, but let’s dig into the concept a little more. 

The first half focuses on worshipping in the spirit. Our world is so carnal that we see worship as church attendance, tithing, maybe even volunteering, but those are all physical. Singing and dancing as well can end up being more physical than spiritual if we aren’t praising God with our hearts. As mentioned above, obedience is at the core of worship. How do we know what God wants from us? Through reading his word, and then praying for transformation and more faith so we can obey him better. The main goal of a Christian should be aligning our lives, wills, words and actions with Him and what he would do, so we can be a living sacrifice, useful for all good works (Romans 12:1). 

Otherwise, if we keep the laws without our spirits seeking God, we can become like the Pharisees who Jesus called hypocrites various times, or like those who said “Lord, Lord!” but Jesus would say ‘I never knew you’. As mentioned earlier, Christianity is first and foremost, a relationship with God. Our hearts must first be connected to God, and that can only happen through Jesus’s sacrifice and obedience. Only when we align can we walk together (Amos 3:3). We are called countless times to be holy and set apart (Deutronomy 14:2). We are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession. (1 Peter 2:9). Jesus said we have to give up our whole lives if we are to follow him (Matthew 16:23, Luke 9:23) and he meant that. We can’t be living in the world 6.5 days a week, and think that a 2 hour worship service is enough for him. God desires for us to love him with all our heart, soul, mind and strength (Matthew 22:37). 

2 Corinthians 6:14- says “Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers, for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? Or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? For ye are the temple of the living God. As God hath said: “I will dwell in them and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people.” Therefore, “Come out from among them, and be ye separate,” saith the Lord. “And touch not the unclean thing, and I will receive you, and will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be My sons and daughters,” saith the Lord Almighty.

The truth is also just as vital. If we have the wrong idea or view of God, or even learned about ‘god’ from other cultures or religions, we’re not actually worshipping the one true God, YHWH. The old testament makes reference to the names of the gods of neighbouring nations, like Belial, Asthoreth, Moloch, Baal, etc. While the bible has removed God’s name out of ‘respect’, God desired for us to know his name real name (Psalms 23:18). When Moses went to the Egyptian Pharoah to ask that he let the people go, Pharoah asked what god sent him, and he told Pharoah his name. Pharaoh said he doesn’t know of this ‘god’ and thus doesn’t respect him (Exodus 5). Egypt had many false gods and was the most powerful nation of the time, so the God of the Hebrews made his big debut by sending various plagues, parting the red sea, and saving his people. By hiding God’s name, the world can assume we all worship and serve the same god, but we don’t. Our God has a name and a personality. 

God also made it known that he hates how other nations worship their gods, such as ‘sacrificing their children to Moloch (Leviticus 18:21) or cutting down trees and dressing them in silver and gold (Jeremiah 10:3-5). Other cultures had traditions of prostitutes in their temples to celebrate their sex goddesses, but the bible has spoken against sexual immorality countless times. This is why God gave clear directions on how the nation of Israel was to build their tabernacle/temple, how the priest’s garments should be made, and how they were to conduct sacrificial services. Instead of humans deciding the best way to worship God, God told them himself,. And later on, he sacrifices his son to be both the priest and the sacrifice for us, so that we can each be the temple God dwells in. We don’t have to do things to get God’s attention, we don’t have to cry out for him to notice us, cause he’s already way closer than a brother or a friend. If we believe he is far or unknown, we are worshipping a different god (Acts 17:23-31).

When we do anything that is sinful, and moreso when we start worshipping false gods (breaking commandment #1 and #2), we can grieve the holy spirit that is living within us (Ephesians 4:29-32, Isaiah 63) . When we fall for false doctrine that leads us astray, when we choose to mess with demonic things like yoga and witchcraft, when we believe that any path leads to ‘God’ and start doing the very things he hates, we aren’t worshipping him in spirit or in truth. More so, if we know something is a sin, but decide to do it anyways, and we convince ourselves that it’s okay or that God doesn’t mind, you can fall further and further into compromise and heresy.  

In 1 Samuel 15, as King Saul went out to battle with the Israelites to take over a pagan nation. God has told them countless times that when you defeat such a nation, you must destroy and burn everything in that city (Deutronomy 13:16, Joshua 8:8). He and his soldiers killed the citizens, but decided to take some of the livestock for themselves. When Samuel, the prophet/judge confronted him on his disobedience, Saul shrugged (hypothetically) and said that ‘he obeyed God, they just took some of the spoil they had’. Samuel continued to explain the problem, but Saul didn’t see what the big deal was, claiming that ‘they were planning to sacrifice the animals to God’. This is where the famous verse ‘obedience is better than sacrifice’ comes from (1 Samuel 15:22). The following verse adds “for rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry (1 Samuel 15:23). God would rather us be obedient. Sacrifices wouldn’t even be needed if we were obedient. 

After enough disobedience, the Holy Spirit (aka God) eventually left Saul, and God started seeking Israel’s next king which was David, a man after God’s own heart. David wasn’t perfect either, but he regularly sought God’s guidance, delighted in his law, and confessed his sins with a truly repentant and broken heart. So yes, obedience matters, and more so actually obeying God’s laws and following his instruction on how to worship and commune with him. The second we stray off that path, or we focus more on our physical worship than our soul worship, we are no longer worshipping him in spirit and in truth. 

Distractions...Distractions Everywhere

BUt Be still and know that i am God (Psalms 46:10)

It’s hard to be a Christian nowadays. I’m not trying to start a ‘woe-is-me’ pity party, but let’s be honest. While many countries have the privilege to study the bible and attend church, and while we may have access to countless videos and blog posts that can help us understand our faith more, we are a distracted generation. Not only distracted, but the world is just so loud and invasive. Silence and quiet time is something we’re actually uncomfortable with, and we’d rather pick up our phones and watch reels for an hour. 

When I think about bible times, I have to wonder how they filled their days up. They may have spent a few hours tending their crops and livestock, some had a profession like carpentry, fishing, or making clothes. Mothers definitely spent time cooking and raising their children, but what else was there to do? They didn’t have 9-5 jobs or hour long commutes. Books, TVs, video games, cellphones, movie theatres, amusement parks, bowling alleys, art classes, travelling for pleasure like…none of that was a thing back then. There was no government demanding us to spend 20 years in school, no banks to travel to or malls to hang out at…but the silence and lack of things to do was certainly an opportunity to develop a deep intimacy and trust that our generation just can’t imagine. 

Considering this is my Japanese music blog, I’m sure you can imagine how much music I listened to on a nearly daily basis. Since I work from home, I’d often have it playing in the background, and I’d wear headphones when I go out to run errands as well. But once I felt that change and repented, I just….lost interest. I desired silence so I could think about God and meditate on his word. I’ll still listen to some songs for my acoustic band and occasionally in the shower, and I do watch a lot of Christian Youtube videos, but I still crave silence way more than I used to. If something has nothing to do with God, I’m just not very interested. 

Now, getting rid of my phone is still another thing. Even if I have nothing much to do on my phone besides Youtube and some reels, picking it up first thing in the morning or when I’m bored is still a hard habit to break. Putting down the phone without a replacement is hard, but I’m working on filling my free time with prayer or God’s word, but it will definitely take time and effort. Definitely read my post about the Matrix. I spent most of my life in that, so escaping it has helped me not become such an anxious workaholic, but I do hope to get to a level where technology and the world can’t distract me from my time with God.

 

"The Bible Says 'Do Not Judge'" (It Doesn't)

The importance Of Context To Prevent Twisting

I’ve watched a lot of street witnessing videos over this year, and I can’t even tell you how many non-Christians or fake Christians try to stand up for a certain community by claiming ‘the bible says do not judge’, but this is one of the most commonly used ‘verses’ that isn’t technically in the bible since it was completely taken out of context. Let’s examine the potential verses they are referring to. One verse says ‘don’t judge by appearances, but judge righteous judgement’ (John 7:24). Self-explanatory. It’s a phrase about being fair instead of jumping to conclusions based on first impressions. 

The next, which I suspect they’re hinting at, is from Matthew 7. The chapter starts with “don’t judge lest ye be judged”, but continues with “for in the same way you judge others you will be judged”. Keep reading, and Jesus tells us, “How could you judge your brother for the speck in his eye when there is a log in yours? Remove the log in your eye first, and then you will see clearly to help your brother remove his speck”. 

Thus, the verse doesn’t actually say ‘do not judge’, but encourages us to judge after we have judged ourselves and fixed ourselves first so that we can then see clearly to assist our brother. Another way to see it is as a warning against hypocrites who judge their brother when they’re just as, if not more, evil and sinful than their brother. Like judging someone for fornication when you’re committing adultery. Both are bad, but it is much worse to cheat on the spouse who you made a covenant with. Adultery is directly breaking the 7th commandment.  

Other books in the new testament also tells us correct our brother, and to sharpen each other. Matthew 15:18 tells us, “If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their fault in private”. James 5:19 says “My brothers and sisters, if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring that person back, remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of their way will save them from death and cover over a multitude of sins.” Titus 3:10-11 says, “Warn a divisive person once, and then warn them a second time. After that, have nothing to do with them. You may be sure that such people are warped and sinful; they are self-condemned.” So clearly, the bible not only suggests but encourages us to judge and correct our brothers or sisters who are sinning. 

I point this out because there are so many verses that are taken out of context and used as advice on how someone should live, or even used to deceive and give people false encouragement and hope. One example is telling people that ‘God will only give them what they can handle’. That is not in the bible. The closest verse they may hinting at is “God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength but with your testing he will also provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it” (1 Corinthians 10:13),  Don’t always trust what you hear from so called ‘Christians’. Read the bible for yourself and do some research. The internet is right there!

Curiousity Deceives The Christian

How The Media Opened THe Door For Witchcraft

Looking back at my childhood, I’m amazed at how many cartoons, anime shows, sitcoms, and movies had some kind of magical or super power element in it. Fairly Odd Parents, Sailormoon, Cardcaptors, Wizards of Waverly Place, Harry Potter, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, I can go on. Now, like most people, you assume that because it’s a fictional show, that automatically means it’s based on fictional things….but that’s how Satan has managed to stay undercover all this time. More so now that shows are painting lucifer in a good light and we don’t even blink an eye. 

But I say this because back in Grade 10, my English teacher played X-Men in our class, and it got me a little curious if mental or mind powers was a thing. I probably watched Avatar the Last Airbender a bit before or after that, so I was most interested in telekinesis, air bending, or ice powers. I did some research, and it suggested that these things are possible. I started meditating seriously, learned to make psiballs easily (look it up), and was working hard at telekinesis by trying to turn a psiwheel (look that up too). I was already interested in Japan and martial arts at this time, but just never had the opportunity to attend classes and such, but that doesn’t matter if I was able to control my mind and do stuff with it. 

Now, I’m lucky I never touched upon spells, crystals or anything like that, but who knows how far down that rabbit hole I could have gotten if I wasn’t a Christian. By Grade 11, I had to be very honest with myself. While I certainly knew I would use my powers to help people, I also knew it would bring a sort of pride in being able to do these things, things that no one else could do or that they said was impossible. Adding on, being from the hood, there was a lot of dangerous stuff going on in my area, gang crime, thefts, murder, sexual assaults, etc, so part of me was eager to learn this stuff to protect myself…

…But let’s be honest? Little 5’4″ me?  If I was up against a group of guys, or people with a weapon, I definitely would panic or freeze. Mental powers require calm and control, and maybe my powers would still be too weak and useless against them. Or what if I was against another type of situation like a fire or tsunami? Would learning any of this really come in handy? I found comfort in knowing the God of the universe is always with me and can certainly deliver me if needed…so I walked away from practicing those things. 2010 was still a while ago, and for the most part, the world still ignored and denied anything magic related, but witches are certainly growing according to statistics, and they aren’t hiding anymore either. 

Some people may think it’s still a joke or a gimmick, and I thought so too! I remember my middle school best friend said her mom was wiccan, and I had a classmate in college who was a medium. The medium definitely had moments that showed possible psychic ability, but I still didn’t think much of it. I used to watch long island medium and Criss Angel, and part of me knew it couldn’t always be camera tricks or actors, but I didn’t really know what was happening. But now that I’m aware of demons and spiritual warfare, it’s pushed me to pray and read my bible more than ever, because I want to have my spiritual armour on and be ready for the fight. The bible says ‘give no room to the devil’ and ‘grieve not the holy spirit which seals you to redemption’ (Ephesians 4:27, 30). Let’s take those verses to heart. 

My Thoughts On Christmas & Easter

AFter Learning It's Pagan History, I can't See It The Same

While my family never celebrated Halloween for religious reasons, Christmas and Easter was beloved in my home and my church. Christmas celebrated Jesus’s birth, and Easter was to focus on Jesus’s death and resurrection for our sins. However, none of us really know the origins of these things, and we don’t even question what evergreen trees or eggs have to do with either of those holidays. I’ve heard the Jehovah Witnesses and a family friend mention it was pagan, but no one really broke down what that meant. 

Once I did research and discovered the truth, I don’t really care to partake in it anymore. TruthUnedited is one of the best biblical research channels I found as he would use countless resources when exposing the lies in this world. He has a 70 part series on the history of religion which follows biblical timeline, along with where all these various religions and gods comes from. He has a video on both Christmas History and the History of EasterI also highly recommend watching this video on where Paganism mixed with Christianity, which goes into depth about Constantine who founded the Catholic church with the sole purpose of controlling his nation and intermingling the religions of the people. 

Now, one thing that is very obvious when one reads through the Old Testament is that God HATES idolatry (Commandment #1 in Exodus 20). He also instructs us to not learn the ways of the nations or partake in their pagan traditions and worship (Deuteronomy 12:30 and 18:9, Jeremiah 10:2). God is certainly upset when we sin and forget about him, but nothing ignites his wrath more than when his people worship other gods. Not long after God delivered the people out of Egypt through plagues and parting the Red Sea, they agreed to God’s covenant so Moses went up into the mountain to write God’s commands and collect the tablets. In that time, the people created a golden calf and started worshipping it. God considered destroying them in that moment, but Moses intervened and pleaded for him to reconsider (Exodus 32). 

So, when it comes to Christmas, the first thing I will point out is that the bible never tells us to celebrate Jesus’s birth (or his mom, for any Catholics reading this). I even found out recently that the wise man brought the gifts a couple years after Jesus was born since the bible says he was an ‘infant/child’ when they arrived at his door (Matthew 2:11). Learning that December 25th was the date of the winter solstice and thus the birth date of many pagan gods was the real nail in the coffin for me. In Jeremiah 10, the Lord says “For the practices of the peoples are worthless; they cut a tree out of the forest, and a craftsman shapes it with his chisel. They adorn it with silver and gold; they fasten it with hammer and nails so it will not totter.” You can choose to be ignorant, but that sounds like a Christmas tree to me. I have repented of my ignorance regarding this practice, and certainly won’t be setting up trees anymore. 

For Easter, the name literally comes from Ishtar, which is the Mesopotanian goddess of war and sexual love/fertility, thus the eggs and bunnies. Continuing, Jesus died on Passover which lands on a Thursday. Passover is really special because it was the first Jewish holiday ever established while the Israelites were still in Egypt. God was about to send his 10th plague on the nation. He told them to paint lamb’s blood on their door frames and he will ‘pass over’ their homes and spare their first born sons (Exodus 11). They were to eat unleavened bread during this time. The holiday was a shadow of Jesus, as he would be the sacrificial lamb and his blood will cover us and save us from eternal damnation. Why don’t Christians celebrate Passover, and instead follow a holiday literally named after a pagan god? Hmmm… 

Adding on to Passover, Jesus celebrated broke bread and drank wine (as was the custom) with his disciples, but now tells them to do this in remembrance of me (Mark 14:22-25, Luke 22:18-20). Note that a new day starts at Sunset, so Jesus had his last supper, prayed in the garden, was arrested, tried and mocked, and then crucified all in the same ‘day’ (Wednesday night into Thursday).  He stayed on the cross for quite sometime, and it mentions the sky getting dark, so it seems he was on the cross until the evening of the following day, which was now Friday which is considered preparation day for the Sabbath (John 19:31). That’s why they were eager to get the bodies down and bury them so they can keep the Sabbath holy by resting and doing no work. Thursday to Sunday is 3 days like Jesus said (John 2:19, Luke 18:33, etc), so isn’t it funny how we accept Friday as the day of his death despite that only being 2 days from Sunday? Isn’t it suspicious that we put more weight on his resurrection than his death? I’m just sayin…

Once I accepted that these holidays were pagan, I didn’t even care for them because I would rather please God than please the world. If it bothers Him, I don’t want anything to do with em. Accepting this truth has also allowed him to open my eyes to other deception and lies around us in this fallen world. As I mentioned above, there’s just so much compromise and for the most part, churches don’t care to acknowledge the truth and correct it. It’s easy to look around and think that the Western world likes Christianity, but they actually only like the parts that have been watered down or influenced by pagan traditions. While I wouldn’t tell others if they should celebrate it or not, all I care about now is pleasing God and honouring his commands. He gave us holidays to celebrate, including the weekly sabbath rest, but the world ignores all of it and decides to celebrate their god however they like…and I’m tired of it. 

My Current Thoughts On The Sabbath

The 4th Commandment Which Has Always Been Ignored

Growing up Seventh Day Adventist, the Sabbath was at the core of our doctrine. Ask them! It comes from the concept that God created the world in 6 days and rested on the 7th, and was officially established in Moses’s law to the Israelites in the 10 commandments. Some SDAs will even say the Sabbath is the seal of God and Sunday worshippers will receive the mark of the beast….but even as a teen, that sounded off to me because I had many Sunday keeping friends who certainly loved God and were better living examples than I was at that time…but it is a command, so ignoring it felt wrong too. I felt conflicted for a very long time. 

I wanted to believe we were saved by faith alone in Jesus alone, but it also felt very wrong to purposely break his commands, cause he said ‘if you love me, keep my commandments’ (John 14:15). I know there’s a verse that says not to judge others about it (Colossians 2:16), but there’s also a verse that if i know better and break it, it is a sin to them (James 4:17). I did try to keep the laws more around this time, but when I failed, even if it’s just working an extra hour after sabbath began, I felt condemned. I wanted to believe the SDA church kept the laws out of love as they would claim, but based on our doctrine, it’s clear we feel we have to work for salvation. It was clear that those who ignore the commandments will go to hell. Thus, there was no real rest for my soul. 

Only more recently, after repenting for the last decade of not putting God in his rightful place, for fornication, and breaking other commandments did I finally understand the weight of my sins and that I couldn’t save myself. But thank God, Jesus paid for my sins. I finally understood what the gospel meant. Salvation has nothing to do with me, it has everything to do with God. We are not saved by works, lest anyone can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9). As I heard in a video, it’s not “Jesus+Works=Salvation” but “Jesus=Works+Salvation”.  I finally understood that Jesus’s burden was light because I was freed from the law (Matthew 11:28-30). 

After fully accepting Jesus as my savior, I certainly felt the Holy Spirit moving in me more than ever before, and I just felt this spiritual hunger. I desired to read the bible more, pray more, and was more eager than ever to fight my temptations and stay pure. This time, it truly wasn’t out of fear of hell or to earn heaven, but because of the immense love and gratitude for God and what he has already done. Even if I failed, there was no more condemnation for those who believe in Jesus (Romans 8:1). We may feel conviction, which is the Spirit telling us something is wrong so we can do better, God will always chastise his children and train them in the way they shall go, but it’s for the sake of the relationship. And now that I knew about spiritual warfare, I also didn’t want to sin and allow Satan and his demons a door into my life.

When I read the old testament, I can see just how dear the commandments are to God….and honestly, keeping his laws aren’t hard or burdensome once we put him first in our lives anyways as he would help us. For every king or judge that comes on the scene in the bible, God always tells them, ‘I will do this and that and that for you…if you walk in my statutes and keep my commandments’. God already loved them and blessed them and even anointed them at this point, like he did when he delivered the Israelites from Egypt. God already saved them and brought them to a safe place. Only then does he say, ‘if you love me, keep my commandments’. 

I love him, so I choose to keep the 4th commandment. It’s always been a blessing, a day of rest from all work, including chores and errands. I used to be a workaholic, so I would start sabbath late, and be in a rush for it to finish so I can get back to it, but now I find myself embracing the sabbath a whole lot more, truly finding joy and peace in it, and even going back to an SDA church to commune with others. If others want to keep it or not, it’s up to you. That’s between you and God. For those who don’t know the truth about why Christians worship on Sunday, sabbath, God won’t hold it against you, but if you know the truth and reject it, perhaps you should ask yourself ‘why?’

The Problem With Compromise

When We dOn't Listen Or Accept The Bible As A Whole

My church’s biggest flaw is that it can lead many seekers into legalism (trying to save yourself through keeping the law), but I would still say it’s better to be on that side than on the side of complete compromise and indulgence of sin since Jesus died for you already. In Matthew 7, Jesus says himself  “On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ And then will I declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.’” These people called Jesus “Lord”, and even did amazing wonders, but Jesus couldn’t accept them since they never had a real relationship with Jesus that led to a life of holiness.  

As mentioned above, we are 1000% saved by grace, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t just dash the law and the old testament aside. Jesus said ‘he never came to abolish the law, but fulfill it’ (Matthew 5:17). Jesus kept the law, and if we are to become more like Jesus everyday, we should keep the law too. (Romans 12:2, 2 Corinthians 5:17). Yes, we are lead by the Spirit (Romans 8:14), but the Spirit will pull you to read the scripture which will penetrate you like a 2-edged sword (Hebrews 4:12) and will correct you (2 Timothy 3:16). The bible should bring to light your sins and pull you to repentance. You will naturally move from rebellion to obedience and you will desire to keep God’s law, even delighting in it like David (Psalms 1:2, Psalms 119:16).

While the bible may say I shouldn’t judge others in holy days, that doesn’t mean others shouldn’t acknowledge it and make an effort to keep it. For those who don’t have any serious commitments, what is stopping you from keeping God’s holy Sabbath, established since creation and written in the 10 commandments? I go into the Sabbath thing a bit more above, but I bring it up again because, if we can easily dismiss one of the 10 commandments, the objective moral law, then it’s so easy to ignore, dismiss, or compromise on every other law in the book. I have seen street interviews of people claiming they’re Christians, but also saying they don’t agree with some teachings in the bible, which makes no sense. As said above, ALL scripture is good for teaching, correction, and reproof.  

If laws against fornication, homosexuality, a woman leading a church, stealing, or lying makes you defensive, it’s time to figure out what is wrong with your heart. Is it pride in you saying ‘I know better than God’, or rebellion saying ‘I don’t want to do things God’s way’, or selfishness saying ‘this makes me happy, so I’m going to keep doing it’? If you’re thinking that ‘God didn’t really say that’ or ‘it’s some kind of mistake’, then you’re deceiving yourself the same way Satan deceived Eve in the Garden, twisting God’s words and making her doubt his warnings. If you think that it’s a different time and generation, well, we must remember that God never changes (Malachi 3:6) and the law was never abolished (Matthew 5:17). If God hated something back then, Jesus dying isn’t going to suddenly make him love sin and evil. 

As the world continues to compromise more, even to the point where we got gay pastors and drag queens on the pulpit (both of which are abominations to God), I desire more than every to keep God’s laws and stand for his statutes. I haven’t gone to church much in the last decade cause I didn’t like the judgement and hypocrisy I saw and also learned way more at home on my own. However, now that God called me back and I’m on fire, my soul desires to be around other believers, and I don’t want to keep forsaking the gathering of the saints (Hebrews 10:25). I have always told the truth about what the bible says even if I was breaking that law myself (and I would be honest about my sins as well, but of course people would take you and your beliefs seriously if you actually align with what you claim to believe in. 

This May Really Be The End...

Signs Of End Times & Prophetic Calendars

I’ve been living in a bubble for quite some time. Even before moving out, I didn’t watch the news much since the only TV that had a cable box was in the living room. I knew about events through social media and that was it. When God woke me up late 2022, I felt this huge urgency, and as I started watching Christian videos covering events that are happening, it’s clear to see that everything the bible said would happen in the last days are happening now, especially the love of many growing cold and the mass delusion. 

As mentioned in my matrix/Satan’s Agendas blurb, literally everything that is being promoted now is to help condition us and set the stage for the anti-christ. There’s so many weird and amazing things happening around the world, and tensions are rising against Israel at the same time that they are preparing to build the 3rd temple. But of course many will say ‘people predicted in the past but were wrong’, ‘there were always wars and earthquakes’ etc etc, but trust me, if you go look at statistics, the birth pangs are higher than ever before. 

While there were certainly big wars a century ago, that had to happen to allow Israel to become a state again in 1948, which ironically, was prophesized. But now, there are so many wars and rumours of wars happening at the same time. Technology was also an advancement that had to happen, because bible said the amount of knowledge will increase (Daniel 12:4, Revelation 22:10), and also the mark of the beast where people will worship the image, and can’t buy and sell, only really makes sense if everyone around the world was under some digital currency or some digital world.

But most of all, prophetical calendars also point to this time. One big example is the 1 day is 1000 years to God. Some have pointed out that in 6 days, God created the world, and rested on the 7th. The 2nd day, God separated water, and the 2000 year of humanity is when Noah’s flood happened. In the 4th day, the greater and lesser light was made, and the 4000 year was when Jesus came into the world to share his light. Jesus was dead for 2 days and rose on the 3rd, Jesus left for 2000 years and will return on the 3rd, which is the 7th day. The bible also talks about the 1000 year millennial reign of Jesus and how there will be peace on the earth, kinda like how God rested on the 7th day. 

I’m updating this on September 10, 2023. Since the above stuff, more signs have come out like various prophetically named stars appearing within the woman, Virgo, and so many other people are having visions and dreams also pointing towards the fact that the rapture may be during or around the Feast of Trumpets in Mid September 2023! Not to mention, the amount of natural disasters like the wildfires in my country, the Morocca earthquake, and big Hurricanes headed towards America, God is really trying to get everyone’s attention. I have also rang the alarm bells for my family, and have told friends that I may be gone soon….no one is taking me seriously, but I really thing this could be it. I can’t go over everything I’ve seen and heard in these videos, but if you’re interested, I definitely recommend checking out these videos “Messiah 2030 ~ The Prophetic Messianic Timeline“, “Does The Bible Reveal ‘The Season’ of the Second Coming?” “The End of 6000 Years | Why Jesus Has To Come Very Soon“, “Why I Believe In A Pre-Tribulation Rapture“, “The Sign That Will Light Up The Sky (About Constellations)“.

Jesus Is Coming Back For His Bride

We Are Members Of His Body & have Become One With Him

The bible uses a lot of analogies when describing his relationship with us. The most common one is referring to us as our father, and us as his children, but the next is about Jesus being the bridegroom and the church as his bride. Considering that God created marriage along with gender roles, this description is just so beautiful. The bible says that a man/husband should protect and provide for his wife, even willing to lay his life down for her, and that’s exactly what Jesus does and has done. Jesus is faithful to his bride, and any one who accepts Jesus becomes part of the church. When it says that believers become part of the body of Christ, it means that literally as well. 

When God created marriage, he said ‘man shall leave his parents, cleave to his wife, and the two shall be one’ (Genesis 2:24). That is why the church is considered ‘the body of Christ’ (1 Corinthians 12) as we have become one with Christ (Romans 6:5-7). To be one is to also be of one accord, to be faithful and so on, so there’s a lot of layers to this. But all this to say, Jesus must be our all in all, he should be the husband we look forward to, one that we love and submit to wholeheartedly, because we know he loves us and will do everything for us. He isn’t unfaithful or abusive or selfish, he is the perfect husband, and he wants nothing but to bring us to the home he built so we can be with him forever. 

10 Tips For Spiritual Warfare In 2024

2023 has been so eye opening for me. I was so ignorant to everything. I thought I was smart and informed but boy! When you find out everything you knew was a lie and you’re seeing biblical warnings and prophesy come to life, it changes everything. I was caught up in the world, building my reputation in my career, learning guitar and blogging for a side income, was finally in a place where I felt more stable when it came to the future…..but after being reborn and seeing the world for all it is, after getting my head out of the matrix, it felt like Jesus could be coming back this year, maybe even this month! 

It was a real wakeup call and I’ve been working everyday to get closer to God, to fight against my sins and temptations, and to share the gospel. Every month, it feels like I learned something new, whether it’s about another false doctrine, or about Satan’s agendas, or about just how valuable prayer is, or just how much the world truly hates God and Jesus…. It’s heart breaking. I cry for the world quite often, but I cry even harder with compassion for God, being rejected and hated by his own creation. 

It’s been a journey, and I’ve learned so much on my own through the guidance and lead of the Holy Spirit. So here’s 10 super valuable tips that I would advise for any new Christians, or Christians who were lukewarm and now want to pursue Jesus wholeheartedly. 

1. Meditate On The Bible

Did you know that the majority of Christians have never picked up their bible? Some may only know a couple verses that regularly pop up in church, or may read a psalm now and then for encouragement, but otherwise, their bible is collecting dust on their shelves. This is highly concerning because in Ephesians 6 where the armour of God is listed, you’ll notice that everything is defensive except the word: “Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. where we are told about the armour of God, the word is our only weapon, the sword”. If Jesus, the literal Word in the flesh, fought temptation quoting scripture (Matthew 4), how much more do we need it? Always remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but spiritual forces of darkness (Ephesians 6:12).   

The bible is full of history and rich with wisdom, so it’s not something you read once and move on. Someone could easily study the bible every day for the rest of their lives and still feel like there’s more to learn and digest. Each time you read the bible, you can focus on different themes. When I first read it through at the age of 17, I was focused on God’s character, details of stories I heard as a child, and also making note of laws, commands and advice that have been a wonderful foundation for me as I entered adulthood. Now that I’m reading it again, I’m focusing more on God’s heart (as you’ll see in #3), the true gospel of ‘saved through grace by faith alone’, and God’s ultimate plan when it comes to Israel and saving the world. 

Now, when it comes to being deceived, a lot of ‘Christians’ tend to commonly misquote the bible (ie “Do not judge”) or even assume that certain phrases are biblical (ie “God will never give you more than you can handle”), and those phrases get thrown around and requoted over and over again. If no one takes the time to fact check, or even read more of the chapter to see if the phrase is in context, then how can we ever correct our own beliefs? You may assume your pastor or your grandma knows best cause they read the bible regularly, but trust me, some of them may even be deceived and have totally flawed doctrine because they read the bible with an interpretation in mind and only care to absorb verses that align with their views and beliefs. 

More recently, as I’ve done more research about end times, the rapture, and Jesus’s second coming, some Christians will automatically shoot down the conversation with “No one knows the day or the hour” (Matthew 24:36, Mark 13:32)….but there’s countless, COUNTLESS other verses telling us that we will know when it’s the time and season (ie 1 Thessalonians 5), giving us warning signs of when the end is near (ie 2 Timothy 3), and also telling us to watch (Matthew 24:42)! We may not know the exact day or hour, but we will know when we are close, and we shouldn’t be blind and ignorant about it. That’s how people got caught up in the flood. 

People may also try to manipulate you using scripture for their own selfish or evil deeds. I know every parent loves to quote the 5th commandment, “Honour your father and mother” (Exodus 20:12), but honouring and obeying are two different things. The bible does say that if we persue Jesus, our own enemies will be those in our own household, and that whoever loves their parents more than Jesus aren’t worthy of him (Matthew 10:36-37). The bible also gives stark warnings to parents to not provoke their children to anger (Ephesians 6:4, Colossians 3:21), oh, but parents don’t hold up their part of the bargain, do they? When I was younger, my mom’s friend heard that I planned to be single, he tried to push me by saying a woman’s biblical purpose is to marry and serve a man, but he didn’t expect me to pull out 1 Corinthians 7. I didn’t have internet at home at that time, but I just read through my bible and knew where to find that passage. 

So on top of knowing the bible for your own sake in this evil, deceptive world, meditating on the stories and getting into the heads of the characters can be great for spiritual growth and encouragement. Some may assume these characters ‘had it easy’, but they are human too. They have doubts, they can be scared, they can struggle and fail, they can fall for temptation. Some really didn’t deserve the hardship they went through, like Job’s whole family and estate being destroyed and even his health declining. You ever wondered how he felt? But we can see how these individuals trusted God despite their situations and battles, and how they not only came out victorious, but helped continue the ultimate plan to save humanity from their sins.  

Consider Abraham for a moment. In a world full of pagan gods, YHWY approached him and told him to pack up and go. Even though the bible doesn’t mention him complaining or hesitating, that doesn’t necessarily mean he had no fears, doubts, or reservations. God told him he and his elderly wife will have a child and that he will become a great nation. Not only will he still have to wait decades for the child, but he never saw the second half of that promise come to fruition, he just had to believe it will happen one day. And then when he does have a child, God tells him to sacrifice him……what??!? But he packed up and prepared to do it anyways. Who knows what was going through his head, maybe he figured God can give him another son anyways, but regardless, he must have loved his son greatly. 

Another amazing example would be Joseph. He couldn’t help being the most loved child of his father as he was the first born of the wife his dad truly loved, but the dreams just added to the jealousy and hatred of his brothers. They intended to kill him, but by God’s grace, he got sold into Egypt instead. Off he was at the age of 17 to a country he never knew, not knowing if he’d ever see his family again. He ended up working for Potipher, and he was a great slave, even put in charge of his household, but his wife framed him for something he didn’t do and now he’s in jail, and not for a short time either. Joseph didn’t do anything wrong, did he? And yet, here he was. But he kept believing in God and he ended up becoming second in command to Pharoah. He was in the perfect position to deliver his own family from the famine and give them their own land in that nation. 

Thanks to this, they survived and thrived, growing rapidly over the next 400+ years. This led to the Egyptians oppressing them, but God comissioned Moses to help in delivering them, and YHWY made his global debut as the God of the Israelites, someone who shouldn’t be messed with because he defeated the most powerful nation at that time. God has a plan, and we may not see it right away, we may not have the biggest role in it, but even the smallest things can be so powerful. When Israel proceeded to take over Jericho, Rahab hid the spies. That may not seem like that big of a deal, they probably could have got away on their own, but she believed in their God and wanted to help. Not only was her life spared, but she became an ancestor to King David and Jesus! 

Now, I know many Christians may not feel worthy enough to be used by God, but the bible clearly states differently. If you’re ever feeling bad about your sin, consider Adam and Eve who ran away and God went looking for them. They received punishments, but he still clothed them and took care of them. David was a gold standard of sorts, yet messed up really bad (adultery, murder), but God just needed him to confess and come back to him. His title of being ‘a man after God’s own heart’ wasn’t taken away from him. Got the woman at the well and the adulterous woman who those around them clearly despised, but Jesus loved them and extended a hand and salvation to them. Even got the nation of Nineveh who Jonah was reluctant to preach too because he knew God was gracious and would spare them if they confessed and repented…and that’s exactly what He did. We got the criminal on the cross, clearly at the end of his life, couldn’t do a single good thing for God’s kingdom…yet Jesus still welcomed him to paradise due to his belief. 

When has God ever not forgiven someone who came to him and believed in him? Yes, some characters may still be punished for their sins and disobedience, but he doesn’t abandon and forsake them, or hold that against them forever. Some people didn’t even have to ask for forgiveness, but because they had faith in Jesus and came to him for healing, he forgave them anyways. God is full of grace and mercy, and that is very clear in all the stories. If he hated us that much, we’d be dead already. If he didn’t want us to spend eternity with him, he wouldn’t have died for us. The Prodigal Son story in Luke 15 is a visual representation that, no matter how far off we go, no matter how badly we live our life, if God sees us turning back to him, he will welcome us back with open arms and give us the finest things. The son didn’t have to make it up to him or work as a servant as he planned to, the father rejoiced just having his son again <3

We need to start believing in God wholeheartedly. It’s hard to believe people’s words as we’ve all been lied to, manipulated, dealt with backstabbers, but that’s why reading the bible, meditating on the stories, and seeing how God has interacted with such a rotten and rebellious human race should be a huge source of hope for us. He doesn’t change. If he was faithful to Israel even when they weren’t faithful to him, what makes you think he’ll abandon you when you have a rebellious season? He already knew all the sins you would ever commit before you were even born! Yet, he still decided to create you and will always desire to have a relationship with you. His arms are always open and ready to embrace you when you return.

No matter what we go through, there’s a character that has gone through the same thing. Have you lost a loved one recently? Look at Job or Naomi. Feeling overwhelmed and inadequate? Look at Moses and Gideon. This year, I was frustrated, grieved, and broken hearted as no one cared to hear about Jesus and biblical prophesy…but then I thought about all the prophets of the old testament who were ignored, rejected and persecuted for warning the Israelites like Jeremiah and Ezekiel. Heck, even Jesus seemed annoyed and frustrated when the Pharisees didn’t accept him as their Messiah and kept having repeat his answers. If they can keep preaching to a deaf, stiff-necked, and cold-hearted generation, I can endure as well. 

So read the bible, search the scriptures, and meditate on it regularly. Keep reading and rereading passages, because something that didn’t make sense or didn’t apply to you last time now sticks out right when you needed it. While God may not speak as audibly as he did back then, he still speaks everyday through his Word, and verses will pop up in my heart just when I need them. I could be talking to a non-Christian friend about life and current events, and a chapter just feels so relevant to what is happening and why. If you’re making a decision, usually there’s verses which are great for advising you in one war or the other. The book can really be applied to anything and everything in our lives as God wants us to know how to navigate this evil world. 

And finally, we need to be familiar with God’s voice so we can easily spot when someone is speaking from a different spirit. Even if you only read a third of the book, you can easily tell when something just doesn’t sound biblical or correct. As I said, God is consistent. He’s not going to say “trust me, dependent on me, ask me for what you need” and then go around and say “I only help those who help themselves”. He’s not going to say 5+ times that witchcraft and homosexuality is an abomination to him, and then suddenly be okay with it. He’s not going to say “I’ll forgive you of all your sins if you ask”, but then say “I’ll forgive some of your sins, though it depends on how well you live.” We need to test the spirits (1 John 4), but how can we do that without something to compare them against? All we have is the bible. Study it seriously.  

2. PRay Earnestly

What’s more neglected than bible reading? Prayer. I personally find it easier to read my bible daily and make it a habit, but setting aside 30 minutes every day to get on my knees to pray is definitely harder to get into. Sometimes we’re busy, sometimes we’re tired, sometimes we’re just not in the mood to talk to God. Perhaps there’s just no real desire….but as fleshly beings, nothing spiritual is desirable. It’s like a muscle we need to work out, and prayer is definitely one of those more vital muscles as it is where we can get help from God in our own walks, and persuade him to move in the world. 

There’s a couple quotes I heard this year that truly touched my heart and made me want to pray more. The first is that ‘prayer is the only thing we do WITH God’. We can do a lot of spiritual and Christian things like bible reading, going to church, feeding the poor, visiting the sick, sharing the gospel etc. I would even volunteer on this Christian help chat site. These are all good things to do! But none of those things directly include God. God may be a topic and a focus, but he’s not necessarily part of the experience. He doesn’t have to be there for us to do those things. Whereas prayer is the only time you literally focus, talk to, and spend time with God directly. 

And the second is that ‘God desires to spend time in YOUR presence’. Some charismatic churches may talk a lot about feeling God’s presence, creating a mystical atmosphere with music, and being slain in the holy spirit, but it’s still focusing so much on us and what we experience. (BTW, a lot of these ideas are new age practices disguised as Christianity, specifically mimicking the Hindu kundalini spirit. I highly recommend watching Spencer Smith’s Third Adam series, specifically the 4th movie ‘Road to Shambala’. More on this in Point #10). But when you consider all God has done to save and redeem you did to redeem you, have you ever considered that he desires to enjoy your presence as well? God delights in his people the same way you delight when you see your favourite person or pet, he truly wants some of your undivided attention and wants to minister to your heart.  

It’s no question that we’re just too busy for God. We can go a full day being caught up work, school, chores, cooking, emails, phone calls, and other errands. And when we can catch a break, we would prefer entertaining distractions like movies, shows, video games, music, or may have a hobby of our own like going to the gym, playing an instrument, etc, etc, etc. It’s so easy to go days or even years without giving a second thought to God….but compare that to the countless thoughts God has towards you. He has 8 billion and who knows how many trillion animals that he has his eyes on, yet he still knows everything about you. Even your hairs are numbered! (Luke 12:22-34). You don’t have to go to a temple or seek a priest like people in the old testament had to. He paid the price for that direct privilege to your heart….but he still won’t invade your space uninvited.  God is thinking about you CONSTANTLY and would love even 10 seconds of your time. 

And if the above has yet to persuade your heart to seek him more, consider this thought that I’ve heard many times before: If we don’t even desire to spend time with him here on earth, what makes us think we’ll desire to spend eternity with him in heaven? If you don’t really care to worship him here now, what makes you think you’ll enjoy worshipping him there? Earth is like a dress rehearsal for heaven, and how we live, while it doesn’t save us, it does expose where our heart is and if we truly love God. Just something to think about it. We need to be intentional about setting time aside for God and making him a priority in our lives, seeking him multiple times a day. Only when we are filled with oil through prayer (and fasting) will we have the spiritual power to touch others and fight the enemies attacks. 

3. Seek God's Heart

My main issue with Christianity in this secular world is that it’s always about ME ME ME! “What can God do for ME?” “How does this bible passage relate to ME?” “What can Christianity do for MY life?” “I’ll pay my tithe and pray a bit and hope for MY blessing”. “I’ll go to church and hope I can find a good godly husband”. “I prefer to hear from a pastor that makes ME feel good”. “I know the bible says to avoid certain things but I like it so….God loves ME regardless, right?” *BARF* And when being a Christian doesn’t benefit them or even makes their life worse, they’re out! *DOUBLE BARF* We’ve strayed so far from the book of Acts where people sold all their possessions to dedicate themselves to preaching the gospel and was ready to be persecuted and killed for their faith. 

A lot of churches and sermons are focused on the listener. That isn’t necessarily a bad thing since Christianity focuses on our hearts, souls, actions, and destinies, BUT but when was the last time you heard a sermon about who God is and how He feels? When have we ever took the time to explore his personality, his glory, his justice, his intelligence, his omnipotence? We may say those words, but can any of us really explain that in depth and defend God’s character? When have we ever praised him for simply being who He is, instead of always looking at what he’s done for us? We may understand his love, grace, mercy and patience because we benefit from those traits, but let’s be honest….we don’t really give a damn about God otherwise. 

People want to go to heaven, not cause God’s there, not cause they actually desire to be with God and talk with Jesus and walk with him, but simply cause it’s a better alternative than hell. You can deny that if you want, but ask yourself ‘why do you want to go to heaven?’ If the answer has nothing to do with God/Jesus, than you’re pursuing heaven for the wrong reasons. Heaven is not just a destination after death, it’s not just a reunion place for loved ones, it is God’s home! His kingdom and His thrown! And if you don’t even know who he is, let alone care to know him more, then heaven really shouldn’t be your goal.

As Christians, love for God should be the center of our faith. The old testament had ‘have no other God’s before me’ as the first commandment (Exodus 20:3), and the new testament only doubles down on that saying we need to ‘love God with all our heart, mind and strength’ (Matthew 22:37). How can you love someone you don’t know? How can you claim to love someone you don’t even bother to spend time with regularly? It’s time to fall deeply in love with God, and everything else will fall into place. 

4. Understand It's Not About YOu

And that leads into my next point. A lot of us has put God in a box, or even a bottle so we can call on him like a genie when we have a selfish request or need help. We have a very limited view of God and we like it that way. We prefer him to be distant and not have much control or influence in our lives because we would rather do what we want without any shame or condemnation. We prefer to not think about him and his will much because we don’t want to feel bothered by it. We’ve grown up in a world telling us that we are all the main characters of our own story, so naturally, what God wants doesn’t really matter to us.  

BUT, if you read the overlapping story of the bible and come to understand the true gospel of faith alone, you will realize that you are simply a side character. Naw, you’re actually just a witness. You’re not even in the same classroom as the main character (Jesus) unless you’re an Israelite/Jew. But that’s not a bad thing at all! At times I’m hoping I’m not a secret jew (there are theories and evidence that some exiled tribes became the black slaves. Would make sense why the world hates black people and why we can’t seem to get ahead spiritually). Why? Because the Jews have a lot of God’s wrath weighing on them for the centuries of rebellion, disobedience, and ultimately, breaking their covenant with God….and God will put them through the fire in Revelation, aka, Jacob’s Trouble and Daniel’s 70th week. 

Imma just be honest, I’d rather be a Gentile saved by grace through faith. The Gentiles actually have better promises and things awaiting them if you pay attention. In the Old Testament,  the Jews were promised land (Israel) and Jesus as their promised Messiah and King. In the New Testament, any believers of Jesus were promised a home in heaven, Jesus as our husband, and a chance to rule the world alongside him during the millennial reign. We are under different covenants. They are under the law, whereas we are under grace. The bible also tells us that there is a partial hardening on the Jews until the fulness of the Gentiles comes in (Romans 11:25), so God does really loves the Gentiles! He had us in mind since the creation of time and made that clear when he spoke to Abraham about his plan (Genesis 22:18). 

So, continuing on my point about grace, compared to when I was a legalist thinking I had to earn my salvation and could gain favor through my works, I now understand that Jesus paid it all and there’s nothing I can do to add or subtract from that. When that truly hits you, you may ask “…now what? ….We technically don’t have to do anything then, right?” And I get that that’s where some people assume that free gracers will use that as permission to sin, but those who are indwelled by the Holy Spirit have a new heart, new mind and new desires. We don’t care to sin because we truly love God now and don’t want to keep hurting Jesus or grieving the Holy Spirit. But at this point, you can start to experience true PEACE. You can enter into God’s rest, his everlasting Sabbath <3 

Once you really believe the gospel and truly understand what grace and mercy means (terms that never made sense to me growing up but now make me cry at the thought of it), you’ll have this peace and security knowing you’re saved and sealed by the Spirit (Ephesians 1:13, 4:30), adopted as God’s child (Ephesians 1:5, Romans 8:14-19), and that no one will pluck you out of his hand (John 10:27-29). You’ll also realize that God has chosen you from the foundation of the world (Ephesians 1:4) and wants you to be a witness of his kingdom and glory (John 17:24). Isn’t that so amazing!?!?!? How lucky are we to have this honour!!!!

So nowadays, I can read the old testament with fresh eyes, learning from Israel’s history and not trying to insert myself where they are, feeling guilty or in fear for what they did, or thinking that their promises of land applies to me. My church believed the church was spiritual Israel, and I know many other churches do too as so many Christians are trying so hard to be part of the ‘144,000’ for whatever reason. Revelation 7 very clearly states that the 144,000 are ‘12,000 from each tribe of Israel’. Since Jacob (Israel) had his 12 sons, the tribes of Israel were always literal, and each tribe was regularly counted as well. The book of Numbers is called that because they were literally numbered. 

But don’t worry! If you’re scared of being left out, you shouldn’t be! Revelation 7:9 says “a great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations and kindreds and people and tongues, stood before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes and with palms in their hands.” Don’t fall for the Black Hebrew Israelite movement that will convince you that God’s promises and blessings are only for a certain race. The bible is very clear that anyone who believes in Jesus and trusts in God can be saved <3 There’s enough space in God’s kingdom for everyone! 

As Christians, we can find comfort knowing that, while we’re not part of Israel, God still loves us. Israel has promises and we do too. So instead of working hard to keep their laws and try to stand out, we can rest as side characters, saved by grace, and be at peace as we witness prophesies being fulfilled RIGHT NOW! There’s no shame in being a side character. Still do whatever God calls you to do, but in general, RELAX! Be still and know that He is God (Psalms 46:10). Take a backseat and watch in the ultimate story of this world unfold! 

5. Re-Consider Your Circle

We’ve all heard the verse “Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers” (2 Corinthians 6:14), and many of us assume this just refers to marriage, but it can refer to anyone we’re tied to like, friends, family and coworkers, anyone that has influence on you and can affect you emotions more than anyone else. The whole verse reads “Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers, for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? Or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? For ye are the temple of the living God. As God hath said: “I will dwell in them and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people.””

I’m an extroverted leader (ENFJ) so I’ve naturally been drawn to more introverted following friends over my life, more so those that shared the same interests in sports, video games and anime. I never had a problem doing things by myself otherwise. I would do activities on my own and even travel alone. Even if others tried to bully me for my interests or discourage me from my dreams, I did what I wanted and pursued what made me happy. But I would still make an effort to keep in touch with my friends and encourage open communication. We could talk about our past, our struggles, our fears, and I would be the one to encourage and assist them in pursuing their own dreams as I love to help people! 

But this year as I started pursuing the Christian life seriously, suddenly there was friction in almost all my relationships. People who I used to talk to openly suddenly didn’t care to hear what I had to say about Jesus. Others got triggered, which was a side I’ve never seen in them before. Others didn’t seem to mind and would listen, but then they would suddenly stop replying to my memes and reels a few weeks later. And for those that stayed, they left me starving as they couldn’t fee, encourage or advise my soul biblically. It was comforting to see that this is a very common experience for Christians, as our reborn spirit no longer connects with other people’s spirit, but it doesn’t make the situation any easier. Jesus was all I cared to talk about, but no one cared to hear about it.  

On top of that, there is even a very dangerous side of who you allow in your circle. Whether you know it or not, our souls can become attached to certain people, and there’s actually a name for this: Soul Ties. It’s more likely to happen when you sleep with someone as the bible states that ‘the two will become one flesh’ (Genesis 2:24)  but it can happen with friends and family as well. The more emotionally and spiritually attached you are to someone, the more easily they can affect you, and this can be devastating if you’re attached to a toxic, manipulative narcissist for example. You may feel peace and joy when with friends or by yourself, but the second they come home or you answer their call, you feel depressed and anxious.  

I’ve heard testimonies of people who had friends and family who were literally doing witchcraft on them, especially after they took that step of faith as they were preying on their downfall. They would give them cursed gifts, would call on demons to ruin their life (warlocks said they can use demons to depression, divorces, miscarriages, car accidents etc), or simply use their words to manipulate you in whatever way. And if you thought that demon possession was just a thing in the past, you are sadly mistaken. Witchcraft and demons are very, VERY real, and very, VERY dangerous. It’s a big reason why God tells us not to practice or deal with mediums, necromancy, or familiar spiritsDefinitely check out this testimony which was one of the first I heard called “Witchcraft Killed My Dad”

We need to be discerning about many things in this day and age as the world is not as biblically motivated as they were just 50 years ago. Back then, most people in the West were Christian or Catholic, so they’d go to church, disapprove sexual immorality, speak against witchcraft, and call out anything that appeared to be satanic and demonic. But now, new age, witchcraft, and satanism are more popular than ever and are even being promoted and praised! There are actual Satan conventions popping up, more shops are selling new age items like crystals, good luck charms, and tarot cards, and more idols including Baphomet statues are being erected. This is not the time to be playing around with workers of evil. They may think this is a joke, but can’t you feel the darkness and deception building around us? Can’t you see it gaining power around the world? 

We need to choose our friends wisely, and keep toxic family members at a distant. Just cause someone says they’re a Christian, doesn’t mean they’re filled with the Holy Spirit or agree with the bible. Doesn’t mean they’re not practicing witchcraft or plotting your downfall behind your back. Consult the Holy Spirit and ask who you should remove or distance yourself from. Also pray that God will bring more real Christians into your life so you can pray for each other and advise each other in this ungodly world.   

6. Get Your House In Order

This was a phrase I heard a lot when people would talk about Jesus’s return, but what the heck does that even mean? Honestly, it will differ from person to person, but I think it can be summarized in 3 ideas: Clean up your house literally, Apologize and make amends, and create an atmosphere that invites the holy spirit.

As for the first point, it’s time to clean up your house. While the phrase “cleanliness is close to godliness” isn’t in the bible, the book does regularly talk about being cleaned and washing ourselves, so the thought isn’t far off. Those who have the messiest homes may be dealing with greed, insecurities (especially for hoarders), mental illnesses, demon possession, and so on. No doubt everyone’s room can get messy now and then, but if you can barely walk around, if there’s rat droppings everywhere, if you’d be embarrassed to invite guests over, something is seriously wrong. It’s time to clean up. You don’t need as many possessions as you may have. Donate some clothes, throw out things that don’t work, don’t cling to things you will never need. Don’t let possessions of this world weigh you down. 

After you get rid of a lot of your extra bulk, it’s time to examine everything else. A good mindset to have at this point is that we shouldn’t love anything in this world (1 John 2:15), so ask yourself: What are you emotionally tied to and why? You don’t have to get rid of everything, especially not gifts and sentimental objects, but perhaps you have a few idols in your room like posters and merch. Maybe you have items that are tied to witchcraft or the occult like crystals, divination cards, and dream catchers. These can open portals for demons and allow curses to work, so they need to be trashed and burned. Perhaps you were a little kinky and got some naughty magazines and adult toys under your bed. Get rid of them. Any videos with an ex, delete them. Definitely check out this video of an ex-new ager share what she got rid of and why. Quite a few ex-new age and ex-witches have made similar lists, but I found hers to be the most thorough, even covering items any regular person would have. 

For me, I had a couple cute stones, as I love pretty stones! But they came from a questionable shop that had messages about what good things those stones may bring, so they had to go. Over the last couple years, I had about 4 dreams with my favourite Jrock band, which was weird. I’ve been a fan of them for 10 years at that point, and I didn’t really watch MVs as I’m a ‘listen only’ person. While the dreams weren’t sexual or anything (a casual fan experience, becoming friends), I was concerned that I may be idolizing them in my heart. I decided to throw out the hat and shirt I bought at my first concert ever in 2019, and I haven’t had a dream since (sus). I also bought a cute pink and blue bubble tea pin at a market. I never wore it, but it was on my desk. As I asked going around my room asking the Holy Spirit about my possessions, i got shivers holding the pin. This is the owner’s Instagram, so clearly, it’s not as cute or innocent as it looked. I also had my Digivice collection, which was the only thing I ever collected as the show Digimon meant a lot to me growing up. I spent ages looking through classified ads and waiting for cheap ads as i was a broke kid. They were my most treasured possession, over 15 years gathering them….but I sold them. I wanted God to know that I’m willing to give up anything for Him <3

Next on the list is making amends. Sometimes, we let problems and negative feelings drag on longer than they need to. We love to say ‘no one is perfect’, but we usually use that as an excuse or defense for our own actions. We don’t like to acknowledge our wrongs and own up to it. Even if the other person has hurt us or is actually wrong in the matter, we can still make that step to allow healing for both of us and perhaps restore the relationship. I remember growing up, I heard quite a few people regret not apologizing or telling someone how they felt when that persona passed away suddenly. I don’t want to live with regrets, so I started looked back at disputes I had with people, and went out of my way to apologize to them. Even if you were both over that matter, or even if they didn’t remember that at all, a small ‘sorry’ can let them know that you were paying attention to your actions or their words, and you’re humble enough to apologize. Drop the pride and tell them you’re sorry. This is not only good for your soul, but your spiritual maturity may lead others to God as well.

And of course, we should aim to create an environment that is inviting to God. God has made it clear that he’s not going to share anything with demons or idols, not his temple and not his people. He is a jealous God. So, if you came from another religious background and you still have buddha statues or hindu pictures, or ancestoral shrines, they got to go. I mentioned new age and witchcraft stuff already, but I’ll say it again, they GOT to go! We also need to aim to create a place that doesn’t grieve the Holy Spirit living within us. Any music or shows that encourages sin or praises traits that are not like God, whether it’s fornication, love of money, violence, self-worship, depression and suicidal thoughts, THEY NEED TO GO!!! After fixing those things, we should literally invite God into our homes. God respects your space enough to not invade it without being asked, so let him know he is welcome there like Solomon did when he finished building the temple in 1 Kings 8 and 9. 

As I said, this looks different for everyone. An item may seem fine for others to keep, but because it is an idol to you or has been cursed by someone else, it needs to go.  If there’s something you would be ashamed if other’s saw, then it definitely needs to go. Ask the Holy Spirit to expose things to you that are toxic, and to bring to mind someone you should make it up to. Be obedient to his instruction and create an atmosphere where God can easily enjoy your presence.

7. Correct Your Doctrine

A lot of denominations have false doctrine that can easily be disproven yet members either don’t look into it, they believe their founder’s books more than the bible, or they’re just caught up in traditions and peer pressure. Some may also believe that doctrine doesn’t matter a whole lot, ‘as long as someone believes in Jesus’ or goes to church and does good things, but that is an unbiblical mindset. But Paul makes it clear that we are to seek good doctrine and correct each other (Titus 1:9). He even gives us a warning that “the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but having itching ears, they shall heap to themselves teachers in accordance with their own lusts. And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned toward fables”(2 Timothy 4:1-4). Let’s look at some easily correctable doctrines from various denominations: 

The Pentecostal church is obsessed with speaking in tongues, so much that they essentially believe that a person isn’t filled with the Holy Spirit unless they can exhibit that gift. They get this idea from the day of Pentecost when the disciples/apostles were filled and started speaking in tongues in Acts 2. However, we must note that the disciples spoke actual languages which intrigued the people of various backgrounds around them to hear and believe in Jesus. It’s not meant to be random gibberish, and it’s definitely not supposed to be spoken all at once, especially if there’s no interpreter present (1 Corinthians 14:26-33). The bible also says that we are different parts of Christ’s body, so we will get different gifts from the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 12). It’s unbiblical to assume or demand that everyone has the same gift like speaking in tongues, and it doesn’t benefit the audience for a pastor to speak in tongues without anyone understanding what he is saying. 

The Seventh-Day Adventist church which I grew up in made the same mistake with the Sabbath. While opinions differ within the church, many will say that keeping the Sabbath is mandatory to be saved as it is part of the 10 commandments (Exodus 20), or at least give the impression that it is vitally important. Even as a kid, I heard Sunday keepers say that the law was only given to the Israelites and that Jesus is our rest, but none of them were really able to defend that view with the bible, thus why I personally felt the SDAs were on the right track. But with a new heart and the scales removed from my eyes, even I can disprove the SDA doctrine. We’re told that being under the law is a curse and that no one was ever saved by keeping the law (Galatians 3:10-14). We’re also told that we are now under grace, led by the Spirit ( Galatians 5:16-18). 

The Sabbath is never commanded in the new testament, and there’s even verses telling us not to judge regarding food, new moons, and Sabbaths (Colossians 2:16).  Paul and Jesus gives a lot of commands to the Gentile Christians, but keeping the Sabbath is never one of them. Sadly, the Adventist church’s gospel is the ‘3 Angels Messages’, so regarding Revelation, they believe that the Sabbath is the seal of God, the Pope is the Anti-Christ, and Sunday worship is the mark of the beast…..which doesn’t even make sense. Not all religions worship on those days, some meet on Wednesday and Fridays. It also paints a picture of a very cruel god, because not everyone has the freedom or priviledge to keep the Sabbath. Some people are slaves, are trafficked, or are being persecuted. Their hypocrisy runs further since they don’t keep the jubilee (full year) Sabbaths nor other Jewish Feasts and Holy Days. The Bible says if you break one law you’re guilty of them all (James 2:10), so if you’re going to tie yourself to Sabbath keeping, you should keep all of God’s holy days. The church doesn’t even keep the one thing they push on every other denomination. 

Adventists never talk about or push the law of circumcision even though that was a more vital part of the covenant given to Abraham hundreds of years before the 10 commandments were introduced. They not only promote keeping the clean/unclean food laws in Leviticus, but real Adventist will take it a step further into vegetarianism as our founder, Ellen G White said we should be like Adam and Eve. The church bans alcohol and any stimulant like caffiene, but the bible only speaks against drunkeness and lack of self-control. Jesus himself turned water into wine and drank wine at the Passover, but they’ll claim it was grape juice. So I guess Noah in Genesis 9:20 got drunk off of grape juice lol It’s best to let the bible interpret itself instead of changing what it clearly says and implies when it says ‘wine’. 

Some churches like mine would say ‘no earrings or jewellery’ as well, even though there’s no verse condemning them, and countless characters wore them and received them as gifts as well, like Isaac to Rebecca in Genesis 24. Yes, we should dress modestly, yes our beauty should come from inside, but not once does the bible say ‘do not wear jewellery’ or ‘you cannot pierce your body’. In fact, in the book of the law, during the Sabbath Jubilee when all debts were cancelled and slaves were freed, if a slave loved their master and chose to say, the master will pierce their ear with an awl through the door and be a slave forever (Exodus 21:6, Deuteronomy 15:17). While we are to honour our bodies and shouldn’t get tattoos *for the dead* (Leviticus 19:28), the bible also clearly allows jewellery (are we not getting crowns one day?) and piercings. After all, who is the most famous character who got pierced but our own Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ?  As you can see, the Adventist will push certain laws and commands, even ones never directly preached in the bible or kept by the Israelites themselves, but they’ll also ignore scripture and other laws like how men should wear their hair (Leviticus 19:27, 1 Corinthians 11:14) or how we shouldn’t wear clothes containing different fabric (Leviticus 19:19, Deuteronomy 22:11). 

Worse than that, we continue to avoid certain foods because they’re ‘unclean’, but if we’re really going to pursue cleanliness, then we’re doing a really bad job because in Leviticus 15, the same book that talks about clean and unclean food, also says “When a woman has her regular flow of blood, the impurity of her monthly period will last seven days, and anyone who touches her will be unclean till evening. Anything she lies on during her period will be unclean, and anything she sits on will be unclean. Whether it is the bed or anything she was sitting on, when anyone touches it, they will be unclean till evening.” I’ve never seen women avoid church due to their periods, thus our benches and the whole church is unclean! If we’re going to ignore Paul’s note about ‘nothing is unclean in itself’ (Romans 14:14), we as Adventists should do anything and everything to avoid unclean items and practices, right?? RIGHT???? They’re trying to so hard to be special and different as the ‘one true church’, but it doesn’t even make sense! They’re literally modern day Pharisees, adding laws to make themselves appear more righteous. Outwardly, we are clean, but inwardly, we are full of dead man’s bones and all uncleanness (Matthew 23:27).  

Lastly, their whole Revelation interpretation is that Sabbath is the seal of God, and Sunday worship is the mark of the beast. So, as much as they may claim that they believe in Jesus’s sacrifice of faith alone, the logic of their doctrine clearly states differently since they believe in the Investigative Judgement, which started at the Great Disappointment in 1844 (a cover up when Jesus didn’t return as William Miller predicted). But the thing is, Ellen G White has made many false prophecies, like ‘Israel will never be restored as a nation’, which happened about 100 years after the SDA church was established.  Deuteronomy 18:22 makes it clear that ‘if a prophet makes even one false prophesy, they were not sent from God’, yet Ellen had quite a few, even prophesying that Jesus would come back in her lifetime. Ellen also believed in a different Jesus, one who was an angel, a brother of Lucifer, and that Satan was jealous when Jesus was elevated to be God. That’s what her most popular book, The Great Controversy, is all about. The SDA church is a cult built on lies, whether people want to believe it or not. I’m very thankful God opened my eyes and I have not returned since.

Online, I have seen an uptick in people becoming Catholics and claiming it is the one true church as it was the ‘first church’,  but that is a lie, and it is one of the most flawed, corrupted, and idolatrous churches around. Baptism was always a choice and it literally means ‘immersion’. Jesus was immersed and we are to follow his example…and yet they are sprinkling babies. Matthew 6:7 says “When ye pray, use not vain repetitions as the heathen do, for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking”, yet, isn’t that what rosary beads promote? Rosary beads aren’t mentioned at all in the bible btw. And why all the “Hail Marys?” Mary is dead and the bible never states she was anything more than a human. The bible also states that Jesus had other brothers (ie Matthew 12:46, Luke 8:19), so she didn’t remain a virgin. Only God is to be worshipped. People who even attempted to bow down to angels were told not to do so, like John in Revelation 22:8-9. 

So, where did these customs and traditions come from? The main reason is due to syncretism. I’m sure you heard about roman gods like Juno, Mars, Apollo, and the very popular one, Cupid. If you go to Rome, they have countless statues of their gods and goddesses, and would even worship leaders as gods. So when Constantine promoted syncretism, Christian beliefs were mixed with Roman traditions. The 2nd commandment in Exodus 20 clearly states “Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them; for I, the Lord thy God, am a jealous God”, so if you’re wondering why Catholic churches has so many statues and artwork, it’s due to traditions. It’s also why and how Christmas and Easter which we’re told are Christian holidays, also promotes seemingly unrelated things like Christmas Trees and Egg laying Bunnies (More on that in Point #10). Colossians 2:8 gives us a serious warning on this very topic: “Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ.” 

Now, back to the whole praying and worshipping Mary and Saints thing….we also should never be praying to the dead as that is a form of witchcraft and necromancy, which the bible also condemns countlessly (Leviticus 19:31, Deuteronomy 18:9-12, Isaiah 8:19, Revelation 21:8, etc). As a Christian, we have one intercessor, Jesus Christ (1 Timothy 2:5). We don’t need to seek dead saints, fathers, priests, or anyone else but Him, and we definitely should not be worshipping or praising anyone besides God. The Christian church believes that the Pope is like god and thus has the power to change the scripture, and it’s why Catholics focus more on their Catechism book and priests for instructions. But Galatians 1:8 warns “should we, or an angel from Heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached to you, let him be accursed!” The Pope is all for the interfaith/coexist universal religion, which is a big red warning flag in itself. “Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me” (John 14:6). 

I realized this year that there’s so many denominations not because we’re all so close to the ‘true religion’,  but because we’re straying farther. The catholic church is not the first church. It’s easy to believe that since Jesus was crucified by Romans, but the first apostles were not Catholic. Websites would have you believe Catholic was made in 30AD, but evidence says it may not have been established til about 590AD with Pope Gregory. From what I’ve studied, I would say Constantine was the main guy because around 300AD, he had a vision with the image of a cross and was told to conquer with it, and thus the idea of ‘church and state’ was established. But regardless, they were not first. The first churches weren’t even buildings as they had to meet secretly a lot of the time, but catholics were certainly the first building that spread, and other churches broke off from them when they realized they were wrong about something, thus ‘protest-ist’). Sadly, if the root is bad, the branches can only become so good due to their influence. Catholics believe in works to save you, and pretty much every denomination does too.  

Another common trope among denominations and cults is that ‘the bible is corrupted’, so when a supposed prophet comes around claiming they have the true word of God and it itches some ears, a new religion can get its start. This is what happened with SDAs, Mormons, and Jehovah Witnesses for example. That single person goes on to write a new book or various books and it is seen in a higher light than the word of God. Muslim’s Mohammed did the exact same thing as an ‘angel’ (demon) approached him and he eventually wrote the Quran. 

…..But isn’t God amazing? Look into the ‘Dead Sea Scrolls‘. In the 1900s, a bunch of original Jewish manuscripts were found in prestine condition. When these scripts were compared to the Hebrew and Greek scripts that our bibles are translated from, they were accurate about 99% of the time, thus, the bible is not corrupted as many love to claim so they can disprove it’s authority and validity. They also found additional books like Enoch and Jubilees which adds additional context to the scriptures when studied alongside them. And imma just say it, I’d rather a book with 35+ authors over time where everything is still cohesive, over a book with 1 author knowing that humans have flaws and are sinful by nature. 

Unfortunately, this is Satan’s world, so of course he’s going to confuse and deceive the church and make us doubt the bible. You never see this level of confusion and division in other religions, that’s for sure. But we’re in the information age now. You have access to so much resources and teachers for free! Don’t take it for granted! Question what you learned, read your bible and look things up. We have the original Hebrew transcript and dictionaries, we have old and new maps to reference, we have archeological evidence and artifacts to prove many biblical stories (I linked many at the top), we can type one word and get 50 verses that talk on that topic, so we really have no excuse to be ignorant or lost when all this information is in our pockets. 

I have given some grace to some church founders in the past as I’m aware that their information was limited. If you only had the bible, and no access to additional information and context like we do now, I can totally understand why people jumped the gun and came to certain conclusions and interpretations. I know many churches believe that the church replaced Israel, so anything about Israel’s prophesies were considered symbolic. How else could you interpret it? But Israel was reborn in 1948 so now prophesies can be taken literally. Jesus will literally land in mount Zion and rule from Jerusalem, and fulfill his promises to Abraham’s descendents, the Israelites. When the bible talks about ‘wisdom will increase’ and about ‘the mark of the beast’, they couldn’t possibly imagine the world we have now, with cars, planes, laptops and cellphones, credit cards and the ability to send money across the world in seconds! A ‘talking image’ seems clear as day now. 

So I urge you to not just assume that cause a denomination or preacher is older, that they would be more right than you or would have more wisdom than you have now. Some of the first churches may not have even had anything besides Paul’s letters . So just like with scientists, where one person’s discoveries, theories, or formulas start a chain reaction where the next person can build off of that and discover more and more, it only makes sense that those who come later will be more knowledgeable. We get to benefit off their hard work and can continue to dig deeper. Off topic, but I’ve had arguments with guitar players who’d rather do things like the greats did, listen to a radio and figure out how to play by themselves, and I’m like, why waste your priviledge like that? You can learn something in 5 minutes what took them 5 years to figure out….and then you can go on to create newere things! Sadly, they would rather re-discover something that already has detailed lessons online due to pride, and I see that with churches as well. Pride makes us hold on to these old false doctrines and prophet’s interpretations.   

Anyways, out of all the doctrines, the most important one that really determines where people’s heart is if they believe in the divinity of Jesus, and a triune God. I know many will argue that the word ‘the trinity’ isn’t in the bible, but ‘the Godhead’ is. Since creation, we see that God is plural when He said ‘Let US create man in OUR image’. Throughout the bible, we see God the Father, the ‘Angel of the Lord’ who is later incarnated as Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. Sometimes, we even see them all together like when Jesus was Baptized (Matthew 2:13-17). Jesus was able to receive worship and he also forgave sins, which is something only God can do. The bible also refers to the Holy Spirit as our Helper, Comforter, and Teacher (John 14:26, Nehemiah 9:20, Mark 13:11, etc), terms that describe a person. It can’t get more clearer than 1 John 5:7 which says “For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one”. Definitely check out this video by Impact Video Ministries that has more verses and context about this doctrine

This doctrine is so vital because if Jesus isn’t God…we’re screwed. We were told that angels can sin, like lucifer and 1/3 of angels who rebelled against God. We also know that all humans are born into sin thanks to Adam’s disobedience. No one is good or perfect, but God (Psalm 14:3, Matthew 19:17, Romans 3:12). No one else can take our place as they would have to die for their own sins. God was willing to take our place, but as an eternal spirit, he had to take on a mortal form. He also had to keep humanity’s side of the contract perfectly if he were to die and atone for us…and thank God, He did! So now, similar to how we were all born into sin through Adam, we can all be reborn and made righteous through Jesus (Romans 5). He is our only hope of salvation! 

You ever wondered why Jesus asked his disciples “Who do people say that I am?” along with “Who do you say that I am?” (Matthew 16, Mark 8, Luke 9). It’s because many people claim to know or believe in Jesus, but they have differing opinions on who He is. Muslim’s believe he is just a prophet. Heck, even the demons know Jesus is God, but they clearly don’t care to obey him or submit to him as their God. A lot of religions, even those who came before Jesus, actually adopted him as an enlightened man who reached god status, and this is where the whole ‘Christ Consciousness’ belief comes from. How we see Jesus will affect everything in our world. If you don’t believe Jesus is God, then you’re not going to believe his sacrifice and blood is sufficient, and this is why so many churches fall to the man-made believe that we have to be good to earn our own place in heaven. Check out this video compiling various denominations which teach us to ‘repent from our sins’ (works salvation) and also adding other religions that essentially teach the same thing

Some Christians just want something easy, digestible and easy going, and some only want their ears tickled which is why many are attracted to the prosperity gospel. But as a real Christian, we need to seek the truth and stand up for it. The bible makes it clear “God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth” (John 4:24). You have countless free resources, books, blogs, and videos, so don’t try to claim ignorance or blame others for your lack of knowledge. Take responsibility like your eternity depends on it, cause it does. And don’t be another false preacher or prophet leading others astray in this world. God will hold you accountable. 

8. Reflect, Confess, & Praise Regularly

Just like how everyone has a stagnant or slow-growth season when they learn a new talent or skill, the same can happen on our walk as a Christian. Many people have drastic conversions when their hearts are changed and they immediately give up their secular music and stop wearing suggestive clothing, and they conquer their biggest temptations like drinking, drugs, and fornication. Then they get to a good place and it’s like “…now what?” As sinful humans in a sinful world, though, there will always be something that can be changed, dropped, or improved. 

For a lot of us, pride may be an issue. If you ever find yourself judging others or patting yourself on the back cause you’re better than others, there is some pride there. How about lust? You may have stopped fornicating and watching porn, but perhaps you still lust after girls online or at your job and fantasize about them. Maybe you’re still dealing with depression. You know God saved you and you’re thankful for that, but you still don’t really care to live and your views on the world is still quite negative. Maybe you have anger issues, and since you were a child, you get triggered when things don’t go your way. You may not swear or stick up the middle finger in traffic like you used to, but you still have deep feelings of wrath and frustration. Maybe you’re a scaredy-cat and you care too much what people think, so you’re unable to share your faith with others, etc. 

When it comes to Christianity, we  tend to pray for the physical things we want or need in this lifetime, such as food, money, or a spouse. While God will certainly supply what his children need, I think it’s time we focus more on our internal problems so we can truly become good and useful workers for the Kingdom of God. Remember, you are God’s representative. And while you will certainly always make mistakes, we should aim to be a light by displaying the kindness, patience, and goodness of God to others. We’re doing a bad job if we’re always displaying wrath or pride, or have a tendency to lie or gossip.  

Outside of help with temptations and sins, here’s some other things that I prayed for this year. For one, I wanted to learn to depend on God. I’ve always felt like I had to do things on my own and it left me with a lot of stress and anxiety about finances. Being homeless has always been a fear of mine as I’ve seen enough eviction letters growing up, but after praying for some time, I have comfort in knowing that even if I were homeless, God will take care of me. Secondly, I’ve prayed for courage and strength to endure the coming tribulation and persecution. I know I’m a coward who runs from danger and may hesitate if I could be killed, but now I’m ready to die for my faith (though, God and the bible has given me the hope of a pre-tribulation rapture). Third, I prayed to understand what it meant for Jesus to be my King. I’ve never idolized another human being before, nor do a live in a country that has royalty. I wanted to be able to worship and look up to God as the cool, omnipotent, and omnipresent God that He is. And let me say, God certainly answers your prayers a lot faster when you are truly praying aligned with his will.   

Next, we should always take inventory of all the goodness God has supplied us with. Of course, we’ll never know, notice, or remember all he’s done in our lifetimes, but there’s many things we can recall and see, and he deserves praise and thanks for how he has blessed, protected, and provided for us. Don’t be like the Israelites who saw God send 10 plagues to Egypt, even parting the Red Sea for their escape…just to immediately start complaining, creating an idol, and demanding to go back. We may thank him for the basics like food, shelter, and clothes, but there’s countless other things we can thank him for. 

I usually have two lists that I thank him for regularly. First, I thank him for what I have and had the chance to experience. Adding to the above, I thank him for clean water and the ability to have warm showers. I thank him for being raised in this country where I was free and capable of getting an education, job, along with other opportunities and experiences. I thank him for my family and friends, as I’m aware many people don’t have that. I’m thankful for living in a safe and abundant place that doesn’t deal with natural disasters, wars, famines, and other issues. I’ve always lived in peace, rarely fearing about my life or what tomorrow may bring. I’m thankful for the few possessions I’ve had and I always take care of my things, never taking them for granted. 

Secondly, I thank him for what I don’t have and have managed to avoid, like death. So many people die every single day, from diseases, natural disasters, car accidents, heart attacks, etc. And even if they live, they may struggle with things cancer, or they may have lost a limb, or they have some abnormality that makes life difficult or makes them a target of constant bullying. I’ve never been kidnapped, robbed, or had anything evil done to me by a stranger (had traumatizing experiences by family, family friends, exes, but I can only imagine what it’s like to be targeted and abused by someone you don’t know at all). While my family certainly struggled financially, I’ve never gone to bed hungry nor slept on the streets. And for the evil I did experience, it thankfully didn’t go on for too long, and it shaped me into who I am, someone who doesn’t want to hurt others, and who admires God’s commandments as they are the solution for our world. 

We need to reflect often because we do have a tendency to forget. In the Old Testament, God had to constantly tell the Israelites “I delivered you out of Egypt” because they kept forgetting to the point that they sought other gods and committed idolatry constantly. “How could anyone worship an idol made of stone when they had the biggest, most powerful God on their side that has already proven himself to them through deliverance from slavery and helping them win constant wars?” But that’s humanity for you. Once we get comfortable and can stand on our own two feet, we forget the stable people who have always been there for us. We tend to pursue something new, fun, exciting, or people that let us explore and do what we want. But when that new person hurts and betrays us, guess who come running back to. Let’s not be like those people. 

And a very important last point I need to make is that ungratefulness leads to pride.  If we don’t realize how others have helped us along the way and made us who we are, we can easily believe we did everything on our own through our own power. The most bratty and spoiled kids are the most ungrateful ones. You buy them an iPhone 11 but they wanted the iPhone 12, so they complain. You exchange it, but it’s not the colour they wanted, so now they’re angry. The child didn’t do a single thing to deserve the phone, nor did they contribute in any way, yet they feel entitled to their wants and desires. You know who’s the best example of this? Lucifer. He lived face to face with his creator, the God who gave him his capabilities, positions, and beauty, and yet his cockiness and pride made him feel entitled to be worshiped as god.

When I was talking to my friend’s brother about the gospel, he tried to correct my beliefs with his Buddhist Christ Consciousness beliefs that said we can be elevated and become gods of our own universes, it blew my mind that people were actually trying to become gods. He couldn’t even answer a lot of my questions about where he came from or how the whole operation works, but he was convinced and eager to become a god himself. I was truly flabbergasted that us, such fragile and mortal beings, can think so highly of ourselves when we are so reliant on others and barely know anything. And again, it amazes me that people are actually trying to become gods. But it added depth to the Garden of Eden where Eve was tempted in the same way. 

Something I only started reflecting and thanking God for over the last couple years is Him making me who I am. Someone with a healthy body, a good head on my shoulders, the ability to think differently and not care about standing out, and the drive to pursue things even when others try to discourage me from. If he didn’t place me in this city at this time period with certain parents and teachers around me, who knows where I would really be in life. I may just be making cheap things at a Chinese factory, or being trafficked around the world. I may have been born unable to take care of myself so I’d have to rely on someone feeding me and changing me daily. If God didn’t create me and set me up where I was, I probably would have never been able to do or participate in many things, like my band on this blog! Toronto is my home! If I lived in the middle of nowhere, I may have never found band members or had the chance to perform at venues. 

But years ago, I too believed that I achieved all I did via my own power, through my own mindset and drive. I wasn’t like other black people from the hood who played the victim and didn’t try to better their lives. No, I believed in my self like Anime taught me to (More on this in Point #10). But a couple years ago, I reflected on my life and realized I wouldn’t even be alive if not For God. I started thanking him for that, but I still didn’t touch my heart. When I was reborn, I didn’t feel a need to ask for anything as I felt I was capable of doing everything on my own. I didn’t want to bother God. Then I read Revelation 3:17-19 which really hit me. It says “For you say, I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing, not realizing that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent.” I certainly felt I had prospered and needed nothing, but clearly, I was naked and blind. 

The more I dug into the bible, the more I understood Spiritual Warfare, and the more I realized that we are living in prophetic times, the more I felt myself lacking and in need of God’s power, wisdom, and assistance. When I realized everything I thought I knew, everything my schools and church taught me, was a lie, I was like a newborn baby. I was starving for spiritual things, for spiritual milk. I was so focused on this world all this time that I never knew what it meant to put the Kingdom first, and as I said in #3, that meant putting myself in the backseat. I’ve certainly had to reflect a lot, and I found countless things to thank God for and to pray for. We really need to keep our eyes on him and give him access to change us to who he needs us to be in this time and age. 

9. Be Discerning And Consult God In All You Do

As someone who has grown up to be quite independent, always doing my own research, making my own decisions, never consulting others or asking for help, especially cause I was pursuing things that no one around me has ever done like starting a band, so learning to depend and consult in God is still very new and unusual to me. So, I’m not going to act like an expert or anything in this, nor am I saying we need to consult God in literally everything we do like what you should wear or eat today, but hey! You never know how including God in even those decisions can save you from a stomach ache or be a conversation opener for the gospel. 

Have you ever wondered why David was so special? Out of all the loyal and willing workers of God in the Old Testament, only David was considered ‘a man after God’s own heart’. He’s not the only brave one to fight battles, Joshua and Caleb were certainly great warriors. He’s clearly not the only one who had real working faith in God, cause we got Abraham, Jacob, Joseph, Moses, and many others as examples as well. He married quite a few ladies, so it’s not like he was purely focused on God like Jeremiah or Paul was. So, what makes him so special?

I’m sure many will jump to the idea that David wrote countless Psalms, and would sing, dance, and play music in praise and awe for God, but I think that’s only part of the equation. The Israelites praised and worshiped God when they crossed the Red Sea, just to worship a golden calf weeks after, so worship doesn’t always equal adoration. David did truly adore God and was obsessed with God’s character. He loved God and believed in Him, and he had immense faith in Him. Thus, David would regularly consult in God and ask “Should I do this or that?” “Should I go here or there?” “Should I face these people in war? Will you deliver them into my hand?” 

David truly desired to follow God’s lead and be in God’s presence as much as possible, even coming to God with his complaints and fears. It was also David’s idea to build an amazing temple for God to replace the tabernacle. David always had God in mind. So when David saw Bathsheba and lusted for her, this was when David did something unusual…he didn’t consult with God. He knew what the answer would be, but he already knew what he was going to do in his heart and didn’t care to be stopped. It’s very easy to stray and end up in very dark places when we don’t consider God in all we do, nor invite him wherever we go. We tend to cry out when we’re in a mess and things are out of our control, but perhaps if we sought God and considered his opinions a lot earlier, we wouldn’t have ended up in that desperate place to begin with. 

I did ask God about going back to an SDA church this year and I didn’t feel him saying ‘no’ in any way so I went. By that time, I was already reborn for 6 months and understood the true gospel, so when I went back, their false doctrines stuck out like a sore thumb since they just happened to be covering Revelation that quarter. I attended their in-person and bible studies, and when I’d hear questionable things, like Hell being temporary (annihilationism), or how humans would be in heaven during the millennium while the earth will be desolate with Satan roaming alone to ‘think about his sins’ (doesn’t even make sense logically because we’re told Satan will deceive the nations for one last war at the end of the millennium…is God going to revive people and destroy them once more?). 

I’d ask questions, and bring up scripture that contradicted what they were saying, like how Jesus will reign on earth in Jerusalem and how nations must come every year to worship him (Zechariah  14). They usually just tried to explain their view, but they couldn’t really back up their view confidently (they may use part of one verse, but no other verse can defend it) nor could disprove mine (At most, they’d say it’s symbolic, or it’s old testament, or Israel lost their privilages and the promises apple to us now etc). When I’d argue further with more scripture, they’d pull the ‘this isn’t the place’ or ‘we’ll call and discuss it later’. I came to the church still thinking they were biblical, I really had no idea what our fundamental beliefs were or what Ellen thought, but I hearing questionable things each week. When talking about ‘how we can be ready for Jesus’s return’, people really had no real opinion or suggestions besides ‘keeping the law’. Talk about the Holy Spirit leading us was non-existent.  

So during one online bible study, they were working through 1 Thessalonians, which isn’t a very big book. When the rapture verse in the 4th chapter came up and they were asking everyone for interpretations, no one mentioned the rapture. I already know they don’t believe it as I never heard it growing up, so I had an idea of how they would react, but I decided to take a chance (I clearly like problems XD lol). I already built some reputation by sharing additional interpretions and making connections to other scripture which was all generally liked and approved by the group. But the second I brought up the rapture, many quickly said ‘there is no secret rapture’…..did I say it was secret though? Anyways, they tried to argue, simply stating that it’s not biblical, I argued back and even explaining the timeline that we go up first, we come back with Jesus and then he reigns on earth….I didn’t realize til then that they believed in a heavenly reign, but anyways, they did the whole ‘we’ll get the elder to call you to discuss it as we don’t have time’, but thankfully, a couple members said they were interested in the discussion. Since they were going to finish the book before schedule, they opted to add a couple more weeks to cover the rapture…more specifically, how it’s not correct. 

Now, the head pastor was the only other person who attended the in-person and online bible classes beside me, so I already built a good rep with him as he loved that I would ask questions, share interpretations, and debate biblically. When me and the in-person teacher argued about eternal or temporary hell, he found it exciting! I guess most people just sit and listen. I learned that he was an atheist and went to other churches before coming here, but he was still open minded, which gave me hope that the church could change (even if it’s tied to an organization). So I spent a few days looking more into SDA doctrinal beliefs and what Ellen G White interpreted as it’s clear that I really didn’t know what my church believed and the search was eye opening and concerning. I just had to email the pastor with my discoveries which was 22 pages long, mostly of scripture refuting SDAs Revelation doctrine and giving evidence for the rapture. Even if the other members didn’t care to hear me, I knew he would. The pastor read it and said I had good points and that he also said he was never 100% sure about either side of the topic, so it would be good to discuss. He forwarded it to the elder in charge of the studies and another lady as I requested. 

My main point was that Jesus will reign on earth during the millennium, and how we, his Saints, will come back with him at his return, thus he must have gathered us first. The rapture happens when we meet Jesus in the clouds (1 Thessalonians 4:16-18), and his second coming is when he lands on Mount Zion (Zechariah 8:3, Revelation 14:1) with his Saints/Angels (Zechariah 14:5, Matthew 25:31, Jude 1:14. Remember that we will become like angels when we are transformed as Matthew 22:30 and Mark 12:25 says) . Adventists are aware that Jesus will come back to earth, but they believe this is after the millennium. I told them that’s not possible due to chapters like Zechariah 14 which pictures a world where Jesus is king but there will be sin and rebellion, thus why Jesus has to teach the world to war no more (Isaiah 2:4) and why he must rule with a rod of Iron (Revelation 2:27). It also says how places who don’t come and worship him during the Feast of Tabernacles will not receive rain and may even fact other consequences. That also can’t happen in the new earth because we are told there will be no seas (Revelation 21), and God will be our sun (Isaiah 60:19). Not really an ideal place for the water cycle. I’m a logical thinker, and so much of their beliefs couldn’t make sense with their current interpretations and timeline, and it also has to reject a lot of prophesy, so I had full confidence their beliefs were false. And the only reason they even believe that is because of Ellen G White. 

So then the next online lesson started, and it was clear that the elder in charge didn’t read my document as he went on to mock the rapture and try to say ‘there’s no evidence’ when I clearly gave many. I knew I wouldn’t have time to really speak as he had a power point presentation made for the hour, so I sent my document in the chat to everyone. The week after, he elder went on to say things like ‘I don’t know where people get the 7 year idea from’, and I’m like in my document, you’ll see where (as there are verses in Revelation that mention 42 months and 1260 days and such), but someone else cut in ‘due to time’. I was clearly being dismissed and ignored, so I gave up. Some tried to tell me that the church replaced Israel due to their disobedience, so the last thing I said before leaving that meeting at the end was some lines from Romans 11, which mentions that ‘a partial hardening has come upon Israel until the fullness of the Gentiles came in’. They added another week since he didn’t finish his presentation, but I already decided that that would be my last appearance since it was clear they weren’t interested in correcting their beliefs, even if it wasn’t biblical. 

They’d rather stick to their unique interpretations by their founder and twist verses as needed to fit their doctrine. At the beginning of one online study, the members were mocking how other churches believe their founders and pastors blindly, and here they were doing the exact same thing. I did attempt to talk to the person who ran the in-person teacher as well when we were the only two who came out one week. Sadly, he was a real lover of Ellen G White (he shared his testimony with me before that during a ride home. He grew up in other churches, but her books touched him), and he got a bit triggered when I refuted her as a false prophet. He didn’t care to hear it and instead sent me a lot of SDA videos and resources, so I just had to ignore and later block him. 

While it may have saved me time and money to have never gone back to that church at all, seeing that gave me clarity that the SDA church is a cult and I can no longer defend them out of ignorance. It was also crazy seeing how deceived people were, especially in a church that claims to know their bibles better than other denominations. The bible is clear that we shouldn’t be yoked with people who teach false doctrine as they are workers of Satan. I was willing to stay and correct my brothers and sisters in Christ, I had hope that even if this is a branch of a much bigger organization, if the head pastor was open to seeking the truth and had influence, perhaps we can all pursue biblical truth as well, but their pride got in the way. After breaking free of my own legalistic beliefs and relearning what the bible and the gospel is all about, I don’t need to listen to all this false junk every week for the sake of having a church family. It would definitely vex my soul and grieve the Holy Spirit hearing their heretical teachings weekly and then getting into arguments where no one considers my side cause they all believe the same thing. I had to leave. False doctrine and false churches are a lot easier for me to spot now as my discernment level went up 200 points during that period!  

We also need to note that there are a lot of demonic forces acting in our world, so it’s good to ask the Holy Spirit to expose the spirit behind an event and help you discern who can be trusted. Some Christians felt the Holy Spirit saying ‘no’ when consulting if they should go to Beyonce’sTravis Scott’sWeeknd’s,  Sam Smith’s, or Taylor Swift’s concert, though they should have consulted the Holy Spirit about these artists and their possible demonic backgrounds, and distance themselves much earlier. Christians will defend Beyonce cause she ‘thanks God’, and since she’s black and grew up in the church, she must still be Christian right? Ironically, many of these same people love and worship Beyonce way more than God to the point that there’s an actual church for her….you can try to make sense of that if you can. She purposely makes music and album covers that mocks God and the bible so you really need to be discerning. 

And don’t think all Christian music automatically gets a pass. There are lots of songs that aren’t biblically based, and many are just generic love songs with Jesus’s name added. I never listened to Hillsong and Bethel music, but so many Christians have called their church and their songs out for being unbiblical as well. Kirk Franklin, one of the biggest gospel artists, has also said and done some very questionable things, like when he freestyle raped that ‘the lion and the lamb will bow down to the goat‘. Point is,  so many Christian artists are living worldly lifestyles, and you never know which artists are tied to the illuminati and have sold their soul to Satan to become popular. Donnie McClurkin says it best, a lot of  Christian artists aren’t anointed, and their songs have no oil in it

You definitely shouldn’t trust secular artists who randomly drop a Christian song or album or song like Lil Naz X, Jordan Sparks, or Kanye West did as well. And while I don’t go exploring for new music (I haven’t really listened to music this year), I keep seeing new worldly-sounding ‘Christian’ songs pop up on my Instagram reel. I don’t know who is doing it just because it’s an easy way to get attention in the music industry and who plans to abandon the genre completely once they get big enough. And don’t even get me started on movies and actors. Taraji P.  Henson who is in the new Color Purple movie shared in interviews that she invites spirits so she can share their stories and represent them well. There’s a spirit behind everything, nothing is truly grey in our world. 

Remember, God knows all and sees all, and he does desire good things for you, so let’s start seeking Him in even the small matters, and being obedient even if it’s not necessarily what we would have decided or wanted. There’s just way too much to be wary of in this day and age, so we need to be discerning and really cling to God in our bigger decisions. And hey, we can always ask God randomly if there’s something he’d like us to do. I love hearing little stories of someone feeling a call from God to do something random, like do a handstand or give a stranger their last $100, and that was exactly what the stranger need to see or receive to give their life to God. 

10. Seek Holiness Always. Do Not Compromise

What the heck is holiness anyways? The bible talks a lot about righteousness, that’s for sure, and uses the Pharisees as an example. Jesus himself said that “unless your righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you shall not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven”(Matthew 5:20). But Jesus also rebukes them constantly as being hypocrites (Matthew 23)….soooo they clearly weren’t that good haha. And as we stated above, doing good and being righteous is common in ever religion, but holiness is never talked about, so let’s discuss it in detail.  

What I’ve learned this year is that Holiness means being ‘Separate and Set Apart’. God is Holy because he’s not like anyone or anything else. Only he is omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, and so on. Yet, God has told US to be holy as He is Holy (Leviticus 21:8, Exodus 19:6, 1 Peter 1:16) . 1 Peter 2:9 states “Ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a peculiar people, that ye should show forth the praises of Him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvelous light.” To be holy, we need to be sanctified, and only then can we truly be the light and salt in this dark, decaying world and lead others to God (Matthew 5:13-16).

So, how does one pursue holiness? Well, the obvious start is to turn away from sin, more so as the world becomes more accepting of sin, evil and lawlessness. Next, we should aim to follow more of Jesus’s commands as these really set us a part. We are told to forgive others, give to those in need, turn the other cheek, and be gentle as a dove, and clearly, the world would rather not do those things if given an option. Another thing we are told to do is spread the gospel. Jesus asked Peter 3 times if he loves Him, and when he said “Yes”, Jesus told him to feed his sheep. To feed his sheep, you have to be public about your faith as well. You can’t be secretive about your beliefs because Jesus made it clear, “Whoever denies me before men, I will deny before my father” (Matthew 10:33). Even if everyone else would rather be secretive or are even ashamed to call themselves Christian, you need to be bold and vocal about your love and faith in Jesus Christ. 

I heard in a video the other day that only 10% of Christians ever share their faith. It’s not surprising, but it is very sad. One kinda funny story I heard was about 2 co-workers who’ve worked together for 7 years and never shared their faith. Only when one invited the other to their Christmas church service did they find out they went to the same church (very possible if they sit on opposite sides or attend a mega church, and neither care to socialize or attend events). On my social media and blog, I didn’t make it obvious that I was a Christian before as it had nothing to do with the content and I never felt a need to push that fact in people’s faces. My friends and coworkers know since being unavailable on Sabbath was a regular thing, but I didn’t feel a need to announce it to strangers. But then I started thinking about how bold and proud the LGBT community is, how people love to put their horoscopes and other things in their Instagram bios, and how even artists are clearly doing satanic rituals on stages…..so why should I be shy or silenced about my beliefs and identity? If they can do it, so can it! 

So that’s some basic points about what it means to live as a Christian, but in a world full where many people call themselves a Christian even though they don’t believe the bible nor have a relationship with Jesus, we really need to dig in on this ‘being set apart’ aspect. What will make you stand out like Elijah did, being the one true prophet among 400+ fake ones? This year, I did more research on holidays like Easter and Christmas, especially Christmas. One video made a very valid point that, while the world hates Jesus and the bible, they seem to really love Christmas. Isn’t that suspicious? If the world loves something, it’s probably not as Christian or holy as we thought it was. And I’m saying this as someone who truly loved Christmas growing up. I loved setting up trees, I loved the music, I loved buying gifts for my loved ones when I was old enough and could afford to do so….

But now that I’m aware of what pagan means and how much the worship of false gods bothered YHWY in the bible, especially when his people would go and adopt the ways of other nations, I started to see holidays differently. December 25 was the birth date of many pagan gods due to the winter solstice. The bible describes something that clearly sounds like a Christmas tree in Jeremiah 10 (cutting a tree down, decking it with gold and silver, fastening them with nails so they won’t move ), and God expressed how much he hated it. Easter is named after Ishtar, the pagan mesopotamian goddess of fertility, and that’s why eggs and bunnies are regularly seen that time of year. 

Additionally, the bible never mentions Jesus’s birthday. If it was so important and God wanted us to celebrate it, he would make note of when to do so like he does his other feast days and give detailed instructions like he did when giving construction details for the ark and tabernacle. And instead of Easter, we really should be observing Passover, which was established since the Israelite’s were delivered from Egypt and was observed by Jesus when he had his last supper with his disciples before his death. While churches may do communion, we don’t really do this on Passover in the middle of the week, do we? Again, suspicious.  

Adding on, I grew up in a very multicultural school, so multicultural that whites were the visible minority. We were told to make presentations on our background and we would all embrace and explore each other’s culture, music, and food. In elementary school, I recall a big Red Dragon going across the hallways and giving out red good luck envelopes during Chinese New Year, and also playing with dreidels in class during Hanukkah. The South Asian community was really big, so during every multicultural assembly and talent show, they would showcase their traditional clothes and multiple groups would do cultural dances. Being in such an environment allowed me to be open and proud about my own beliefs and religion, but it also promoted universalism, which is something Christians shouldn’t fall for.

Now, as for myself, I was never into the content other black people were into that promoted sex, violence, love of money and fame. While I loved music class, I didn’t have a favourite genre or artist outside of gospel growing up, until I discovered Japanese rock music in Grade 6, and that led to the discovery that many of my favourite childhood ‘cartoons’ were actually animes from Japan. I really loved the music was it promoted themes like changing the world, fighting for what is right, believing in yourself, being courageous, standing up for others, and even fighting against evil. 

But as I got closer to God this year, I realized how unbiblical it was, because it left no space for God. And same with anime. The main characters are like gods who were destined to have power and change everything themselves. There was a lot of magic in these shows, and there are also many characters who are demons, yet they are portrayed as good, and are loved by many (Ie Inuyasha, Sebastian from Black Butler. Nezuko from Demon Slayer). I mention many other unbiblical and demonic themes in the disclaimer of this article

While I acknowledge this and certainly don’t see anime the same way any more, it was a good influence on me growing up as I would always admire the sweet and kind characters, like Kari and Taiki from Digimon, and was inspired to be more forgiving and selfless like they were as I knew they were more like Jesus than other characters. I also liked that the show always promoted good traits like love, hope, purity/sincerity, and light, and they had a very strong line between who was good and who was bad. Bad characters can have a change of heart and join the good guys, but there was no grey line if you were involved in the fight. 

When I read through the bible years later, it was cool to see that Digimon like Seraphimon, Ophanimon, Beelzebumon were from the Bible. In Season 1’s episode called “Prophesy”, the even used 666 as the time that the beast, Myotismon, would come into the human world to destroy it, but the angels of light won the battle! The kids in the show were just normal kids, they never had magical powers or anything, so they had to depend on each other as they explored the Digital World, and it was through their positive traits, along with their hope and faith to win that allowed their Digimon to grow and fight. It had a lot of wonderful themes for me as a 12 year old. I really loved the music in the series, and a video game pushed me to pursue my true childhood dream job, so you can see why in Point #6, selling my Digivices was a really big deal for me. I really loved this show for a good 15 years, but I was ready to move on from childish things so I could love God more <3   

Continuing on, I’m aware that the creators of these shows were born and raised in a country built on Buddhism and Shintoism beliefs, so Eastern Mysticism is going to work its way into these shows in various places. Japan believes in ancestorial worship, so you’ll regularly see characters talking to and praying to their dead parent/grand parents at household shrines, and to the gods (kami) at temple shrines for good luck, safety, and prosperity (necromancy and idolatry). In these shows, a regular human may receive a gift or power of sorts so they can now talk to spirits (ie. Bleach, Death Note, Cardcaptor Sakura) or may be even possessed by a spirit (ie. Jujutsu Kaisen, Naruto, Yu-Gi-Oh!), and this is never seen as a bad or dangerous thing.  And let’s not even get started on going to alternative or spiritual words, which would bring in vampires, witches, fairies, mermaids, warlocks and so on. While some watchers can be discerning and pick out the positive traits of these shows, there are certainly a lot more demonic themes and influences for sure.  

I was watching a Christian preacher preach (and get attacked) at an anime convention, and someone commented how ‘they used to watch anime, but after becoming a true Christian, they can’t find any pure animes’ and I agree. SuperBook, the original anime series, gets a pass as they covered the biblical stories accurately. You may find some slice-of-life shows that are simple and silly, may even find some sports series, but otherwise, they all tend to promote anti-biblical themes. One person tried to comment how Spy X Family was a good show, and I argued back saying that the show promotes and gives a positive light to lying and deception, and it obviously has assassination, break-ins, and other crimes on screen. So while it is a cute, family-friendly series, it’s definitely not as pure as one may think. There’s a lot of shows these days where we follow the ‘bad guy’, and while he is doing evil and illegal things, we naturally root for them and sympatize with them, which is a serious problem.  We have become so desensitized to evil that we are even loving it. (Definitely check out this TruthUnEdited video on that very topic).  

Now, even outside of anime, it felt like every other cartoon and family sitcom promoted magical or psychic powers, monsters and mythical creatures, and so on, so I’m not surprised why so many millennials are interested in witchcraft and new age now that we’re older and are aware these things are real. I kinda woke up to that realize a lot earlier. In 2010, my English teacher showed us Xmen in class and I got curious if the mind was actually powerful enough to do things like telekinesis or water bending (I watched Avatar the last Airbender that same year). I found sites saying that if you meditate enough, you can start making psiballs and moving pinwheels and I believed it and actually made progress with those things

Thankfully, after say, 4-5 months, I stopped practicing it. Why? Because I reflected and asked myself why I wanted to learn these things. A lot had to do with fear and how I wanted to be able to protect myself. Well like most people, I desired more power. I was quite the tomboy and had a lot of upper body strength compared to other boys my age (I could defeat them all in arm wrestling), but I was still scared and unable to fight against my taller brother who would hit and slap me when he was angry. But then I envisioned a scenario where I was kidnapped by a group of guys…How useless would my mind powers be then? It would be better to rely on God if I were ever in a sticky situation, so I decided to trust in him instead of my own strength and abilities. (More on that story in my “God Loves You and Wants To Set You Free” article). Thankfully, I was only working with pure mind power, didn’t even know that magic was real until this year, but who knows what direction I could have taken it if I didn’t have a Christian background O-o 

I also had an obsession with ninjas for quite a few years in school, so I was interested in learning martial arts. Sadly, there was no opportunity for me to take a class growing up, but I did try to take a Judo class as an adult in 2018. God had a funny way of getting in my way though! I was on my last couple trial classes and did intend to sign up for a year of lessons, but then, my knee started acting up again, the Gi i ordered was missing loopholes so I couldn’t wear it, and I had to take up the night shift so I didn’t go through with it. In late 2019, I bought Shen Yun tickets, cause why not? The reviews were great, and I was hoping to see more shows and musicals the following year. Ironically, Toronto’s show was set for late March, and guess what happened a week prior to the event. And then in 2022, I got a part time receptionist job at a Muay Thai place for extra money, and after settling in, I would have considered taking lessons there too. Thing is, the job was just way too disorganized, messy, and stressful, so I quit within a month. Knowing more about Eastern Mystecism now, I appreciate God for keeping me away from these things as well. 

After seeing Japan for what it is, I started to dig into the culture and religion behind a lot of things. One very common means of deception is Yoga. I can’t tell you how many times I did yoga as it was part of a fitness book, they did it during my gym class, and it was even part of Wii Fit. Yoga is super popular and no one ever thinks or talks about the religion behind it. We all just assume it’s stretching, and like any other exercise, it’s going to have health benefits. While I never practiced it regularly or consistently, I was planning to get more into it as I was really out of shape and just wanted to stick to something. I had a Youtube playlist and an unused yoga mat ready to go, but thankfully, I never actually got up and dedicated myself to it.  

Many Youtubers have exposed that yoga is tied to Hindu god worship, and even the Yogis make it clear that you can’t separate the exercise from the spiritual side ofthe practice. If you get really good at yoga to the point where you’re opening your chakras, you can even invite the kundalini spirit or other demons inside of you. It’s actually this same kundalini spirit that a lot of charismatic churches have (definitely worth watching this comparison video), where they can’t control their bodies…which is a red flag in itself because we are told a fruit of the holy spirit is self-control.  I’ve repented and don’t care to use my body to worship their gods anymore, nor do I want to participate in anything that celebrates other gods as many cultural dances do. I do my research about anything and everything now. 

Point of all this is to say, just like with our friends and family, we need to be careful about everything we partake in, everything we watch and listen to, and anything we promote, because the days are evil and the deception is high. We don’t want to become a stumbling block for our brothers or sisters either. Maybe one baby Christian has been working to avoid alcohol or secular music or tarot card readings since they were reborn, but then a lukewarm or fake Christian who enjoys those things invites them and pulls them back in, leaving them in bondage. So many churches are slapping the word ‘Christian’ on things, that we have ‘Christian Yoga’ and ‘Holy Spirit Ouiji Boards’. I truly wish I was joking about this, but I’m not. Look em up!  You can actually get the Holy Spirit Ouiji Board on Amazon. 

I don’t mean to sound paranoid, but when I was reborn and it felt like my mind was wiped, especially of my lustful thoughts and fantasies, I was so eager to keep it clean. And in doing so, everything around me just felt so dirty, so much that I literally just read Christian books and watch Christian content all day everyday. I don’t mind it though! I don’t feel like I’m missing out on anything, and I always love learning about God and seeing others who are obsessed with Jesus like I am, but the fact that I’m wary about pretty much everything put out really shows what a messed up world we live in. As I said, I grew up in an universal school and was obsessed with foreign media, but I now see the spirits behind them and want to be holy for God’s use. 

In Conclusion...

As Christians, we just really need to work hard to separate ourselves from the world.  If the whole world seems to love something, like artists, holidays, yoga, anime, hip hop music, twerking, whatever it may be, there’s probably something demonic behind it, or it’s based off of a different religion, or it leads people astray and away from God. As much as you may love something, even if you’ve taken part of it forever, please look into it. Don’t choose to be ignorant. The bible warns that God’s people are destroyed for lack of knowledge (Hosea 4:6). Seek the truth, and seek to please God with your walk through life. Matthew 7:13 makes it clear that we must “enter ye in at the strait gate, for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leadeth to destruction, and many there be who go in through it”, so take this seriously! 

Nothing and no one on this earth is worth going to hell for. It can be hard to sacrifice the things we love, but do know that God will fill that hole with something else that is pure and good. If not a literal replacement, God will draw closer and you can enjoy his presence more. God knows how evil these days are, so he will reward you for choosing to walk in his light instead of pursuing the things of the world, and comfort you as you grieve the things you lost, whether it be friends, hobbies, or even careers. Matthew 6:33 reminds us to “seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.” and Hebrews 11:6 lets us know that “God is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him”

Let’s not compromise by twisting scripture so we can indulge in evil things while still being ‘a Christian’. We’re already seeing churches go from bad to worse because they started allowing not just gay pastors but drag queens on their pulpit. Revelation gives warnings to a lot of churches and we can see how relevant those letters are right now. The more we compromise and blend in with the world, the more useless we become. Jesus is standing at the door of these churches knocking (Revelation 3:20), but they’re too busy doing their own worldly thing to let him in. Don’t be like them. They may not be ready when Jesus comes, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be. 

We need to seek spiritual maturity. Paul certainly has a lot of correction for the churches he built, but one that sticks out to me is in Hebrews 5:11-14 “About this we have much to say, and it is hard to explain, since you have become dull of hearing. For though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you again the basic principles of the oracles of God. You need milk, not solid food, for everyone who lives on milk is unskilled in the word of righteousness, since he is a child. But solid food is for the mature, for those who have their powers of discernment trained by constant practice to distinguish good from evil.” At a certain point, we really shouldn’t be reverting back to our old ways and still being confused and swayed back and forth with doctrine. We should be teachers, capable of discipling others. 

I used to assume there were many mature Christians and that many were going to heaven. When I heard that the path is narrow, it didn’t process in my mind cause many people claimed to be Christian and people were generally good. But this year has been so eye opening to me now that I understand the true gospel and see that most churches either teach works to be saved, or teach something completely unbiblical like the prosperity gospel, or that Jesus died for everyone around the world so people can live how they want to. I used to think I had many knowledgeable, mature Christians, but all the Christians in my life are Adventist, so I don’t even know if any of them are saved at this point. 

But as I said before, I’ve always been a leader. I don’t need someone else to be first or to be an example for me. I can walk that path alone (with God by my side of course) and hopefully lead others in the right way too. I hope you’ll also take a stand and walk alone if need be on your path to righteousness. Don’t be afraid to let people go if they refuse to let go of false doctrine. Don’t be afraid to speak up or leave your church if holiness isn’t an aim of theirs. You will survive and the Holy Spirit will help you find real Christian friends who can feed your soul and pray for you. 

Let’s all aim to be holy and set apart. Let’s seek God’s goodness and be sanctified. Let’s become useful and capable soldiers for God by standing for his truth and avoiding the dark things of this world. Read Ephesians 5 and 6 on how we should act as soldiers, along with Matthew 24 and 2 Timothy 3 to remember what we are up against. Always be ready for battle with the armour of God.